why? because i said so. the fact that he's the least appreciated is a fucking crime and we need to fix thatđ
Miss Sunshine - @sofasoap - the fluff- THE FLUFFđđđđ this legit had me giggling and kicking my feet in the middle of the night, i swearâ¤ď¸
White Flag - @writeforfandoms - i want to be saved by this man so fucking bad𼴠okay, stressful situation aside, this was so cuteâ¤ď¸
Gaz + comfort sex - @sprout-fics - right in the fucking feelsđđđ this makes me just so so so weeaakkk. please just say you wanted me dead because that's what i am rnđđĽ
State Of My Head - @writeforfandoms - THIS. FIC. IS. EVERYTHING TO MEâ¤ď¸ from the moment kitty met Gaz and he was just so gentle and respectful when handling her AND HE SMELLED GOOD, he's just had me in a chokeholdđ *distant choking sobbing noises*
Wrong Room - @mangowafflesss - there's just something about college!Gaz that makes me so weak, okay?𼴠and you did it beautifully with this one. i love this fic so muchđđđ
Gaz prompt - @mangowafflesss - he's such a bumbling little cutie, i love him so much. thank you for thisđĽâ¤ď¸
Where The Petals Fall - @deadbranch - i swear you are just amazing, alright? this fic is absolutely top tier and it had me in tearsđĽđĽđĽ
Gaz has baby-fever - @konigsblog - fucking. hell𼾠just kill me. kill me right now. that's what you want, isn't it? ISN'T IT??đ
Breeding Kink with Gaz - @konigsblog - same with this one! you are an absolute menace for this oneđĽľ
Cult of Vagabonds - @halcyone-of-the-sea - listen, i know i added your fic to the July picklejar rec list, but can you blame me for adding you to this one? can you? no, i didn't think soâ¤ď¸
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gaz. need i say more? -@skyspats - nope. nothing else needs to be saidđš
Rizz Master Gaz - @ramvur - HE HAS TOO MUCH POWER!!! but he uses it accordinglyđđźâ¨đŻ
Charming Gaz - @munyon - you know what the first thing i said upon seeing this? it was "oh fuckđĽľ" because yes, that's what i would like this man to do to me. thanks.
Garden Knome 141 - @grimmzee - quick question: was Gaz hanging upside down a callback to the helicopter scene? because it feels oddly reminiscentđ in a cute way, of courseâ¨
Little British Guy - @tanukigobrrr - you have no idea how much i love this, it's so so cuteđťđťđť
Amsterdam Outfit - @minkei - THE AMSTERDAM FIT WAS SO ICONIC, I'M SO GLAD YOU RECREATED ITđâ¨đĽ
Gaz Sketch - @chocolatestrawberry-poptart - the little heart on his hat is everythingâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
Gaz Angst - @reds-skull - GAZ ANGST IS TOP TIER AND YOU'RE RIGHT, THERE SHOULD BE MORE!!! this is so amazing and it deserves an award for putting tears in my eyesđđźâ¨đŻ
Gazzz - @loneghostwolf - i guess this doesn't technically classify as fanart but i wanted to save it here so i can revisit it because he just looks so goodđâ¤ď¸
Boop! - @temeyes - SO. FUCKING. CUTEâ¨đŻ Soap is a fucking menace, btw, but I'm not gonna lie and say i wouldn't have done the same, okay? okay byeâ¤ď¸
don't worry, we're still close â tsukishima k.
third yr tsukishima k. x third yr fem!readerâword count: 2.4k
synopsis: Tsukishima just wants to spend time with his girlfriend, but after a brutal volleyball match, he feels sleepy.
cw/tags: fluff, slight angst, hurt/comfort, established relationship
The moment they stepped through the front door, Tsukishima was already tugging ynâs wrist, muttering something about how she could talk to his mom later. Yn had barely managed a polite smile in his motherâs direction before she was being guided up the stairs, past the familiar picture frames and the smell of dinner just starting.
No more delays. Heâd waited all week for this.
âKei! Yn-chan should stay for dinner!â his mom called from below.
âShe hears you,â Tsukishima replied over his shoulder, too tired to make it sound anything but clipped.
Yn answered sweetly anyway, her voice echoing back downstairs as Tsukishima opened his bedroom door. He let go of her to dump his bag beside the desk, kicked off his shoes, and dropped face-first onto the bed with a soft grunt.
Everything hurt. Legs, back, brain. Volleyball matches this deep into the season were nothing short of brutal. But even now, he could feel the tug in his chest more than anywhere elseâbecause yn was still by the door, and he wasnât spending time with her.
It had been nearly two months since theyâd last properly hung out. Theyâd both been swallowed up by their clubs and the looming pressure of college entrance exams, barely managing hallway greetings and late-night texts. Thatâs why, when she called him last week to say she was coming to his game, he wasted no time asking her out for a movie date afterward.
He cracked an eye open, the sound of her voice still lingering as she spoke to his mother. The golden light from the setting sun caught in her hair, painting her skin in this warm, glowing filter that made his already-tired heart squeeze.
She looked right at home standing in his doorway. And she was still kind enough to reply properly, to make his mom smile. He couldnât stand how much he liked that.
âClose the door,â he mumbled into the sheets. âSheâll start asking about the game and Iâll lose you for an hour.â
Yn chuckled, finally closing the door before padding over to his bed. âItâs because you never fill her in.â The mattress dipped under her weight as she sat beside him and lightly poked his cheek. âYou should be careful, you know. Soon, Iâll be the favorite child.â
âPretty sure she already likes you more than me and Nii-chan,â Tsukishima sighed. His hand caught hersâintending to push it away, maybeâbut instead, he pulled it gently to his cheek.
âOoh, imagine if she adopts me,â yn teased, eyes sparkling. âIâd be your sister.â
Tsukishima jolted upright, pinching her waist with a scowl. âDonât even joke about that. Itâs gross.â
She shrieked with laughter, swatting at him as his hand chased her across the bed, his exhaustion forgotten for just a moment. She was always infuriating with her dumb jokes.
But it was nice to hear them again instead of just reading them through texts.
Eventually, they both collapsed into the mattress, the energy slowly draining out of their laughter, leaving behind a comfortable silence. Yn laid beside him, their shoulders just barely touching, her hand still in his.
A lazy feeling settled in, blending nicely with the soft hum of life downstairs and the distant clatter of kitchenware. Tsukishima let his eyes fall shut again.
They should be watching something right now.
âGive me five minutes,â he muttered, voice muffled by the pillow. âIâll set up my laptop.â
He felt her shift beside him. âAre you sure?â she asked softly. âYou look like youâre about to pass out.â
âIâm not,â he replied flatly, eyes still closed.
âKei.â
There was a different note in her voice this time. Not teasing. Concerned.
He opened one eye just enough to see her watching him. Her brows creased, lips pressed together in a way that made him look away almost instantly.
âIâm fine,â he grumbled.
âYou donât have to push yourself, you know,â she said gently. âI came to see you. We can just hang out. Or nap if you want.â
He hated how his heart fluttered at that.
Tsukishima rolled onto his back with a groan, one arm flopping over his eyes. âI didnât ask you to come all the way here so I could nap.â
âI wouldnât mind,â she pressed on. âIâd just... rather you rest if you need to.â
Another beat of silence.
Then, very quietly, he mumbled, âI missed you.â
He felt her fingers twitch against his, a tiny, startled reflex.
Tsukishima kept his arm over his eyes, his voice low and gruff. âSo, no. Iâm not gonna fall asleep. I want to spend time with you.â
The honesty hung between them, vulnerable and heavy in the sinking golden light. She leaned over and gently tugged his arm down until he was looking at her.
âI missed you too.â
Her eyes softened, full of quiet affection. She withdrew her hand from his and reached up, brushing a bit of hair from his forehead, fingertips featherlight.
âBut I still donât want you pushing yourself. Thereâs always next time, you know? You donât have to cram all your energy into one night just for me.â
Tsukishima blinked down at her, her touch loosening the knot in his shoulders. But even that comfort turned on him, stirring the fears heâd worked so hard to keep quiet.
âThatâs the thing,â he muttered, voice low. âIâm not so sure there is always a next time.â
She furrowed her eyebrows. âWhat do you mean?â
He hesitated, then sat up slowly, not looking at her right away. His hands were folded in his lap, fingers fidgeting like they were trying to twist themselves.
âI know we said weâd make time, but weâre going to different colleges. Youâll have your own schedule. New people. New routines. And so will I.â His jaw tightened. âBut even before thatâs started, it already feels like I barely see you.â
Yn listened quietly, not interrupting, her eyes steady on him.
âAnd itâs not like I think weâll fall apart or something,â he added quickly. âItâs justâŚâ He trailed off again, searching for the right word to shape the fear he didnât usually let himself acknowledge. âItâs stupid. I justâI donât want to look back and realize I wasted the time we do have.â
There was a long pause. Then, he muttered under his breath, âSorry. Iâm not good at saying this crap.â
When he finally met her gaze again, ynâs face lit up with a tender, knowing smile.
âItâs not stupid,â she said, pushing herself to sit upright. âAnd itâs not crap.â
Tsukishima didnât say anything, but she didnât seem to expect him to. She went on, her voice dropping a little.
âI think about it too,â she admitted. âThe distance. The changes. How fast everything is moving. Thereâll be days when weâre too busy or too tired to call. Maybe even weeks.â
She leaned closer, resting her head on his shoulder. âBut Kei⌠I know us. I know that no matter how much time passes, when we do talk again, itâll still beâŚâ
Her hand found his again, fingers sliding between his, squeezing them. She paused, a small laugh slipping out.
â... you. Probably still messing up my hair instead of saying hi. Fixing the strap of my bag without saying anything. Pinching me when I make jokes, like earlierâow, by the way.â
That earned a snort from Tsukishima.
âAnd me? Still making bad jokes on purpose. âAccidentallyâ stepping on your shoes when you call me short. Pulling your hoodie strings just to annoy you. Trying to act all cute just to hear you say I am.â
A flicker of amusement crossed his face, but she didnât let him deflect.
âThatâs what I mean. Itâs never âOh, how have you been?â with us. We donât have to start over every time. We just⌠click back into place. Time doesnât erase that. Distance doesnât either.â
When Tsukishima finally spoke, his voice was smaller than usual. âYouâre awfully confident.â
âNot confident,â she corrected. âI just know what we have. I trust it.â
He was quiet, his fingers tightening slightly around hers.
âYou trust it?â he repeated, like he was trying to taste the weight of that.
âI trust you,â she said, pulling back to look at him like it was the most obvious thing in the world. âYou care more than you let on. And I know that if something matters to you, you donât let go easily. And neither do I.â
That stopped him.
Because for the first time, all those uneasy thoughts didnât sound like warnings. They just sounded like noise. And maybe this was the answer that he had been missing.
They didnât have to see each other all the time to still matter to the other. It was never about being together. It was always about what they were to each other.
â⌠You're really annoying when youâre right,â he muttered, a faint smile playing on his lips.
Yn grinned, pretending to grab her phone. âWait! Say that again. I need to record this.â
He huffed a laugh, finally leaning back into the pillows again. The fatigue crept in quicker this time now that the tight coil in his chest had finally loosened.
He looked over at her, eyes half-lidded. âI donât think I can stay awake for a movie.â
She chuckled. âI know.âÂ
Her fingers brushed against his cheeks as she took off his glasses, setting them on the nightstand.
He yawned before he could reply, the last of his resistance unraveling. As he closed his eyes, he tugged her closer, wordlessly urging her to stay beside him.
âIâll probably be out for a while,â he murmured.
âMhm.â
âWake me up⌠when itâs time for you to go. Okay?â
âSure,â she whispered, leaning over to press a gentle kiss to his forehead.
And she would. But not until long after he drifted off, his breathing even, the golden light of evening slipping quietly into dusk.
Yn padded down the stairs quietly, the soft creak of the steps barely registering beneath the distant clatter of pans and the gentle bubbling of something simmering in the kitchen. The house smelled like miso and something savory being stir-fried, and her stomach gave a quiet, traitorous growl.
She rubbed her eyes and wandered in, still barefoot and slightly dazed from the warmth of Tsukishimaâs room.
âAh, yn-chan,â his mother greeted with a smile, glancing over her shoulder from where she stood at the stove. âKei knocked out?â
Yn smiled softly, stepping into the kitchen. âLike a light. He didnât even fight it this time.â
His mom chuckled and waved her over. âIâm making yasai itame for dinner. Want a taste?â
âMaybe later. Iâm just thirsty.â Yn went to grab herself a glass of water and leaned against the counter.
They stood like that for a moment. Just two women in soft silence, bound by mutual affection for the tall, tired boy sleeping upstairs.
Then his mother gave her a knowing look. âYouâre still looking at places?â
Yn paused with the glass halfway to her lips, then slowly nodded. âYeah. A few more popped up this week, actually.â
His mom hummed thoughtfully, gently stirring the pot in front of her. âYouâre really serious about this, huh?â
âI am.â Ynâs voice was firm, determined. âI know itâs not a perfect solution, and thereâs no guarantee everything will go the way we want it to. ButâŚâ She bit her lip. âIf I can find a place somewhere in between our schoolsâclose enough for the both of us without losing half a day commutingâI think itâll help.â
His mom smiled without turning. âYou know, I thought you were just being polite the first time you brought it up. But then you started asking about train lines and furniture stores.â
Yn laughed quietly. âI just⌠I donât want us to drift apart.â
The honesty of it made her chest tighten. She hadnât said it out loud before. Not like this.
âKei worries about it too,â yn continued. âBut I didnât want to tell him just yet. Not until weâre both past our entrance exams. Heâs already stressed. If I add more to his plate nowâŚâ
âYouâre protecting him,â his mom said simply, finally turning to face her.
âI guess I am.â
There was a pause, and then the womanâs expression softened into something fond and just a little proud.
âHeâs lucky, you know,â she said. âHe doesnât say it muchânot in wordsâbut Kei⌠heâs never brought a girl home like this. Never looked at someone the way he looks at you.â
Yn ducked her head, flustered. âIâm lucky too,â she murmured. âItâs hard sometimes, but⌠heâs worth it.â
âMhm. Just rememberâloveâs important, but lifeâs more complicated than that,â his mom said. âYouâre both young, and⌠well, I wonât embarrass you with the talkââ
Yn nearly dropped the glass, coughing as she choked on her own saliva.
ââbut just promise me youâll be smart. About everything.â Her gaze was firm, but not unkind. âCollege is hard enough without extra surprises. And if thereâs ever a question youâre too shy to ask him, or your parents or even me⌠just remember, thereâre clinics near campus that have discreet pamphlets.â A pause. âAnd condoms.â
Yn turned away, a furious blush rising to her cheeks. âOh my godâŚâ
âMotherly duty fulfilled,â she said dryly, her eyes sparkling with mirth. âNow, Iâll just have to give Kei my version of the talk when you finally tell him.âÂ
Then she reached over, patting ynâs hand. âBut if you ever need help figuring out the other stuffâlaundry, cooking, cleaningâmy doorâs always open, yn. And if Kei ever slacks off, text me. Iâll guilt trip him for you.â
Yn laughed, the tension dissolving into something lighter. She gave her hand a squeeze in return.
âThanks, Tsukishima-san.â
âJust call me Mom already,â she said, grinning.
Yn flushed. âThat still feels too⌠early.â
They both laughed, the sound echoing gently in the small kitchen.
As yn finished her water and rinsed out the glass, she glanced back toward the stairs. She already missed being next to him, even if he was fast asleep.
She wasnât sure what the future would look like, not exactly. But knowing that Kei would be in it, and that he cared enough to worry about it just like she did, made it feel a lot less daunting.
And a whole lot more certain.
Tattoo Artist Simon "Ghost" Riley x Female Reader
A night out in London to celebrate your friendâs upcoming marriage ends with a quick hook-up in a clubâs green room. You donât expect to see your masked man ever again, and you leave it as a one-time thing. Three years later, youâre back in England, and find yourself facing the man you walked away from at that club. Heâs running a tattoo parlor just down the street from where youâre staying. Over time, your paths cross and cross again until the two of you are tangled up in a messy web. Will it last? Or will one of you walk away?
Content & Warnings (overall): canon-typical violence, PTSD, canon-typical swearing, suggestive themes, possessive / jealous / obsessive behavior, second chances, grief / mourning, strangers to lovers (graphic chapters will be marked with ** which indicates a Community Label)
Chapters: (ongoing) One // Two ** // Three // Four ** // Five // Six // Seven // Eight ** // Nine // Ten // Eleven ** // Twelve // Thirteen // Fourteen ** // Fifteen ** // Sixteen // Seventeen ** // Eighteen ** // Nineteen // Twenty // Twenty-One // Twenty-Two // Twenty-Three // Twenty-Four // Twenty-Five // Twenty-Six // Twenty-Seven // Twenty-Eight // Twenty-Nine // Thirty
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Pre-sex briefing
Why Johnny thinks heâs unlovable
Why Johnny and Simon joke about sex with each other
Why Simon doesnât touch himself with Reader
Simon/Johnny romantic differences
Johnny's Love
Johnnyâs motivation and beliefs about the situation
The first time Simon told Reader about his trauma
Simonâs support system
Simonâs trauma makes it hard to keep up sometimes
Simon getting jealous
Johnny is okay
Whoâs getting cast aside?
Missing piece of the pentagram
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What Simon whispered to Johnny
Rough sex between Simon and Reader
Catching feelings
Ghost is a war criminal
"First time she ever showed me--"
Being silly with Bob
Cigarettes
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Girlfriend
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Tim: *groaning, head on the table* I donât wanna go to school, Bruce. Itâs horrible. Bruce: *sipping coffee calmly* well, too bad. Youâre required to finish high school. Tim: *looks up, eyes narrowed* is that the rule in this family? Finish high school? Bruce: yes. Tim: then I ll go back when you make Jason go back. Bruce: he DIED. he is a CRIME LORD. Tim: then Iâll become a crime lord. Or die. Either works. Jason: *walking through the kitchen to grab a muffin* yâall do know I got my GED last year right Bruce: *spits out coffee* you WHAT
hi! i was wondering if you could do angst prompt 29 with zhongli? thank you!
Hi so this fic kind of went from fluff to angst and back to fluff. For the first time ever I ended an angsty fic happily. Hope you like it!
Word count: 1165
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You let out a hiss of pain, jerking your arm away as Zhongli tightens the bandage wrapped around your arm, amber gaze filled with worry.
âMy apologies. I did not mean to cause you more pain,â his amber gaze softens and you shake your head.
âItâs alright,â you canât help but smile at him, lost in the reflection of the moonlight on the amber pools that are your boyfriendâs eyes. Youâre glad you chose to come to Luhua Pool at night, the moon amplifies the glow of his eyes.
His fingers linger on your skin, tips brushing against your palm before almost reluctantly letting you go. You hop right back into the pools of water, running your hand through the cooling liquid and splashing the lotus head growing in the middle.
Zhongliâs gaze lingers on the white bandage around your arm. Humans were fragile, that gash would take at least a few days to heal. An archon on the other hand would have healed such a minor injury in a few seconds.Â
Yet, humans were so resilient. He couldnât understand why, and the question of whether he could ever truly learn to live as a mortal surfaced once again.
Was he good enough for you?
âAre you coming into the water?â you call, breaking his train of thought.Â
âI will be right there,â he replies. Rolling up his pants, he carefully steps into the pool, the water lapping above his ankles. You grin, flicking water at him before quickly hiding behind a rock.
âPlease do not cut yourself again,â he reminds you worriedly. The rock you were currently hiding behind was the very same one that had cut you.
âIâll be careful!â you peek out from behind the rock, hoping it would be enough to reassure him. He smiles back, moving over to splash you back. You laugh, scooping up some water and throwing it at your boyfriend.
The move catches your boyfriend off guard and he yelps in shock. Water droplets bead off his hair, dripping onto his clothes and he pushes his damp hair out of his face.
Oh no, he's hotter now.
Red creeps up on your face and you try to avert your gaze, but Zhongli closes the gap and lifts your chin up.
âAre you alright?â his gaze flicks over you, checking for any signs of a fever. He couldnât have you falling sick under his watch.
âYeah, Iâm alright,â you laugh nervously at how close his face is to yours.
âWe should return home,â he frowns, still unsure about whether you had a fever. Without waiting for a reply, he lifts you up as though you weighed no lighter than a feather and carries you back.
His inhumane strength reminds you that heâs simply a retired archon who chose to form a contract of love with you, an average human whose lifespan was nothing but a speck compared to the thousands of years he has lived for.
Who are you next to the God of Dust, Guizhong? Why did he choose you? Compared to his previous lover, youâre nothing, and you know it.
You sigh, leaning against his warm chest as the negative thoughts crowd out every other thought. He presses a kiss to the top of your head, setting you down, âI will make some tea to drink before we sleep, please dry yourself off in the meantime.â
You nod, heading to the bathroom to grab a towel while he heads towards the kitchen. Your thoughts follow you all the way to your bed and you groan into your pillow.Â
You hate feeling like this. It felt wrong when he had told you before that he loved you for who you were. Yet you would lapse into cycles such as these and sleep it off.
The weight never goes away.
The bed dips as Zhongli climbs onto it, wrapping an arm around your waist.
âGood night,â he murmurs into your ear, his breaths tickling your hair. You simply stare straight at the wall, unable to sleep. Your fingers curl into the sheets as you try to hold back the tears. Why couldnât you just accept the love you were given?
Little did you know he felt the same way.
Zhongli watches the rise and fall of your shoulders and tucks your hair behind your ears.Â
How did he ever end up with someone as understanding as you? You chose to spend your life with him, someone shouldering the burden of thousands of years of memories instead of a man who could understand you far better as a mortal.Â
The two of you are so mismatched that he has half a mind to ask if you want to break up with him.
âYou deserve better,â the words tumble out of his mouth and suddenly he canât stop the cascade of thoughts.
âI am unable to provide you with experiences a mortal lover can, and instead of enjoying your mortal life, you spend it teaching me what a mortal life is like. You should not be with me, I cannot give you what you want,â tears slide down his face as he tries to muffle his sobs. He shouldnât you wake you up.
You immediately roll around, slightly panicked and gently wipe his tears away, pressing a kiss to his cheek.
âYouâre wrong. Iâm the one who doesnât deserve you. Youâre an archon who has seen so much, and yet you choose to live your life with a simple average human,â you take a deep breath to steady yourself.
âI know Iâm nothing compared to Guizhong, I canât fight, I don't know so much, heck I canât even defend myself from a rock! I donât deserve an archon as a lover. Even a retired one,â you laugh, blinking away the tears that have started to form.
He frowns and pulls you into a tight hug, careful not to squeeze you too tightly.
âDo not say that about yourself. You have taught me so much, much more than you know, and I am eternally grateful to you for that,â he buries his face into your hair, breathing in your scent.
âMost of all, you are not Guizhong. Do not compare yourself to her.â
âDouble negative makes a positive,â you blurt out before flushing in embarrassment. You did not mean to say that out loud.
âI...am afraid I do not understand,â Zhongli blinks at you, confused.
âI meant that since you were being self-deprecating and I was also self-deprecating, which is a negative thing to do, it results in both of us deserving each other, which is a positive thing. Or something like that,â you shift awkwardly.Â
The joke is now ruined after the explanation, there is no salvaging your pride.
To your surprise, he lets out a chuckle, âI see. I suppose it makes sense.â
He runs his fingers through your hair, humming softly as you press against him, nuzzling into the crook of his neck.
âGood night, my love.â
I truly donât understand the lack of Gaz love -
ok well
I do at some level
I think the argument usually levied against his character id that heâs boring
but beautifully stated by tumblr user mockerycrow in their character analysis of him
CHARACTERS DO NOT HAVE TO HAVE A TRAGIC BACKSTORY TO BE INTERESTING CHARACTERS
press keep reading to fall in love with Gaz
Iâm going to start out with who Gaz is as a character
morality
Gaz is someone who has a strong sense of morality and struggles with the balance between doing the right thing and doing the morally right thing, thereâs this debate between long-term morality and situational morality that Gaz struggles with
look im maybe not the most linguistically talented person on earth so im just gonna throw in a few quotes which i think gives Gaz
Gaz is someone who admist chaos and war is trying his best, trying his best to be a good person, to be reliable and to do the right thing
if thays not lovable idk what is
relationship to price
ok so i think this aspect of Gazâs character is what people tend to focus on
and as much as the omg priceâs son shit is cute i think heâs become a vehicle for people to emphasise priceâs daddy factor (which like dont get me wrong keep up the good work)
but i think theres so much more to that
i forgot who wrote this but someone said something about Gaz trying to follow in impossibly large footsteps and i think thats so accurate
going back to Gazâs struggle with morality thereâs so much untapped potential in the idea that his idol, may not be an amazing person, having to come to grips with the idea that Price, his role model can look at a woman and child as interrogation leverage is something that i think people need to look into more
OK so now
so here are somethings which i
idk if this is like the correct phrasing
headcannon? idk i just think these are parts of Gazâs character which could be rlly interesting to explore
ahem
yes Gaz is a good guy, but that doesnât make him passive Gaz has shown moments of anger, like in the interrogation with the butcher when he lunges at him or when him and price first meet
i think the fact that Gaz is so calm and collected but has these moments are cracks in the facade he creates
i believe personally he has a lot of repressed anger whether it be at the world, at himself, at his captain hes an angry dude hes just better at keeping it under wraps
and i know we donât really have many details on his backstory but cmon thereâs no way u sign up for a job like this and donât have any issues whatsoever
i think this quote is so good for this because heâs harnessed his anger, itâs what makes him good at his job, a knife, a weapon
i think another interesting concept for Gaz is guilt
the fact that he cares about whats right and wrong how does he feel going to sleep at night? do these things haunt him? is he irredeemable?
i think its like that one quote âthe dog that weeps after it kills is no better than the dog that doesnât. My guilt does not purify me.â
anyways guys thanks for coming to my ted talk
i know this was really messy but i just want to encourage some Gaz love because i think heâs a really interesting complex character who we just need to dig a little deeper into
i hope this incites some more gaz love
THANK YOU đł
âNOTHINGâS GONNA HURT YOU BABY â jason todd.
PAIRING! jason todd đ fem!reader SYNOPSIS! your roommate is the menacing red hood â who just happens to have a soft spot for you WORD COUNT! 1.5k WARNINGS / TAGS! roommates jason & reader, cursing, smoking, mention of alcohol consumption, reader is described to wear makeup, use of petnames ( doll ) NOTES! i need a vigilante bf sb. based on this req.!! Š ahqkas â all rights reserved. even when credited, these works are prohibited to be reposted, translated or modified
THERE IS A STARVED DOG IN THE BACK OF JASON TODDâS THROAT.
It keeps barking, baring its sharp canines at whoever dares to step too close to comfort. It isnât afraid to bite, to leave permanent marks in its wake because it had been hurt once before and the past hadnât been so kind. So, it rips things apart, shows its strength to intimidate. A mechanism to keep itself safe. To remain whole.
The dog craves violence and roughness to represent the image it once created. It also craves touch, and not the bittersweet one. The kind that aches to feel, the kind that feels undeserving.
Jason isnât a violent dog. He doesnât know why he bites.
Heâs chaos wrapped in leather. Heâs the rumble of a motorbike tearing down an empty street, the smell of gasoline and adrenaline falling behind him. Heâs sharp edges and electricity, the lighting that splits the sky just before the rain comes down. Heâs a storm caged in a human shell, unpredictable and restless. Jason is late nights bathed in neon lights and the rush of speed that makes your heart race. Heâs fire and fury, a protective shield made of calluses and scars.
You, on the other hand, are the softness in a world thatâs far too loud. Youâre the quiet that follows the first snowfall, the kind that blankets the earth in white stillness. Youâre the warmth of vanilla in a kitchen. Youâre the calmness of a gentle breeze, the soft glow of a candle against the darkness. Thereâs nothing harsh about you; youâre delicate without being fragile, a sweetness that lasts long after you first taste it. Youâre a handwritten note, a favorite song played on repeat, kindness that doesnât ask for anything in return.
Where Jason is a storm, youâre the eye. Heâs the clash of thunder, youâre the calmness that follows. Heâs leather jackets and combat boots, youâre large sweaters and bare feet on fluffy carpet. He pushes the word back with his fists while you disarm it with your smile.
Maybe thatâs why he has such a soft spot for you.
Jasonâs large combat boots were heavy on the hardwood as he stepped through the apartment door. He didnât use one of the windows tonight since he had the luxury to change out of his vigilante clothing. The brown leather jacket still hung from his broad shoulders, but all the other equipment that created the complete look of Red Hood was safely stashed under the stairs of your fire escape.
Red Hood was one side of Jasonâs many personalities he tried to shield you from.
He was quiet, mindful of his steps. He avoided the creaking spot on the floor, and he avoided closing the door too roughly. He had told you one too many times that he could take a look at the things that just made your life annoyingly difficult, but you waved him off with sweet words and he obeyed like a man possessed. The apartment was quiet, too quiet for his liking but he shook it off. You were supposed to be out anyway, something about a party your friends dragged you at.
The faint scent of cigarettes hit him before the quiet breeze of the night air rusted the curtains, and Red Hood was instantly on alert. His fingers moved before his mind could even process the situation, feeling the sharpness of his blade tucked in the belf of his pants.
His legs followed, taking him toward the balcony door and stepping outside into the night. He expected anything: a stray cat wandering through various apartments on a hunt for leftovers or even a rookie thief trying to break in. But he didnât expect you, sitting on a plastic chair with a cigarette between your lips. One his cigarettes.
There you were, knees pulled close to your chest, the heels of your feet digging into the cheap plastic so you wouldnât fall.
Draped in one of his hoodies he forgot on the couch earlier, you looked like you were ready to call it a day. Still, impossibly beautiful even with that tired look in your eyes. You pulled the cigarette out, puffing a white swirl of smoke into the darkness.
Jason stepped closer, his tall frame easily towering over yours. âYou wanna tell me what the fuck youâre doing out here?â The sight of you, your cheeks flushed with alcohol and your hair a little wild from the chill wind, tugged at something buried deep in his chest.
Your glassy eyes met his and your lips tugged into a beaming smile. âHey, Jason,â you mumbled his name out like it was a melody you hadnât quite learned yet. âYouâre home.â
âYeah, Iâm home. And youâre drunk. Smoking my shit.â
âI stole it from your jacketâs pocket when I did the laundry. I figured you wouldnât miss one,â you held up the cancer stick towards him, as if to say, ta-da! Look what I found.
You were holding a piece of him. He crouched in front of you, his gloved fingers gently plucking the cigarette from your hand before you could protest. âSmokingâs bad for you, you know. I guess Iâm a bad influence for you,â he muttered while his thumb brushed over the filter, the bark of the dog in his throat quieting for a moment. There was a faint pink outline on the white paper. A mark of your lips.
You tilted your head, studying him like you were seeing him for the first time. âYou could never be a bad influence.â
Jason didnât answer right away. His jaw tightened as he put the cigarette against the railing, the faint hiss breaking the silence between you. Then, he flicked it over the edge of the railing, watching the embers spiral down into the darkness below. The city roared faintly beneath you, but here, on this tiny balcony, it was just the two of you.
âYou shouldnât say things like that.â
âLike what?â your brows knitted into the frown he grew to adore.
âThat Iâm not a bad influence,â his lips twitched, caught between a smirk and something bittersweet. It was all a big joke to him; you didnât know his true nature and yet here you were defending the man you thought you knew. The irony wasnât lost on him. âYou donât know me as well as you think, doll.â
Tilting your head to the side, you gazed up at Jason like he hung the moon just for you. The look in your eyes softened. âI know enough, Jay. I know youâd rather jump off this balcony than let anything happen to me. I know you leave food for the stray cat, even though you complain how sheâs too noisy at night. And I know that when youâre quiet like this,â you bumped your knee against his, trailing slightly into a quieter tone of your voice, âitâs because youâre hiding something.â
The dog inside Jason growled lowly, warning him to keep his guard up. To start building thicker walls around his bleeding heart. This would only end in tears and anguish. But you werenât barking back. You held your heart in an open palm, extended toward him.
You leaned forward after a minute of his silence, hand brushing against his knee, and Jason stiffened. âYouâre not mad, right? About the cigaretteâ you voiced your thoughts hesitantly.
Jason sighed, running a hand through the dark strands of his hair. âI should be. But seeing you out here like this . . . â he trailed off, his eyes flickering over your face and cataloging every single detail. The flush on your cheeks and glass in your eyes. The aftermath of alcohol. âI canât be mad. Justâdonât do it again, okay? You donât need to mess with that shit.â
Your lips parted like you were about to argue, but then you closed them again, nodding slowly. Jason exhaled a breath he hadnât realized he was holding, the tension in his shoulders easing ever so slightly. He stood up, holding out a calloused hand to you. âCome on. Letâs get you inside before you catch a cold out here.â
You stared at his hand for a moment before slipping your smaller one into it. His grip was warm, steady, and for a fleeting moment, you wondered if he could feel the way your pulse quickened under his touch. He didnât let go as he led you back into your shared apartment, the door clicking shut behind the two of you.
The dog in his chest stirred, restless and uneasy. It barked once, softly, a reminder of all the ways he could ruin this. He swallowed hard, his throat dry, his jaw tightening against the weight of it. The dog craved destruction, violence, and chaosâit had always craved those things. But now, as he watched you drunkenly lean into him, the dog hesitated.
It whimpered. Then it lay down, its teeth still bared but its growl silenced, if only for tonight. Because for the first time in a long time, Jason felt something strange, something almost unfamiliar.
It wasnât the absence of violence or the dull ache of longing. It was the quiet hope that maybe, just maybe, there was something in this world he didnât have to break to keep.
a/n: this is entirely self-indulgent. I wonât lie about that LMAO, I donât know if this happens to other skin tones, so I am terribly sorry it wonât be as inclusive as I want it to be (I try and make my writing as inclusive as possible for anyone!!). I am white and my skin is very sensitive when I scratch it, so this is very common for me, so I apologise for those who are looking for inclusive skin tone stuff :(
pairing: Jason Todd x gn!reader in mind, though Jaybin does use âmaâ because even if Iâm agender, I have a soft spot for him saying that
genre: fluff, kind of slice of life
words: 1k -- should be okay but tell me if there's any mistakes I missed!!
summary: Jason spots red marks on your skin, gets super worried, and wonât stop asking if youâre okay.
art on the right is by @/ciricearts & dividers by @/saradika-graphics!!
You stood in your kitchen, scratching your upper arm for what would be now for the better part of 5 minutes. The noise of sharp yet shorter nails running against skin filled the room, or more so your ears, as you waited for that faint ding of your microwave. The milk filled mug turning in circles as you absentmindedly waited for the timer to hit zero, your fingers running over your skin without you realising. Hot chocolate was always nice company while you waited for Jason to come home. Your brain was starting to blank out more and more while the soft electronic hum of the microwave mixed in with the sound of nails against skin, your eyes slowly losing focus on the dark wooden floor. Maybe you couldâ
Ding!
Your hand stops its constant up and down motion on your arm, your nails scratching the skin for one last time before you moved off of the counter to retrieve your mug. Your mind blanked once more between the time you got the cocoa and sugar, and the time you were already sipping on your finished drink. And then Jason was back.
Heâs tired. Heâs tired and he wants to be in your arms more than anything. But at least heâs home soon. At least heâs only tired and not badly hurt. And as soon as heâs held safely in your arms, heâll be home.
Now, Jason just wanted to go back to your apartment, change and shower, and have the best sleep next to you. But then, of course, some stuff had to go a bit sideways (heâs being a bit dramatic).
What he comes back to instead is your gorgeous self in the kitchen, mug in hand, with big, red, extremely red, marks on your arm. It was worrying. Your skin flaked off a bit, and was red. And his mind went off.
âSweetheart?â His voice came out a bit cracked as he hurriedly took his helmet off and placed on your table. He was quick to be by your side, your arm gently held by his hands, as if you were a precious jewel he was trying everything in his power to not damage.
You, mind still somewhat blank, shook awake out of your trance. A smile came up on your face as you set the mug down.
âHi Jayjay,â you spoke softly, your voice portraying perfectly your tiredness. âHow was patrol? Are you hurt?â A small worry took over your face, but you knew heâd be acting worse if he was badly hurt.
âSweets, sweetheart, it doesnât matter if Iâm hurt,â his voice was pure worry, his eyes and body the same. âYouâre hurt, what happened to your arm? Does it hurt a lot? We should put ice and cream on it. Howâd you get it? Did someone do that? I swear to everything if someone didââ Heâd started rambling, moving around the kitchen as his hurried words matched his hurried movements. Heâs looking around cabinets and drawers, looking for that cream heâd mentioned, though it never resided in the kitchen to begin with. You just stared at him in confusion, unsure of what he was rambling about. Once his anger came out, showing that side of him that would about hurt anyone for you, you cut him off with a soft sweet laugh. He stopped dead in his tracks, and turned to look at you.
âIâm serious ma, did someone hurt you?â He asked again, a pout on his lips, though his demeanour had softened because of your laugh.
âJay, hun, I have no idea what youâre on about,â a small sheepish smile formed on your face, as he frowned again. âYour arm, ma.â
You looked down at your arms, finding one significantly more red than the other, accompanied with some scratch marks. You were stunned, because when did that get here? You stared down at it for a moment, all the while Jasonâs worry was worsening.
âAre you sure it doesnât hurt ma?â He asked once more, before jumping back into action. âI need to find you that cream.â He hurriedly started looking through the drawers with a determination to not see you hurting anymore.
You kept staring at your arms as the puzzle pieces clicked together in your mind. And when the picture was done, you couldnât help yourself but laugh.
You tried calling out to him through your laughs, though he wouldnât listen.
âNo, no! Youâre hurt ma, canât let you be hurt.â
âJayâ Jay, please look at me,â you said between giggles. âJason.â
Hearing his full name made him stop and turn to you with a pout. Youâd so rarely use his full name, it was always a nickname, a pet name, anything different. Youâd only use it when he had to listen to you.
âYeah?â He mumbled quietly, looking at you with that sad pout on his face, his voice so full of worry and care. His boyishness always came out in moments like this.
âOh hun,â you chuckled, taking a step towards him to cradle his face in your hands. He leaned in on instinct. âI was just scratching my arm, see?â You smiled sweetly, demonstrating it by running your nails against your forearm. Few seconds after, and red-ish scratch marks appeared on your skin, following the path your nails took. Your hands found his cheeks again, as you pressed a kiss to the tip of his nose. âIâm okay, baby.â
Jason gently gripped your forearms as he leaned in closer to you. He gently turned your arm around to examine the marks, who were already disappearing, the big splotch of red on your upper arm already almost entirely faded, to a much lighter colour. Only then did he let out a big breath, wrapped his big arms around your waist, and buried his head deep in the crook of your neck, now breathing you in. Your arms wrapped around his neck, a hand slowly racking through his hair.
You both stayed like that for a while, holding each other, breathing them in.
âŚ
âCanât believe you got scared because I had an itch.â
âShut upppppppppppâ
A long playfully annoyed groan merged with laughter in the quietness of the apartment.
again, this is entirely self-indulgent lmao, this happens to me way too much, I'll barely scratch my skin and then there's red marks on my skin for a good MINUTE, it's annoyinggggggg
I hope you guys enjoyed it, even if it isn't as inclusiv as it could be (which I am again sorry for)
I've been gone for a short minute, real sorry, I've been super busy with school and I essentially shouldn't even have been writting this in the first place considering I'm in exam season but I couldn't help myselfffffff
also!! I'm finally going to be properly setting up my blog soon, so that's going to be fun!! stay tuned for that I guess, and more stories because I wrote this in a day which is considerably really short for me :P
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