in which you fall hard but he falls harder.
roommate jay x funny roommate y/n! comedy and fluff.
perm tags:
@nikiswifiee @ancnymcnzjy @ja4hyvn @17ericas @hoonieyun
PROMPT: ‘that gaze–tired, soft, their thumb gently rubbing your cheek, noses touching, silently mumbling an “i love you"’ from list i.
wc: 0.4k genre: fluff/ comfort pairing: bf!riki x gn!reader warnings: none!
🧇: @tyunni for u my love. i love u and riki muah i hope u like it.
nishimura riki was a perfectionist.
weeks into your relationship, you realized how hard the boy was on himself. it worried you, really. you were beyond proud of him for how he is, and you hoped he saw what you saw in him.
so when he came home one day, not his usual happy but tired demeanor, you knew it was one of those days where he just needed words of love, and tight hugs.
“hi riki.” you whisper to him as he walks through the door. he looks tired, he looks disappointed. and you hate that he doesnt believe in himself.
he smiles softly at you, happy that at least youre the one thing right in his life. he throws his arms around you, placing his head in the crook of your neck. you bring your hand up to stroke his hair to comfort him.
you pull away to look at him. you can tell he’s trying to put on a smile for you.
“i made you something to eat. do you wanna eat now? or do you wanna talk for a while? we can do however you like.” you smile at him, caressing his cheek as he replies, wanting to talk to you about his day. it always made him feel better to talk to you.
the two of you moved to the couch, you keep him close to you, his arms around your waist and his head on your chest.
“how was your day?” you ask him. you dont even need a proper answer to know. pressing a kiss to his forehead, you wait for his reply.
he hesitates.
“it was .. alright i guess. i dont think i did my best today.” you feel the quiver in his voice.
he looks up at you, youre smiling softly at him. You move your hands to cup his cheeks in your palm.
“well, i think you did amazing today. i know i wasnt there to see you, but i know you did well. i’m proud of you riki.”
he lets out one, two, three tears at your words. you hold back your tears, wanting to be strong for him too. you press another kiss to his forehead. “im so very proud of you riki. I love you.”
he looks up at you, his gaze ; tired, his thumb gently rubbing your cheek, noses touching. you close the distance between the two of you, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. when you pull away, he pulls you back in, and you dont complain, molding your lips together gently.
He pulls away, after kissing you one more time, silently mumbling an ‘i love you’ against your lips, before connecting it to yours again.
nishimura riki might not think hes perfect. But you do. and hes more than content with that.
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assistant - ceo!heeseung x f!reader
summary: you’re the newest assistant of heeseung’s. you guys end up hooking up, thats basically the plot.
First days are always the worst.
You nervously tap your foot agaisnt the tile floor. After all the unpaid internships and countless interviews to get your name through the door. You finally find yourself at your first real big girl job. At the most, working for one of the richest men on the planet.
You swallow the lump in your throat. Thumb swiping at your lanyard. You cringe at the photo.
“First day?”
You shoot your attention to the man suddenly standing beside you. He hovers over you in height. You gulp at the tightness around his shoulders and chest. His suit, hugs every muscle, every sharp line, and curve of his body. Your eyes travel up to his face, “Holy shit—”
You splay a hand across your chest. “My apologizes.” You tap your cheeks to stop the burn. “How could you tell?”
The man you’ve seen on magazines and national television . It’s hearty and puts your jittery heart at ease for a moment. “Maybe the tag on your shirt could be a start”
You furrow your brows, face melting away in embarrassment. You reach back to pull at the tag.
“Here,” The man places a hand on your shoulder. And pulls the tag taught. “…and there we go!”
Your nervously smile as he slides the tag in his pocket. “Thank you.” The elevator finally dings open. With relief you step inside, followed by the man. You tap the 27th floor. The elevator door closes shut. “…I’m y/n, nice to meet you.”
He smiles down at you. “I know who you are. I must say, your application really blew us away.”
You heart doubles over as he says that. You have to turn your head from the wide grin on your face.
He reaches out this hand. “I’m Jake, nice to meet you.”
You take it. With a smile, “I know.”
Jake is just like the countless interviews you’ve watched. He’s incredibly charming and witty. When you step off the elevator all the nerves in your body have calmed. He really does have that effect like people on social media proclaim.
Jake leads you down a hall. Your eyes see into the offices on either side. You clear your throat, the nerves—the reality of this coming back to you. “I do have to warn you about my cousin, Heeseung…He can be a bit much.” You raise a brow at Jake. “In other words, he’s a jackass. He just needs to warm up is all.”
“Oh great.” You smile falls into a thin line when you approach the door at the end of the hall.
Jake shoots you a look of encouragement. “You’ll be fine,” He twists the nob to the door. “Or at least I hope.” He mutters beneath his breath and swings the door open.
Your eyes squint at the brightness off the room. The wall across from you is floor to ceiling panes of glass. The left hand hand side of the room is the rest area with a couch and tv and doors leading to god knows where. It’s like a bachelor pad, I guess that’s one thing you could do with all this money.
Your eyes catch onto the man who’s made this entire empire possible. Heeseung. Suddenly your mouth has gone dry and you feel a warmth take over your body. He’s more handsome in person. His skin warm, and perfectly hit by the sunlight. He stands by the window, phone to his ear.
“Heeseung.” Jake calls out.
He looks up, placing the phone into his shoulder. He looks to you both, but his gaze focused on Jake.
“New hire.” Jake mouths.
Heeseung rolls his eyes and waves his hand around. He returns back to his call. You swallow the lump in your throat. You wonder if it’s in your appearance that’s put him off. You cast your eyes down to your shoes.
Jake looks to you. “You’ll be fine,” He assures you. He motions towards the seat in front of Heeseung’s desk. “Just sit here and wait, alright?”
You return a nervous smile, “okay.”
Jake waves goodbye to you and excuses himself. Leaving you alone with him. You watch as Heeseung grows more frustrated into the phone. You flinch at some of his choice of words, you can’t understand but you knew the person on the other line was absolutely being cursed out. You tap your manicures nails along to the chair.
Heeseung finally ends his call. He tosses his phone onto the table. Falling into his seat with haste. Your eyes connect. For a brief moment neither of you say anything. You clear your throat, adjusting your top. When you bring your eyes back up and find Heeseung staring at your chest. He adverts his gaze, but it was obvious. You clear your throat again, “I’m y/n—”
Heeseung slides a yellow folder with stacks of papers in between. “—I need you to start with this.”
“Oh,” You pulls the folder closer to you. Flipping through the pages. “Okay?”
His phone rings again. “By the end of your shift.”
He excuses himself and you can’t help but feel your inner rage begin to brew. “Jackass.”
It’s been a few weeks of you working as an assistant, and whatever else Heeseung works you to be. Working with Heeseung is unlike anything you’ve ever done before. He’s very strict, has a set routine and order. But he’s also kind and has a wicked sense of humour at times. You decided a few weeks ago, that you disliked him from the amount of whiplash you get. Despite the jokes and all, he was indeed a jackass the majority of the time.
It’s all becomes even more confusing when you find every action he does immensely attractive. Even when he’s bossing you around, the cunt between your legs soaks at the idea of him securing his dominance upon you. Bending you over his desk and taking you from behind. Letting the people know how incredibly good he is at pleasuring you. Making everyone in the office know that you are his and he is yours.
“Are you done?” Heeseung looks at you with distain.
You lay your hands flats on his desk. “I’m sorry?” You look up to him. It was often you two would together on his desk.
Heeseung leans back against his chair. You chew on the inside of you cheek, seeing the top buttons of his top unfastened. Seeing the smoothness of his chest on full display. You try to peel your gaze away from it.
You notice his eyes narrow into silts. “Day dreaming?” He says, as if it were obvious. His accent sends a chill down your spine.
“S-Sorry.” You go to grab your pen. You try to pin point where you head left off, but the tip of your pen continues to hover above the page.
You feel his eyes on you, and it only adds more fuel to your flame. Heeseung rests a finger along his face, looking to you. “Do I make you nervous, y/n?”
You swallow, trying to give yourself enough time to piece together your thoughts. “No sir.” You shake your head. Can’t even bring your eyes to meet his. Pen to paper, it’s just pen to paper.
His hand finds itself atop of yours. His skin sends an electric shock through your body, you look up to him.
Heeseung leans forward. His expression serious, stern, “You look at me when I’m speaking to you.” Your breathe isn’t even in your lungs. You’re not even breathing. “What’s on your mind?”
“I—” I want my boss to take me over this desk until i’m a blubbering mess. Is what you want to say. Want to scream. “—I just have to use the restroom,” You stand up. “Excuse me.”
You rush into the bathroom connected to his office. Slamming the door shut behind you, you walk over to the sink. Splashing water across your face. You stare at yourself in the mirror, trying to compose any source of self worth before you make the dumbest decision of your life and hit on your boss. You damn him for having this intoxicating affect on you.
After a few minutes you deem yourself cooled down, you exit the bathroom and find Heeseung’s desk is clear of any paper work and himself. “Heeseung?”
“In here.”
You walk across his office and into his personal-walk in closet.
He wears only his pants, his shirt now off. Revealing the vast valley of his skin, his body is molded beautifully. He’s carved to perfection, some parts fuller than other. You fear the heat on your face might show.
Heeseung watches you from the mirror. His back to you. “Like what you see?” His voice is smug, the corner of his lip turned up.
“Very funny,” You cross your arms and lean on the wall. “What happened to work?”
Heeseung grabs a white button up. “It’s late, we’ll catch up another day. Figured I’d go to this event I was invited to after all,” He slings his other arm into the shirt. He looks to you, “Besides you seemed really stressed. Can’t let my star employee go to waste.”
He starts to button up his shirt, but it’s too slow for your taste. “Here,” You swat at his hand and start to button his shirt from the bottom. “…star employee huh?” You smile to yourself.
Heeseung looks down as you reach his middle. “Don’t get cocky on me.” His voice oozes with sarcasm. You smile trying your best to ignore the skin beneath you. You enjoyed when you could banter with your boss like this.
“You have a date to this event?” You secure the top button.
“Uhh,” Heeseung turns to grab his coat and swings it on. “No date.” He grabs a tie and motions for you to help him. You oblige. He tilts his chin up to give you full access.
You bless your family for giving you a brother as you skillfully pull the tie taught and start to form the infamous knot.
“Well, maybe next time.” You pull down and the knot is straight to perfection. You reach to smooth down his collar, but suddenly gasp at the pressure around your wrist. He holds it there.
“You could join me,” Heeseung stares at with you with something unclear. “If you’d like.?”
You’re on the verge of passing out. “I—”
Your mouth try’s to form words. “I would love that…but i can’t. I don’t have a dress and I’m not even event ready y’know?” You offer a soft smile. “…but thank you, that was really sweet of you.”
Heeseung softly let’s down your wrist to your sides. Though his touch still remains. His thumb rubs soft circles into your skin. You fear he might hear the rough intakes of your breathing. The effect he has on you unexplainable. You lift your head to meet a gaze already locked on to yours.
There’s so many words unspoken as you stare into one another’s eyes. It’s intimate and something so peculiar to the tension between you two. You bring your hand to his cheek. He leans into your touch, the pads of his fingers rub along your wrist. Heeseung leaves a chaste kiss onto your palm. You smile when he closes his eyes, sighing back into your touch.
Your thumb swipes at his bottom lip, dragging it down you hear the harsh intake of his breath.
You tug the tie down. He bends down enough to where your foreheads touch. He dips towards your lips, but pulls away. You lean forward, brushing your lips across his. But no push, you lean back with a smile. “Tease.” Your breathes mix with one another.
He sighs against you. “We should stop.”
“We should.” You agree.
Your eyes trail up to his. “But I don’t want to.” You allow your lips to press against his. Tongue swiping at his bottom lip. You both melt into each, gasping and moaning. You slink your arms around his neck. While his hands roam the curves of your waist up to your back and neck.
You too fall into a rhythm of mess. The kiss is sloppy but so full of passion, desire, and frustration. You both begin to walk backward. Your back collides with the edge dresser. You make a sound between both pleasure and pain. Heeseung pulls away for a second to apologize, “Shit, sorry.”
“Shut up.” You let out with a rush. Connecting your hands and mouth back to his body. His hands grip the back of you thighs hoisting you up, atop the dresser. You finally take a breath, loving how dangerously his fingers were to your core. His lips assault your neck. Nipping and suckling at the flesh. “Heeseung, oh god.” You gasp at the grope on your breast, and the pinch he locks your nipples.
Hands find there way to the hem of your pants. Unzipping and tugging down. You help him strip you down. The coolness of the room and the pleasure as his fingers slips between your thighs makes you jump. He massages the wet patch on your underwear. “Shit,” He kisses your lips. “You’re practically soaking.”
Heeseung continues to assault your mouth, all while rubbing you so agonisingly slow with the pads of his fingers.
“Stop,” You roll your head against the wall. “teasing.”
Heeseung smirks against your lips. His chuckles, sends a rattle of nerves down your spine. He hooks a finger on your underwear, pulling it to the side. His cool fingers touches your core, sending shockwaves of pleasure up your body. “Mm.” You moan in frustration and grab his arm out of reflex.
“It’s okay baby I got you.” He slides a finger down your folds. “Just relax.” He laughs against your lips, kissing you again.
Hesitantly, you let his arm go and relax into his touch.
He kisses up your neck to distract from his fingers circling your entrance. Probing their way through. You spread your legs wider as he slides down to the knuckle. Scissoring them together to spread you open. You’re a panting mess by the end of it.
Heeseung kisses at your check, nose, lips. “You’re doing so good.” Any piece of skin he leaves a kiss. He leans back for a brief moment, admiring how incredibly fucked you look. Despite him not being fully inside you. He swipes at your wet eyes. “You’re so fucking pretty.”
He bends forward and nips at the skin at the crook of your neck. He trials kisses down between your breast. Until he physically can’t reach another unless by sliding down. He slots himself between your thighs. You knew what was coming, and lean further onto the edge. His face in-line with your heat. He kisses the insides of your thighs. You note how incredibly sexy this man was for never once breaking eye contact, as he reaches closer and closer to your core.
Your fingers comb into his hair, tugging tight as you prepare to be devoured to your very atom.
This is WILDLY impressive
BE MY VALENTINE? . . NISHIMURA RIKI!
precis. you had a massive crush on the popular and student council representative, yang jungwon. you were fine with watching from afar until your town announces a valentine’s day festival. to get closer to him, you confide in the only person who knows him best, nishimura riki.
pairing. popular nishimura riki and broadcasting member female reader ft crush!yang jungwon.
genre. romance angst humor (ish) mini love triangle unexpected love first love classmates to lovers.
word count. 0.4k !
featuring. minji from 뉴진스 hyein from 뉴진스 and huening kai from 투모로우바이투게더.
warnings. language minor angst unrequited feelings at one point for the main characters not proofread.
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authors note > ok so this was supposed to be posted on valentines day but google docs decided to ruin my life and didn’t save my draft so i had to remake it .. but anyways this took me a month because i’m slow and school is piling but anyways here it is, all feedback is appreciated! :D
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“GOOD AFTERNOON STUDENTS,”
you took a breath before continuing, “i hope you are all having a great friday and are excited for the weekend. before i let you off, i have a special announcement, in just a week, yongsan will be having their first valentines day festival. our very own decelis student council team will be fundraising for the ferris wheel, so please, help our council as much as you can and attend the festival with your loved ones. have a great weekend, study hard.”
you held your breath as you looked up at minji, she signed an okay before the red light in the corner shut off.
“good job yn, we’re signed off.” minji smiled and you tugged the headphones off your ears. you gathered all the papers on the desk into your hands, you let out a long sigh. the week was finally over, but the weekend was busier with the preparations of the festival.
opening the door to the central area of the broadcasting room, you smiled at all the members — thanking them. everyone was packing away their recorders and computers. seeing them leaving so early had you craving for your home, the soft sheets of your bed and the feeling of your head on your pillow.
“staying longer?” minji asked, her hand resting on your shoulder. she followed you as you placed the papers into a folder, shutting off the casting gears.
“unfortunately, i have to record some other things for the track team and for this festival.” you nodded, just hearing everything you needed to do was dreadful.
“right, the festival,” minji sang the last part of the sentence. she wiggled her brows at you mischievously.
“what?” you asked with a scrunched nose and curious eyes.
“oh i don’t know, i think you should take jungwon as your date to the fair.” she sighed dreamily. as she said his name, you looked around. although thankfully the room was partially empty and others in their own world.
“i’m pretty sure he’s busy,” you shook your head declining. you wrapped wires together, trying to look normal to minji, though your red ears and jelly legs could have been a large giveaway if observed closely.
“oh come on, just ask him. if he says no then that’s okay, at least you asked.” minji frowned. she rested her back on the table waving everyone goodbye as you did the same — thanking them for their time once again.
as the classroom emptied, the last student slipping out, you were able to comfortably talk with minji. she had a wide grin on her lips seeing you in deep thought.
yang jungwon was your longtime crush. you met him freshman year at the cat cafe you were applying for. his big round eyes and peeking dimples had you smiling at yourself. you got closer to him as time went on and school events grew closer. being on the broadcasting team, you worked almost side by side with the student council — a bonus. you never even thought of ever admitting your feelings for the boy, but as minji continued to egg you on, you might as well.
what can go wrong?
“okay, and let’s say i metaphorically agree to this, how could i even ask him out? i can’t just walk up to him and ask him to be my valentine.” you paused looking down at your sneakers. everything can go wrong.
“i knew it!” minji clapped her hands jumping up and down.
“hey wait, i never said yes — we need like a plan or something.” you placed your things into your bookbag as minji tapped her chin, thinking.
for a couple seconds it was silent in the room, just minji’s pacing on her feet and your anxious tapping fingers on your cloth bag. she was thinking for a while until she gasped, it was almost as if a light bulb went off in her head.
“you know nishimura from i think it’s like class b-2? he’s jungwon’s best friend, if we have him on board he can tell us more about jungwon and what he likes.” minji shrugged like it was that easy. you knew nishimura riki, everyone did. he was the tall, beautiful, quiet boy who excelled at almost everything. he was only close to a couple people, mostly his rugby team — that jungwon was on.
“what if he says no? then what?” again, getting worried of the entire plan. would riki tell everyone about your gigantic crush on his best friend? you’d be humiliated.
“when we get to that point we’ll see, but fingers crossed. yeah?” minji crossed her fingers with bright eyes. she grabbed her bag as well as sliding her arm across your shoulder.
chatting together through the halls, bidding goodbyes to those who stayed behind for other things — minji spoke, “hyein is gonna freak when she hears this.” the girl giggled.
oh, god.
THE RHYTHMIC SOUND OF A BOUNCING PATTERN EMITTED FROM THE GYMNASIUM.
you quietly shuffled in, hands behind your back with a box of warm cookies. hyein said it would be a good bribing method. let’s hope she’s right.
as you grew closer, you could see a uniform blazer thrown on the floor along with a bookbag in the corner. the boy’s figure stood in the middle of the gym as he dribbled the ball. his hair jumped almost animatedly, the long blonde streaks hidden in his brunette hair. he was almost suspended for dying his hair but got away with it by saying it was natural. you’ve known nishimura riki since junior high, he was always a fun person to be around. he made the room brighter when it was dark and sulum, you even caught yourself having a little crush on him — until jungwon came along.
stepping closer, riki threw the ball into the hoop, it went right in. another thing about riki was that he was gold at everything. sports, studies, and individuality.
the ball hit your feet and you reached down to grab it, placing the cookies on the floor. you looked up at riki and he looked almost surprised seeing you.
“hey,” you said, throwing the basketball at him.
“never thought i’d see you here.” the boy teased, bouncing the ball again. you walked closer — the pastries long forgotten.
for a while, there was no talking, just the expected sounds of the gymnasium. you both played together, laughs echoed through the room. almost forgetting why you were there, you called for a break. sitting on the floor, riki followed.
“i actually have a favor to ask.” you panted and you watched him rest back on his hands. sweat dripped from his forehead, he licked his lips waiting for you to go on.
“so, you know the festival for valentines right? i want to ask jungwon to go but i don’t know how, and i was just thinking because you’re his friend, you could help me.” you waited for an answer but he was still. this was a really, really bad idea.
“okay,” he shrugged, standing up. he walked over to his blazer and you silently cheered in your head. you stood up as well grabbing the box of cookies.
“i baked these last night, i thought if i was asking for something like this i should pay you.” placing the box next to his bag you backed up to the door looking down at your watch.
“i would stay but i kind of have to go, minji will kill me if she knows i’m late-“ you rambled but he cut you off.
“go ahead, thanks for these.” his lips formed a tight lipped smile and he shook the cookies.
whispering a small bye and giving him a thumbs up you quickly exited the gym. you ran across the halls with a smile, you didn’t think it’d be that easy.
STEP ONE: GET ON THE FESTIVAL VOLUNTEERS.
riki rested his back on the tree, the leaves rustling above his head — falling every once in a while. he tapped away on his phone, popping chips into his mouth. you both sat together for lunch, a notebook in your hand scribbling down whatever riki said.
“are you going to be on the volunteer team?” you asked him without looking, tilting your head while writing.
riki stopped playing his game, he looked up. his eyes focused on the way your hair moved slightly in the wind and the way you bit your lip, concentrating.
“uh, not really sure, maybe?” he shrugged. he would’ve never thought to ever join things like that, but as you asked him, he really considered it.
“you should. i’ll have someone i know if i blow things with jungwon.” you chuckled looking at the sky. it seemed a bit weird to think of riki as a friend. you both didn’t know much about each other, except for your crush on his best friend.
“i think i’m free,” the boy muttered, he shut off his phone putting the bag of chips in his lap.
“good!” smiling at him, you went back to the notebook. your hands wrote quickly. riki also smiled, bigger this time. he didn’t know what it was or how to explain it but, with you, he felt normal — childish.
“okay, so, i have like three steps so far,” you turned the book to him. bright letters covered the page with three steps.
‘STEP ONE: GET ON THE FESTIVAL VOLUNTEERS.
ft .. nishimura riki! :D
STEP TWO: ASK HIM ON A” FRIENDLY” (pre-date) DATE
note — he likes outdoor activities!
STEP THREE: ASK HIM TO BE YOUR VALENTINE TO THE FESTIVAL.
note — hardest step of them all :P’
“i think this sums up our plan, yeah?” you asked riki, he said nothing but let out a little laugh.
“hey! why are you laughing? did i misspell something?” turning the notebook to yourself you scanned the page. riki shook his head snickering louder.
“nah, just think it’s cute.” the boy stood up at the bell of the lunch period, he ruffled your hair grabbing your backpack.
“wait for me,” with a wide grin you caught up to riki shoving his shoulder playfully. nothing would compare to a moment so innocent and sweet, not even a quick interaction with yang jungwon.
YOU WERE AT THE FESTIVAL COMMITTEE WITH RIKI BY YOUR SIDE, AWKWARDLY.
“do we just help with anything?” whispering to riki, he only shrugged. his eyes were moving quickly over the crowd, trying to find his best friend.
“jungwon hyung!” riki yelled, raising his hand to gesture jungwon over. the cat boy jogged over with a smile, a clipboard in hand.
“i didn’t expect to see you here, nishimura,” jungwon teased, he waved at you patting your shoulder.
“hyein is actually working on some banners over by the game booths. if you want to help, riki you can work with me.” jungwon motioned to hyein, hyein was wrapped in a banner flapping around under it.
“okay, see you then,” running towards hyein, you helped her from under the large tarp. when she saw you, she started giggling and you did too. her red cheeks of embarrassment and messed up hair made you laugh harder.
riki, on the other hand, couldn’t take his eyes off you.
“got a thing for her?” jungwon asked, beginning to walk towards the ferris wheel. riki followed behind, eyes continuing to stay on your figure.
“what? n-no, not really.” the boy blinked multiple times, occupying himself by looking at the ferris wheel.
“you two look pretty close already.”
if only your friendship wasn’t based on you getting a date with one of his closest friends.
“so, how’s pretty boy?” hyein teased, wiggling her eyebrows.
“jungwon?” you stopped everything. you realized you hadn’t even spoken to jungwon, mind too occupied with riki.
“no, riki of course.” she said sarcastically with a scoff. she began to climb the ladder as you held it down.
“oh, i mean i haven’t really spoken to jungwon. i haven’t had the chance, maybe later tonight.” you shrugged looking at jungwon and riki. riki was helping jungwon lift things around, he looked so pleased to help out a friend.
“i don’t know, i kind of see you with riki.” hyein stated causing you to look up at her as if she grew three heads.
“what?! no way, we’re just friends. i think?” a friendship was never established so you weren’t really sure if you could call him a friend, maybe more of an acquaintance.
“alright but look, minji and i made a bet that i can’t disclose but if you end up with riki, i win a hundred bucks.” the girl walked past you leaving you utterly dumbfounded. you were stoned in place, were you going after the wrong boy? hell no, jungwon is the boy. right?
“hey yn!” a voice startled you from behind. their hand going to your arm to pull you from your trance.
“hm? oh, huening, hi.” you greeted him with a smile. his messy brown hair covered most of his eyes but you could see them creasing up with a wide grin.
“jungwon asked if you could help him set up the mic on the stage?” huening kai pointed to the stage where jungwon stood. his brows furrowed together with a frustrated look.
“okay, thanks kai.” you shuffled back on your feet still looking at the boy. why is riki still in your head? this is about yang jungwon.
jumping up onto the stage, your hands began to nervously play with the end of your uniform skirt. this was the first one on one conversation with him.
“hey, you need me?” jungwon spun around quickly, his red hair skipped upwards and he nodded.
“i assume you know how to do this since you’re on the broadcasting club.” jungwon chuckled, embarrassed.
without another word, you began to work on setting up the mic trying to hide away from the boy’s gaze. he was practically burning holes into the side of your face.
“i think this is good, if you need to lower it just shift this down and if you want to take the mic out, slide it forward.” he muttered an okay followed by a thank you. his eyes were large, sparkly almost. you could lose yourself in them with just one glance. his dimples made an appearance and if you could, you’d poke them all day.
as you were walking away with your eyes still on jungwon’s face, you tripped on the mic wire. the end of the stage looked clearer now as you were falling quickly to your face. with your hands out ready to somewhat catch you, a hand slipped over your waist, holding you tightly.
their hot breath rose the hairs on your neck and your ears were becoming hot peppers, they were a red that was definitely not normal.
“are you okay?” it was jungwon. his concerned words replayed in your mind at a thousand miles per hour.
holy shit, it’s yang jungwon.
“yeah, yeah, i’m fine. thanks!” you unlatched his arm from your waist, running off to find hyein.
what you hadn’t seen was riki was just a step away, his box of ribbon thrown on the floor. he dropped everything for you.
THE COLD BREEZE BRUSHED YOUR HAIR FORWARD AND YOUR LEGS SHOOK.
but that didn’t matter, riki just told you that jungwon agreed to go on the “date” with you.
“pinch me right now.” you told riki giving him your arm and shutting your eyes. his fingers pinched you harshly through his uniform blazer that covered you.
“ow! i didn’t mean that hard, jeez.” you rubbed your arm and riki laughed. you were both walking home together, the moon shone so vividly like it was congratulating you.
“i can’t believe it, are you lying to me nishimura?” you pointed a threatening finger at him with questioning eyes.
“why would i lie?” he asked, mundane. his mind was a bit cloudy. he wished he was lying, he wished you wouldn’t take action with your heart. if only you knew the secret jungwon held.
walking in silence, you had your head down looking at your sneakers with a cheek aching smile. a warm fuzzy feeling swallowed your stomach whole. it was nauseating but you asked if it could last forever.
opening the gate to your home, you turned to riki, “thanks nishimura, i owe you.” waving goodbye to him you ran up your stairs and to your door.
riki nodded, to no one in particular but the frown on his lips were seen from a mile away.
“oh wait! your blazer!” you shouted at the boy.
“keep it, it looks better on you.” he shook his head, and you smiled harder, yelling goodnight.
riki fell asleep that night with a bitter taste in his mouth. he wished he could pinpoint the feeling however it only left him with more questions. it’s not like he liked you, well that’s what he kept telling himself.
standing in front of the bike rack, you held a picnic basket in front of you. the sun was hot against your skin and everyone was out with their own people. you had gotten up early in the morning to get ready for the date. you even had it in your calendar. step two is complete!
“yn! sorry, did i keep you waiting?” jungwon called from behind, he looked better in casual attire than in his uniform.
“not at all, i just got here actually.” you lied, you’ve been standing there for thirty minutes checking your watch.
“good, i have a place.” he smiled, taking the basket from your hand. as a duo, you both began to walk alongside one another talking aimlessly. getting closer to the place, it was quiet. a small pond and patches of grass all over with trees making shade.
“i come here often with my dog.” jungwon sits down, placing the basket in front of him.
“i hope you like fruit sandwiches, they were a bit difficult to make.” you laughed as he handed you one. jungwon cracked a smile.
“i bet they’re great,” he breathed out, taking a bite of the strawberry treat.
for a while it was a subtle conversation. getting to know one other more. during school it was just about extracurricular activities or what you thought about the lesson. nothing personal, maybe it was better that way.
“so, when did you and nishimura become friends?” he questioned wiping his lip.
“oh, just recently. i found him in the gym playing basketball and we kind of just started talking from there.” remembering the interaction from a week before, you subconsciously grinned.
“i think he likes you,” jungwon blurted. you stopped from taking another bite into the sandwich. your forehead creased with wonder.
“i mean, i know my best friend and i’ve never seen him smile so much around someone.” the boy continued without seeing your face. you were astonished. no way, maybe jungwon misunderstood. there was no way.
“oh right! i actually wanted to ask you something,” jungwon placed his sandwich down, fetching his phone from his pocket. “what do you think about this gift for my girlfriend?”
everything froze. it felt like multiple punches were thrown at your stomach, one after another. girlfriend? since when did he have a girlfriend? and if he did, why are you here? the cream from the pastry became too sweet, almost disgusting.
“i actually haven’t told anyone about her, except riki, and obviously you.” and one really hard slap to the face. riki knew? and he didn’t think to tell you?
“uhm, the pink one is fine,” you mumbled. this was betrayal, downright betrayal. was he trying to humiliate you? was this what you owed him, humiliation?
“actually jungwon, i’m not feeling too well. i think i should get going.” he looked up from his phone, you began to stand up, possibly to run the hell out of there.
he stood up as well, “do you want me to take you home? are you alright? you look pale,” god why did he have to be so caring.
“no, no, please stay. enjoy the rest of the food.” you tried to smile but the growing hotness of your eyes made it impossible.
turning around, you sped off. your feet moving far too quickly for your brain to process. you pulled your phone out, clicking on riki’s contact.
[ TO: NISHIMURA! ]
why didn’t you tell me jungwon had a girlfriend? i just humiliated myself by going on a date with him.
you shut your phone off, walking along the riverside. the small currents crashed together.
ding!
[ FROM: NISHIMURA! ]
you were excited about the date, i couldn’t tell you.
[ TO: NISHIMURA! ]
so you let me go on a date with him? to embarrass myself? i thought we were friends riki.
for the entire night, you kept your phone far away from you. it was one thing to read the messages, but it was another to think about jungwon.
friends aren’t supposed to let each other down.
YOU SWEPT THE CAFETERIA SILENTLY, HUENING KAI RIGHT BESIDE YOU.
“how much do you want?” he asked, sitting down on one of the chairs. his broom sat beside him, he was a horrible duty partner.
“just ask her yourself, i’m not in the mood.” the boy was asking if you could ask minji out to be his valentine to the festival. this was not what you wanted after a ruthless weekend. minji and hyein could only sigh seeing you starfished out on your floor with a frown.
it was the day before the festival and love hanging in the air. you hadn’t spoken to riki after the incident, thinking it was best if you didn’t. sure you felt bad for yelling at him over text, but you would’ve been over the whole jungwon-girlfriend thing by now if he told you prior.
you dragged the broom along the floor, trash littered everywhere and huening kai’s annoying voice in the back.
“please, please, please!”
throwing your head back with a groan, you agreed.
“but ask her out with like flowers or something, i’m not asking her empty handed.” you shrugged taking a seat beside him. he began to go through his wallet to pay you.
“i thought we were the only ones with an agreement,” a familiar voice spoke from in front of you, the person you dreaded to see.
“oh would you look at the time, i’m busy!” huening kai jumped up and before you could drag him back down, he slipped through your fingers.
riki sighed, he took kai’s place. his shoulder brushed yours and your eyes were glued onto your sneakers. riki looked at you. he missed you, those two days were longer than ever.
“i wanted to say i’m sorry. i should’ve told you, but seeing you so happy, i didn’t want to ruin anything. i also thought jungwon was joking about the girlfriend thing, but i guess not.” his hands clenched his sweater into a ball. his foot bounced up and down nervously.
you stayed quiet for a moment. it wasn’t his fault, it wasn’t jungwon’s either. it was nobodies really. that’s just the way things work, you move on.
“it’s okay nishimura, it wasn’t your fault. i shouldn’t have acted the way i did.” you smiled at him, forgiving him. it felt better than being mad at him. it was like a burden weighing down on your shoulders.
“i’m glad we’re friends again.” he added. to you, it felt a bit odd to call him a friend. you felt a bit of a spark with him. you didn’t feel so nervous around him like you did with jungwon. you seeked him out in crowds, instead of jungwon. if you didn’t like jungwon anymore, who was your next candidate?
“wanna go to the festival together? i bought tickets before the whole fiasco.” you chuckled, plucking them from your pocket. you gave one to him as he nodded also with a smile.
“good, i’ll see you there then?i have to finish cleaning up the cafeteria, now that huening left.” you rolled your eyes.
“let me help you, it’s the least i can do.” riki grabbed the other broom.
throughout the duty period there wasn’t much cleaning just you and riki messing around playing with the sticks. his laugh was something you could hear for years and he would say the same.
hyein and minji were around the corner with peeking heads and hyein smirked at minji, “i win.” she whispered.
“HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!”
hyein jumped at you, she had cotton candy in her hand. the festival was a success, everyone was having fun with their loved ones. it smelt of sweetness and passion.
you walked through the gates handing your ticket to a booth, jungwon stood inside.
“oh hey! are you feeling better?” he asked, placing your ticket in a box.
“yeah, i think i just had to much sugar, sorry for leaving you. did you get her the pink one?” you cupped your mouth whispering to him.
he smiled nodding. “she loved it,”
smiling as well, you left the booth to meet hyein. she grouped with minji and huening kai. the couple holding hands and minji had a bouquet in her hands. riki nowhere in sight.
“have you guys seen riki?” you asked, glancing around the crowd. did he ditch you?
“i saw him by the ferris wheel.” huening kai pointed to the long line of familiar faces.
“thanks,” you ran over dodging running kids and wandering groups. the ferris wheel was the main event and the heart lights lit up the entire festival.
riki was in line, he was also looking around for you. he was flapping a letter against his hands.
“nishimura!” you called and he waved you over.
“did you get my text? i told you to meet me here.” riki asked, pointing to his phone.
“oh, no i didn’t,” taking your phone out, you looked at the message he sent you.
[ FROM: NISHIMURA! :P ]
meet me at the ferris wheel! i’ll save us a spot :D
you chuckled lowly, looking up at riki. he had a light blush running over his cheeks. he looked away but you still teased him.
“i’m rubbing off on you,” you poked his shoulder. you glanced at the envelope in his hand.
“what’s that?”
riki hid it under his coat, telling you it was for later. you shook your head and the instructor called you next for the ride. riki’s hand rested on the lower part of your back, guiding you.
oh no, what’s this feeling? it was exactly like the feeling you got when you first met jungwon. confused, light, giddy. everything started to make sense. you like nishimura riki, yang jungwon’s best friend.
the sky was colored in a pink and purple hue, an exact replica of your heart. sitting so close to him on the ride made your brain start jumping jacks out of your head.
“this is for you,” he gave you the envelope. it was red and had a single heart on the front with your initial.
“what is it?” your tongue was numb. your fingers shook, this is what having a real crush was like.
“just open it.” he looked away and when you both reached the top of the ride, you heart almost leaped out of your chest.
you opened it, there was a letter, and it read —
Dear Yn,
happy valentines day! i hope you’re reading this, if not, i didn’t have the guts to give you this. but if you are, here goes nothing. i am in love with you. i have loved you since junior high when i first met you on the soccer field after hitting you with a soccer ball and having to carry you to the infirmary. i promised not to hurt you again, physically and emotionally, ( you said you hated me ). i realized after we became closer and you had a plan to date jungwon, that i needed to shoot my shot before i lost you forever. so, this is me shooting my shot. can i be your boyfriend?
Love,
Nishimura Riki.
the huge beam on your lips could easily tear your lips apart. you could feel your senses again, everything fit like a puzzle piece. you were in fact deeply in love with him.
you turned to riki who still had his head to the side. you leaned forward placing a kiss on his cheek.
“i would love it if you were my boyfriend.”
the boy looked at you with big eyes, his lips were parted in shock but they soon curved up into a smile. his hands held your face and he inched closer leaving a peck on your lips.
“happy valentines day, i guess your plan didn’t work.” he teased leaving another kiss, this one longer.
“that’s okay.”
“does this mean i’m your valentine?” riki moved your hair from your face and the ride was coming to an end.
“be my valentine nishimura riki.”
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pairing: enemy!heeseung x reader
summary: you stumble upon heeseung in a late night adventure through the halls of hogwarts. what follows next is completely unexpected, but maybe not unwanted.
genre: hogwarts au, e2l?, angst, fluff
warnings: making out(kinda), flirty heeseung, simping, magic stuff ig
note: i literally rushed through this fic so i could make up for the time it’s taking to write jungwon fic. besides, i’ve seen way too many heeseung edits on tt and can’t stop thinking about him. i hope you like this!
word count: 2kish
If you liked it please reblog or comment to give me your feedback! <3
it was a regular day. you woke up, had a basic breakfast, and went to classes where nothing special happened—just the usual tasks and lectures. the evening was ordinary too, with a simple dinner and some time spent with friends before it was curfew for all the students. nothing stood out; it was just a plain, ordinary day.
you lay in bed, staring blankly at the cream coloured ceiling above you. it had been three hours since you had laid down to sleep, but unfortunately you found no success in succumbing to it. groaning, you sat up and clutched your head due to sleep deprivation. looking around the room you noticed that all of your roommates were sound asleep. huffing in slight envy, you shuffled out of bed and poured yourself a glass of water.
gulping down the cool liquid, you looked outside the room’s window. soft streaks of moonlight cast the grounds in an ethereal glow. by the shuffling of leaves on the nearby trees you could tell that it was breezy as well. maybe you should go out for a little bit? it will definitely be relaxing.
you knew it wasn’t allowed but you were too exhausted to care. if you didn’t manage to get at least five hours of sleep, you wouldn’t be able to function the next day. making up your mind, you slid on your slippers, grabbed your wand and silently opened the door to your room and slipped out.
you were just leaving your dorm’s entrance when something swished past you with remarkable speed. your eyes widened as you stopped in your tracks and looked around. there was no one in the dimly lit corridor except for you. frowning, you resumed your walk towards the open grounds. a few moments later, a loud whooshing sound on your right made you look there questioningly. slowly, you took baby steps in that direction, your eyes widened when you heard a low growl.
curiosity took over you as you wondered what was happening. determined, you quietly walked into the direction where the sound was coming from. you were just about to peek into a classroom, when you were suddenly pulled behind the wall next to it. your back hit a sturdy chest and you were just about to scream before a warm hand covered your mouth.
a voice rasped softly into your ear, their warm breath hitting your nape “what are you doing here?”
you could recognise that voice from a mile away. it was none other than lee heeseung, the bane of your existence. your biggest rival. the handsome boy was always around you, never giving you a second to breathe peacefully, always annoying you and making fun of you. of course, you always quipped right back at him, never letting him win. it definitely is very hard to get him off of your back, because he was here with you also, the time where he was supposed to be sleeping in his dorm.
you were slowly becoming aware of the arm wrapped tightly around your waist. cheeks heating up at the proximity, you whacked his arm and pushed him away from yourself.
“that’s none of your business lee”, you hissed.
unimpressed, he just raised an eyebrow at you. looking you up and down, he smirked.
“nice outfit.”
you mentally groaned as you realised you were still in your nightwear which consisted of an old baggy t-shirt and shorts. you frowned when you noticed that heeseung was in his school robes. stupid heeseung, he always has to be the best at everything doesn’t he.
ignoring his comment, you whispered in a frustrated tone, “what are you doing here? it’s not like you’re supposed to be here either”.
“the same thing you are here for.”
a serious expression took over your face as you stepped closer to him. “you heard those noises too?”
he nodded and looked at the wall beside him as if he could see what was going on in the classroom behind it.
you only shook your head at him and turned away, ready to walk out, “well, i don’t know why you pulled me here, but i’m going to check out what’s happening in there.”
before you could move, he grabbed your arm once again.
“are you mental? you can’t just walk in there!”
you frowned at his foolishness, “i’m not going to walk in there genius.” you pressed your lips, “i’m going to secretly watch them.”
shaking his hand off your arm, you went to do exactly what you had just said. situating yourself right next to the doorway of the classroom, you listened for the voices. it seemed like they were facing the other way, making your hideout spot perfect to not be seen.
once you felt it safe, you slightly peeked through the crack of the door. it was very dark but you vaguely made out two silhouettes standing at the corner of the class. suddenly, a shadow loomed over you and you rolled your eyes in annoyance as you realised the taller boy had followed you and was now doing what you were.
a few minutes passed as you watched what the two shadowy figures did inside the room. they were muttering some sort of a spell which created a small glowing ball of red light that hovered in the air before them. it made weird gurgling noises and let out occasional growls. it was quite creepy to be honest.
“whoa, that’s definitely illegal”, heeseung mumbled from above you.
you remained silent, trying to figure out what they were trying to do. you vaguely remember reading something about a spell which created that glowy thing. you were lost in your thoughts, when suddenly the ball burst and expanded into a red glow across the room.
in shock, heeseung clutched onto your arm and dug his nails into it. you groaned and whipped your head to your side to look up at him.
“can you stop being such a weakling.”
“i just got startled okay!” he frowned, “why are you being so grumpy today?”
“that’s because you’re everywhere i go!” you snapped meanly, “i wanted to do this by myself, but no, you just had to be here as well.”
a moment of silence passed between you two, you growing uncomfortable by the second at the way heeseung was looking at you. there’s no way he felt hurt by your words right? you both do this all the time.
before you could say or do anything, he narrowed his eyes at you and spoke in a low tone, “fine then, i’ll get out of your business.”
he was turning around to walk away, but he tripped over your foot because of the way he was positioned behind you. he fell on the smooth marble floor with a loud thud, making you gasp and drop your wand at the sudden sound.
you both looked at each other in fear as you heard sounds of shuffling come from the classroom behind you. they had heard the commotion.
you quickly grabbed your wand and extended a hand out towards heeseung, “we have to hide, now!”
immediately, he grabbed your hand and pulled you behind the same wall as he had done earlier. your eyes widened in fear at his actions.
“this is not a good place you dimwit-”
“trust me”, he whispered to you, “we don’t have enough time to-”
just as the sound of the classroom door being opened was heard, heeseung pinned you to the wall and smashed his lips against yours. your eyes momentarily widened before you realised what he was doing. playing along, you wrapped your hands around his neck and pulled him closer to you.
his lips moved against yours furiously and in a rushed manner as he seemed to take out all the pent up frustration on you. you kissed him back with similar intensity, your legs feeling like jelly when he tilted his head to deepen the kiss. he immediately wrapped an arm around your waist to steady you, making you both impossibly closer. this was just supposed to be pretence, why is he literally making out with you?
suddenly, a voice whispered ‘lumos’ right next to you both, making you pull apart from each other in a haste. you gasped for breath as you looked at heeseung’s appearance; his blonde hair was sticking out in every direction (he looked really cute), his lips were shiny and swollen, cheeks flushed a deep colour of cherry. you were sure you looked something similar, making your cheeks heat up even more.
“what are you both doing here!”, the person next to you angrily spoke out.
you turned to look at the culprit who was none other than your professor for defence against the dark arts. you weren’t very surprised, he always gave off weird and evil vibes. he was definitely doing something shady.
neither of you said a word, waiting for him to make the next move.
the professor walked closer to you both and snarled, “you’re committing acts of public display of affection, during curfew that too!”
heeseung smiled at him sweetly as he said the next words, “but sir there’s no public here is there?”
you could literally see smoke coming out of the professor’s ears as his breathing grew heavy. you elbowed heeseung in the ribs and glared at him in warning but he just grinned back at you playfully. you sighed and turned back towards the man in front of you.
“we’re extremely sorry professor, this won’t happen aga-”
“back to your dorms, both of you” he yelled, interrupting you, “and fifty points from both of your houses!”
you grabbed heeseung’s hand and immediately scurried off, no longer wanting to stand in the presence of the angry professor. while on your run away from him, you almost stopped at the sight of a silhouette of a boy covered in school robes in one of the corridors. you frowned at that. that must be the second person from the room.
slowing down to a stop once you got far enough, you tried removing your hand from his, but he didn’t let you and tightened his grasp instead. you looked up at him in question to see his doe eyes staring back at you in worry.
“are you okay love?”
you were sure you were going to combust on the spot from the endearing nickname he used for you. since when did that start?
“i’m fine”, you cleared your throat and looked anywhere but his eyes, your eyes unwantedly dropping down to his lips that were still a deep shade of pink from making out the kiss.
you immediately looked away, but it was too late. he had already noticed that. he smirked and walked towards you, making you back up till your back hit the wall behind you. he put up an arm beside your head and leaned down till he was towering over you only by a little.
“you’re a good kisser, you know that?”
you gulped in nervousness as you stared back up at him. the close proximity was really not helping you hide it. he lowly chuckled at the change in your behaviour from your usual confident attitude. the low tone of his voice reached your ears, making your stomach do flips. in a feeble attempt to hide your attraction, you looked to your left where his arm was caging you in and almost drooled at the sight of veins bulging out from it. why is lee heeseung so unbelievably hot?
your eyes widened at his next words as he continued from the compliment.
“wanna do it again?”
better boyfriend – park sunghoon
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pairing: fashion student sunghoon x afab reader (feat. sports major heeseung)
genre: angst, more suggestive (mdni)
plot: you find sports major heeseung hot, but your best friend sunghoon isn't too happy with the idea of losing you.
warnings: reader likes heeseung but not really just finds him hot, sunghoon is a little jealous, use of the nickname brat, sunghoon is hinted at being a dom, mild grinding over the clothes. another one that is more suggestive than smutty, sorry not sorry. full on smut is coming i just like to tease myself with suggestive writing.
wc: 1747
Park Sunghoon hated the way you stared at Lee Heeseung as he played football outside. You were both fashion students, and you were both seated beside one another at the only available window in the classroom. You found it the perfect chance to ogle the famed and extremely handsome sports major.
Sunghoon grabbed the edge of your chair and pulled you closer to him, further away from the window. He scowled. He had been waiting years for you to look at him that way, but you never spared him a second glance half the time.
Or so he thought.
In the dark of movie theatres, or between gaps in conversations where he gave another one of your friends his full attention to discuss their opinions—that was when you stared at him in the same way, if not with more burning passion behind your eyes.
You turned your head rapidly to stare at Sunghoon with a glare at the sudden movement, but he kept his head forward as if he was laser focused on every word your tutor said. You couldn’t help but admire how beautiful he looked, especially since he had dyed his hair back to its original colour as of recent weeks.
You bit the inside of your cheek. No, you refused to think about Sunghoon out of all people in that way. He was… Sunghoon. Sweet, kind, friendly Sunghoon. But you did think about him that way. When your hand slipped down your body at night, it was his name you chanted in your mind like a mantra.
“Stop staring at me,” He whispered through gritted teeth. Your cheeks burned hot to the touch at his words of catching you out, and you wanted to reach a hand out to slap him.
“Me? Staring? At you?” You scoffed, but the waver in your voice gave you away. “As if. In your dreams, Park,” You snapped, Sunghoon finally turning his head to look into your eyes.
“Baby, trust me, you don’t want to know what I do to you in my dreams,” He sounded serious, not even a lift of a corner of his lips.
You felt your body get impossibly hotter if you even thought that human feasible, only just realising how close your faces were due to his previous actions on your chair when you felt his breath fan your face. You gasped and snapped your head to the front of the class, acting as if you had been paying attention the whole time.
Sunghoon’s lip finally turned up at the corner into a smirk, turning his own head to watch the tutor while his arm rested lazily over the back of your chair.
***
“Stand still,” Sunghoon snapped, his hand slapping your thigh lightly. You groaned and tried not to wiggle, but you felt like your legs were becoming jelly.
“How much longer do I have to stand here?” You asked, staring down at him as he tried to pin the two pieces of material together. He reached the bottom of your leg and then nodded, pushing back on his swivel chair to admire his work in full.
You couldn’t help but notice though that even over the fabric, you felt his touch linger as if it broke his heart to pull away from you. You tried to compose yourself the best you could. You couldn’t give into your intrusive thoughts, not when you weren’t sure about his feelings for you.
Sunghoon stared at the two toned pants, chewing the pen in his hand before he let out a loud, long sigh. You groaned at his response, holding onto the wall beside you for dear life. “They look fine, for fuck sake, please get this off me so I can sit down. This has been going on for hours.”
Sunghoon stared up at you, his eyes a little hard. “If your legs give in this easy from just standing in place, then how will you handle having sex? Bet you’re the type to get cramp after a minute or something.”
You slapped the top of his head, Sunghoon yelling out a ‘hey’ in response. His hands grabbed the backs of your thighs, his chin coming to rest on your stomach. You stared down at him, butterflies erupting in your stomach.
“What was that for?” He asked, his lips pouted.
“That was for insulting my stamina, asshole,” You snapped, but the smile you made betrayed your faux anger.
Sunghoon nuzzled his chin more into you, lazily smiling as his hands rubbed the backs of your thighs. “Shall we get out of these. Maybe then you can show me just how much stamina you actually have?”
“Is that a dare?” You asked, your hand coming down to push the fallen hair back out of his face.
Sunghoon shook his head. He hummed, and turned his head to one side. “See it as a confession of sorts. Not a proper one, obviously. I need to prepare better for that.”
“A confession?” You choked out, letting out a huff of a breathy laugh. “Don’t joke with me like that Sunghoon.”
His smile dropped, his face serious. His fingers dug a little too hard into the backs of your thighs. “Do I look like I’m joking?”
You sucked in a breath, trying to squirm away from Sunghoon. You almost fell backwards off the black wooden box he situated you on, but his hands were swift to protect you from any harm.
He said no more as he pulled his body away from yours, his delicate fingers pulling out the pins and placing them in a cushion beside him. Once the whole front side was separated from the back, the material fell from your legs in a puddle and you felt exposed, vulnerable.
Being the gentleman he was, Sunghoon turned away from you and for extra measure, he closed his eyes. You could see it all in the mirror situated before you both. You bit the inside of your cheek, deciding it best to shoot your shot now only to be told it was a joke rather than wait and get rejected later on.
You climbed off the box and made your way to his chair, walking around. You rest your hands on his shoulders and straddled is lap. Still, he kept his eyes closed.
“You can open your eyes,” You whispered.
In an instant, they flickered opened. You felt your heart beat rise, and his fingers ghosted over your hips. You wanted to sit down further against him, wrap your arms around his neck and kiss his plush lips.
But could you really cross that boundary? Risk your friendship that way?
A part of you begged to cross the boundary, while another feared losing him.
You listened to the former thoughts finding the risks outweighing the fear of him finding someone else.
Your hands moved from his shoulders to gently hold his jaw, your eyes locked in on his lips. You parted yours, begging for him to touch you, show you somehow it was okay for you to be like this with him.
“What are you doing, my pretty girl? Tell me what’s going on in that pretty head of yours,” He asked, gulping ever so slightly. His hands had the opposite reaction, they acted confident as his thumbs rubbed at your bare skin just under the hem of your shirt.
You shifted on his lap and mumbled, “I don’t like Heeseung. He’s hot, sure, but… I don’t like him,” You mumbled, one of your hands moving around his head to his hair. Your fingers gently raked his scalp, Sunghoon closing his eyes and humming in response.
“And who do you like?” He asked quietly, his hands squeezing your sides ever so slightly.
You lead down enough so your lips could ghost over his, joking, “That actor Lee Jongsuk.”
Sunghoon’s eyes flew open, his stare hard. He moved his hands to your ass, gripping roughly as he held onto you and stood from the chair. “I dare you to say that again.”
You hummed, smirking. “Aw, is my little baby Sunghoon scared of losing me?”
Sunghoon scoffed and rolled his eyes. “Don’t test me, pretty girl. I’m only going easy on you because you’re not officially mine. The second you admit you’re madly in love with me, your ass is going to be on fire from my spanking because you’re being a little brat.”
You giggled and pecked his lips, pulling away. At first, he tried to chase after your lips, but you stopped himself. “Say it, tell me you’re mine.”
You faux pouted, pressing your pout against his lips for a brief second once again. “Why don’t you want to share me?”
“Because I don’t like to share what’s mine,” He stated a little too harsh, causing you to rush out a babble of promises that it was him you liked, and you belonged to him only alongside a mess of a confession about your true feelings for him.
Sunghoon smirked, one of his hands landing a soft spank on your ass. “Good girl,” He compliment before he navigated his way to the other side of his room to rest you on his bed. He instantly slotted himself between your legs, pressing his crotch hard against yours. His sweatpants were the thin kind, causing you to feel the curves of his cock pressed into the thin material of your underwear.
He teasingly ground into you, smirking as his lips ghosted over yours. “Fuck,” You whispered, your lips chasing after his but he just pulled back. “Don’t tease me, please,” you pouted.
Sunghoon didn’t want to give in, he for sure wanted to fuck you as hard as he could so he was engraved in your brain, in your veins. But he wanted to also show you just how much he could treat you better, make you feel real good. So he decided not to go for the rough route…
For that night at least.
Sunghoon pecked your lips several times before he finally fully pressed his lips to yours, moving slowly. The kiss was sweet, gentle, and full of hidden love. Sunghoon parted his lips into the kiss, his tongue playfully poking at your bottom lip. His hips ground into yours, trying to elicit a pretty moan from you.
As if right on cue, you made the sound he was dying to hear. He rest his head in your neck, muttering more so to himself. “I’m fucked…”
Written
Pairing: Aomine Daiki x Reader
Warning(s): Cursing
Soulmate AU
Part 1 of ???
Authors Note: Once again, I am a simp.
"What... the fuck?" It was a whisper. Breathed like a soft prayer and not the distressed exclamation that it was.
"What the fuck?" You said with a bit more gusto, hands pressing into cheeks. The warmth flooding your body was making you almost nauseous.
You could see your thoughts starting to loop around the athletes body in your handwriting, uniquely light against his complexion. 'Why is he so pretty?' and 'For fucks sake.' being the first two you registered. And then your brain just... exploded.
'I bet his hair is so soft.'
'Do not think about how pretty his eyes are.'
'Since when do high schoolers have arms like that-- fuck!'
"Oh my God, Y/N." The panic and embarassment you were feeling must have been radiating, because Aida snorted out a laugh next to you as you hid your face in your hands.
"If I don't look at him it'll stop, right?" You asked desperately, and the tension from the match was momentarily broken as she cackled.
"I don't think that's how it works." You groaned at her teasing.
"Oi!" Your head jerked up, a screech building in your throat to see Aomine giving you an annoyed look from across the court.
"Can you relax? This is stupid distracting." He gestured vaguely to himself, apparently unbothered as the game carried on around him. Despite your best efforts, you couldn't help but drag your gaze up and down his form, biting your lower lip.
'It sure fucking is.' He looked down as the words scrawled out on his forearm, barking out a sound that resembled laughter and clearly fighting off a smirk as he rolled his eyes.
"Sorry!" You called out, a little hoarse and he scoffed.
》 Part Two
PAIRING ▸ ravenclaw! jungwon x ravenclaw! reader
GENRE ▸ hogwarts! au, fake dating! au, f2ls, romance, angst, fluff, humor
SUMMARY ▸ your house’s prefect, yang jungwon, is the textbook definition of a ravenclaw. as a fellow housemate and friend, you’re certainly willing to help him out when he needs it. but when jungwon asks you to be his date for the yule ball, you don’t expect the trouble that follows.
WORD COUNT ▸ 4.7k
AKA you and jungwon are the definition of dumb and dumber.
NOTES ▸ mentions of food, not proofread ???
part of the charms and chasers miniseries.
“WILL YOU BE MY DATE TO THE YULE BALL?”
certainly a great start to your breakfast in the great hall. you choke on your orange juice, not expecting those nine words to leave your house prefect’s mouth. you’re not sure if you’re lucky that your friends hadn’t arrived yet to witness such unexpected words or unlucky that they weren’t there to help you.
“e-excuse me?”
yang jungwon shuffles around nervously, glancing around before he repeats his words. “listen, i’m really desperate. you’re the first person i saw who was available-“
your eyebrow quirks up at that.
“-and this year they’re making the prefects dance the opening and I don’t have anyone to-“
you zone out.
sure, you thought jungwon was a really nice and responsible prefect slash housemate. and sure, you thought he was literally the textbook definition of a ravenclaw, but you weren’t sure what to make of this.
you would even consider jungwon a friend- if someone you only talked to a couple times a week for schoolwork counted as a friend. blinking, you return back to focus when you see jungwon staring at you with a half-desperate and half-embarrassed? look on his face.
you fumble, “uhm….”
it comes out utterly confused, your mind scattered at the abrupt confrontation. with his eyes boring into you, you look everywhere and anywhere but at jungwon. you just wanted a peaceful breakfast, not a massive heart rate spike in the early hours of the day. give credit to your social anxiety and personality to please everyone that made you stutter out a weak, “sure,” and shoot jungwon a half-grimace, half-grin.
he practically deflates in relief, clasping his hands together tightly and thanking you countless times. biting your lip, you watch as he leaves and your friends come into view, making their way over to you. truly, you have no choice but to wonder what you just got yourself into.
you find it awkward to talk to jungwon after the confrontation. should you say something to break the ice? after all, he was the one who asked you to be his date.
or was he waiting for you to make the first move?
you shake your head, overthinking really sucked.
“did you finish the assignment for potions?”
you jump at the familiar voice, turning around in your seat to see jungwon looking at your expectantly, although the jittering of his knee below the table catches your eye.
“oh. yeah. uh… did you?”
“yep,” he nods shortly. silence overcomes you and you bite the inside of your cheek.
why were you acting like this? jungwon was your friend (right?), so you shouldn’t be feeling afraid to hold a conversation with him, let alone look in his direction.
“listen, about the other day,” he starts off and your body tenses.
“i just wanted to apologize for asking you so out of the blue. i was kinda freaking out since i had to find a date really soon, so i’m sorry i put you on the spot like that. if you don’t want to go with me, that’s fine, i’ll just have to-“
again, jungwon starts rambling and a tiny smile makes its way onto your face.
“jungwon. i said i would go with you, right?”
he pauses and nods slowly at that.
“yeah, and i don’t go back on my word. as long as you’re good too, there’s nothing to worry about. how about we just stay as comfortable as we have been?”
you attempt your best to give a reassuring smile and you think it works judging by jungwon’s sigh of relief.
“o-of course. thanks y/n, a lot. i mean it.”
you’re not sure but maybe that conversation broke down a wall and unlocked something in jungwon. because after that day, you felt a noticeable shift in your relationship.
no more of the friendly surface level conversations about school- you came to learn much more about the ravenclaw yang jungwon.
entering your house’s commonroom during a break, you’re pleasantly surprised to find jungwon sitting at a corner, looking focused as he scribbles furiously on a sheet of parchment paper.
there was no harm in sitting with your friend, right? that thought crossed your mind as you strolled over and took the seat across from him.
for a couple of seconds, jungwon doesn’t even seem to notice your presence. you watch with amusement at the way his eyebrows furrow. what could he be so focused on?
the sound of your name being called out questioningly brings you out of your thoughts. you look up to find jungwon studying you with wide eyes, a sight unexpectedly cuter than you thought. you internally slap yourself.
“y/n! what are you doing here?”
you shrug, “wanted some peace and quiet during break. just happened to see you here so i…” your voice begins to falter, “thought it was okay to join you?”
jungwon smiles his trademark prefect smile and you almost choke. “yeah. i don’t mind at all.”
coughing, you glance around the empty room before looking at him again. “what are you working on?”
he lets out a exhausted sigh, and as a ravenclaw yourself, you’ve heard that too many times to count.
“well, the riddle to enter the common room changed so i had to go around telling all the clueless first-years what the answer was. then i finished the herbology research and had to go on patrol. finally i guess i came here for peace and quiet, like you.”
an eyebrow of yours raises. “and yet you look like you’re still working hard?”
he glances at you sheepishly, “helping complete a third-year’s defense against the dark arts homework?”
“helping or struggling?” you snicker, and jungwon pouts.
“not struggling entirely,” he defends himself and you send him a look, scooting closer to see the sheet better.
you squint at the questions, faintly remembering the content on the page. as you explain to jungwon, you see his eyes light up as he begins to remember.
while watching him write down the answer, you smile to yourself.
“you have a lot on your plate, yet you always seem to be so on top of things still. it’s crazy. i really admire you for it.”
the sound of scribbling stops.
his lips purse together as he stares down at the half-filled paper in front of him.
“thanks, but it’s not exactly ideal when that’s what it only seems like. in all honestly, i don’t know what i’m doing half the time. finding you as my date for the ball lessened half the load on me.”
perhaps there was much more to jungwon that you didn’t know about. you suppress a laugh, “was it really that hard?”
“it was so bad,” he whines, and you resist the urge to reach out and pet his top of his fluffy hair.
“then, i’m glad i was able to help you, mr. ravenclaw’s perfect prefect.”
you can only laugh as he protests to no avail.
as you leave charms, you pat jungwon’s shoulder.
“good luck on your test- and don’t worry. you always overthink.”
he sticks his tongue out at you, “shouldn’t i be the one telling that to you?”
with a huff and a shake of your head, you bid him goodbye. your friends are left on the side to watch your interaction with the boy, eyes zeroing in on you.
“what was that about?” wonyoung sneakily slides in, giving you the side-eye. you give her an innocent look in response, “what was what about?”
“don’t try me. you know, the budding relationship between you and yang jungwon?”
you roll your eyes at that. “what budding relationship? we’re friends. we’ve been friends. you know that.”
she hums, “yes, but i’m also your friend. so,” she drawls on, “i’m telling you right now to tell me what the deal is. there’s obviously something going on.”
at that, you’re not sure what to say. you have no clue if the ‘situation’ between you and jungwon was public knowledge or not.
that being you as jungwon’s date to the ball.
the yule ball hadn’t become a huge topic amongst the school yet, mainly because it wasn’t announced to the student body yet.
jungwon knew early as a prefect and asked you, so you figured you had to keep everything a secret. even to your friends. especially to your friends.
who knew the amount of teasing you would be succumbed to for having jungwon as your date?
you shiver. not exactly an ideal situation after all.
what you didn’t realize, was that the news would be released during breakfast the next day.
once the yule ball’s exactly details were announced, the great hall erupted in conversation.
“y/n!” kazuha calls your name from across the table with a gleam in her eyes. you turn to her with an easy smile, kazuha was like an older sister to you and you loved her.
“are you going with anyone?” your friends turn to you expectantly, and your palms begin to sweat with all the attention.
“w-well, you see-“ you glance around desperately for help but there appears to be no one. you’re not sure why but something in your chest tightens.
you just can’t tell them the truth. it was so simple, yet something was keeping you from saying that you were going with jungwon.
“er, i’m so sorry but i have somewhere to be- you know, i have to water my homework!” you blurt out quickly and grab your stuff before basically flying out of the great hall, leaving your friends to share confused looks.
you turn the corner to an empty hallway and place a hand on your pounding chest. great job y/n, great job running away indeed.
you take a small breather, closing your eyes and laying against the wall before blearily opening them again. your vision focuses on a clock in front of you, and you suddenly come to.
“shoot, i’m late!”
you just barely manage to make it to the ballroom. chest heaving, you noisily push past into the room, attracting everyone’s attention. you can only stare back, in a daze and gasping for air.
the professor turns to you.
“oh, wonderful! you must be mr. yang’s date to the ball!”
as gasps fill the air, you almost collapse right then and there.
“-jungwon’s date?”
“does that mean they’re dating?”
“they have to be! did you see the way jungwon looked so worried when y/n didn’t show up?”
amidst the mess, you find jungwon staring back at you with an apologetic gaze. as awkward as it is, you drag your feet over to your rightful spot next to him. while the professor goes over the details, you quietly apologize for being late.
“i’m so sorry, i totally forgot what time you told me-“
“hey,” he interrupts, a hand reaching out to squeeze yours quickly. “it’s okay. at least you’re here now. that’s all that matters.“
curse jungwon for getting you into this mess and being so nice about it. you refocus on the task at hand, and as the words fill your ears, you feel the blood drain from your body.
of course, the whole ball was about dancing.
another thing you didn’t know about jungwon. he’s freaking good at everything. besides being smart, kind, attractive- you slap yourself once more-
he’s also good at dancing?
you can’t count the amount of times you had to apologize to jungwon that day, whether it be for stepping on his feet or literally existing.
you shouldn’t have been surprised, honestly. after that day of rehearsing, you couldn’t catch a break.
you were still nursing your sore legs later when wonyoung quite literally attacks you in the courtyard. you were contentedly studying on a bench, papers in front of you. that is, until she practically leaps on you and makes all your notes blow off into the surrounding air.
your lips purse into a thin line. what could it be now?
“you’re dating yang jungwon?”
your jaw drops as if she wasn’t just talking about you.
“what did you just say?”
she grabs you by the shoulders, pupils blown. “it’s been spreading everywhere, y/n! why didn’t you tell me? or-“
her words fall on deaf ears as you stalk off with one mission in mind.
it isn’t hard for you to find jungwon, you already knew what his next class was. but to see all the eyes on you as you drag him away and to the room of requirements for privacy was something else.
jungwon doesn’t even get a word in as you force him to sit in an empty chair, arms crossed and eyes narrowed.
“what is-“
“you tell me. what in the name of dumbledore is going on, jungwon?” you stare at him accusingly.
when he avoids your eyes, you know your hunch is confirmed.
"you see…”
“i see?” you prompt.
“all my friends kept teasing me about you… so i kinda forgot to mention that i asked you out on a whim, a-as a friend,” he manages to fumble out.
it’s not hard for you to put two and two together. you pinch your nose bridge, “so you chickened out and said we were dating?”
he visibly deflates.
“yeah. basically.”
you bite your lip, “but why would you do that? it’s not a bad thing for two people, who are friends, to go to the yule ball together. is it?”
jungwon sighs and just says, “it would be embarrassing if my friends found out that i couldn’t find anyone and asked you randomly. literally i would never hear the end of it. i know already embarrassing enough for the both of us, and it’s all my fault, but can you please go along with it until the ball‘s over?”
you hesitate, and he stares at you with those pleading eyes again. curse yang jungwon.
“we can just pretend for a short bit. it’ll be harmless, and after that we can just go back to normal.”
harmless? normal?
you weigh your options in your head. wouldn’t it be situation escalate even more if you denied the rumors after he confirmed them? maybe you should have thought about your answer more, but it was too late.
“fine,” you exhale, “but you owe me a favor. history of magic tutoring because it’s literally the most boring class.”
“o-of course. i really owe you one.”
it was a long process coming up with a story. but surprisingly easier than you thought.
“can’t we just say we were friends and then i asked you out?” jungwon frowns.
you scoff, “really now? how realistic does that seem to you?”
he clears his throat. “fine. we’ll say that you asked me out and things just went on from there.”
facing your friends was the hardest part. you had to give them the fake apologetic look and explain.
“we wanted to keep it a secret at first. you know, since it was so new to us…”
“you know, i’m honestly not that surprised. I could definitely picture you guys being together before anyone said anything,” haerin chimes in.
you swallow your spit a little too harshly. before long, sounds of agreement fill the air and you actually want to transfigure into a fly and escape out the window.
you let out a strained laugh, “really? i’m surprised.”
wonyoung frowns, “i’m still mad you kept it from me but i have to agree. you guys look good together.”
you splutter, “you haven’t even seen us together!”
she shrugs innocently, “i’ve always been watching you two.”
“creep.”
“whipped.”
some ground rules were established between you and jungwon. rules never to be broken within your expected duration of (not) dating.
first, no kissing, obviously. hand holding was fine, hugs were fine, just nothing too far. second, no cheesy nicknames (merlin’s beard, never). you settled on won for jungwon and he settled on- you pause- what did he settle on? after you suggested won, he seemed to be too preoccupied (with reddened ears) to focus on making one for you.
third. walking to class together was necessary to keep the act up and study “dates” in the library (aka your side of the deal) were every thursday.
“I think that settles it,” you glance at your list in satisfaction.
“wait-” jungwon says abruptly before faltering.
“what?” you glance at him curiously. “are we missing something?”
he mutters something under his breath and you lean in closer.
“you can just say it,” you shake your head in amusement, “it’s not like this is a strict, by the book set of rules.”
“clothes!” jungwon manages to get out, “like- don’t couples share clothes and stuff like that? but if you’re not comfortable with that-“
you fall silent.
jungwon takes note of your lack of reaction and rubs his hands nervously.
“o-or not, we don’t have to-“
“okay,” you say quietly, all of a sudden your fingers seemed much more interesting to look at than the boy in front of you. was it just you or did the room feel a bit too hot?
you found jungwon’s scarf to be a bit big and a bit itchy, but comfortable. the first thing you noticed when you put it on was that it smelled like him.
jungwon smiled softly, “it looks good on you.”
you blink, almost feeling the soft material tug at your heartstrings. “oh. thanks.”
“see you later at lunch,” he waves and you wave back with a soft smile.
besides the teasing from your friends, you found it to be quite nice- including the extra tutoring from smartie jungwon.
“i don’t get it. who cares about who started the goblin rebellion of 1289?”
jungwon chuckles in amusement, “the professor does, that’s who. and you will too since your marks depend on it.”
you groan, planting your cheek on the wooden library table. habitually, jungwon pokes your cheek.
“come on. we won’t finish until 12 if we stop now.”
you let out a muffled protest.
“y/l/nnnn-“ he drags out the last syllable.
you turn your head so your cheek rests on the table, but you can still see him staring back at you with a fond expression.
“don’t want to.”
sighing, jungwon puts the textbook aside and puts his head down so he’s directly facing you. your breath hitches at the close proximity.
at this closeness, you can every speck of light in his eyes. the moles on his face, the eyebags that you’re sure you share as well.
“i’ll make an excuse so you don’t have to attend the next dance lesson,” he says softly, and his breath tickles your cheek.
“deal,” you whisper back.
and yet neither one of you can seem to get up from your position.
“you guys are sickeningly cute.”
at this point, it was becoming a regular. after the shock of you and jungwon “dating” had subsided came the admirers and fans.
you laugh dryly, dropping jungwon’s hand and ignoring the look of confusion and protest he sends your way. to make up for it, you lean in and give him a kiss on the cheek. only for a split second do you see the surprised look on his face before it’s wiped away with an easy smile.
“see you later, won.”
“bye, baby.”
again, you pretend not to hear the cooing and awwing from your friends behind you.
“you even have nicknames?”
“he’s such a nice boyfriend to walk you to your classes.”
you shift uncomfortably in your position. “yeah…”
what was bad was that you had gotten a little too used to it- acting as a couple with jungwon. what was worse was that you were starting to like it.
he comes to pick you up after class is over. and walk you to lunch. usually jungwon would drop you off at your designated seat with your friends and go to his friends, but today he was stopped by some third years.
“hey prefect! could you help do my research paper for potions?”
at the first sign of jungwon’s uneasiness, you frown. it wasn’t the first time you witnessed his stress and exhaustion of being a prefect- and simply a kind person.
you knew he always tried to help out whenever he could. that was his duty, and his personal values. but the days spent observing him literally pulling his hair out over other people’s issues wasn’t making it any better.
“excuse me,” you step out in front of jungwon, “but my boyfriend here isn’t your homework machine. he’s a human, and he’s perfectly willing to help you guys out- not do you work for you because of your laziness.”
jungwon’s eyes widen, mouth opened to object, but you angrily take his hand and drag him out of the great hall to a quieter place.
“y/n- you didn’t have to-“
“they were taking advantage of you. they always do. you have your own problems and those kids need to learn how to do things for themselves.” you were internally fuming and not about to hear jungwon defend them.
“but it’s my job as-“
“i don’t care about your prefect duties, i care about you!”
he freezes and your voice noticeably loses its strength, “you’re my friend. of course i care about you.”
“yeah… right,” he manages to whisper before stalking away, leaving you alone and confused.
you hadn’t seen jungwon in a while. it’s like he was personally avoiding you, but you had no idea why.
he stopped walking you to class, showing up for tutoring on thursdays- completely and utterly avoiding you without a single word.
you couldn’t even approach him, it’s like you didn’t even exist. you replayed that days events in your mind over and over, picking apart each and every interaction.
what did you do? what did you say?
“don’t worry, y/n. he’s just going through a tough time probably and wants to be alone. just give him time,” kazuha reassures you.
wrong, you think bitterly but don’t voice your thoughts. jungwon wasn’t the type to do that, or so you believed.
the yule ball was still coming up and now you had to practice dancing alone, rehearsing every step in the dark with an imaginary partner.
you didn’t even know if you were still going with jungwon, but something in you made you feel obligated to at least get the moves down. if any tiny hope in you still said so.
the day before the ball, one last practice, you thought you heard a sound but when you looked, there was no one. it was probably just your imagination hoping jungwon would show up out of nowhere.
sweaty and breathless, you lay down in the middle of the ground. and let the sadness wash over you.
“are you sure you’re not going?”
you smile sadly, curling up tighter under your blue covers. “nah, i’m good.”
“but-“
“really,” you insist, “i’ll join later.”
as the door clicks shut and silent fills the room, you stare up at the highlighted ceiling, sprinkled with stars. stars alike the ones you saw in jungwon’s eyes.
you rub a hand over your face, throwing the covers off you.
screw it.
you need to do this.
scrambling out of the room with one heel on and the other untied, you hastily managed to dash over to the ballroom. soft music floated over through the doors, and you curse.
were you too late for the introductory dance?
releasing a heavy breath, you push past the doors and stumble to a halt.
your eyes fall upon the familiar prefects positioned in the middle of the room, all students surrounding on the sides.
and finally, you spot jungwon next to the dance professor.
everyone’s eyes are on you, but for once you only seem to care about one person’s.
the professor silently sighs in relief,
“thank goodness. prefects and respective partners, take your places!”
blood rushing in your ears and adrenaline effectively coursing through your veins, you take each step carefully towards jungwon.
he has an unreadable expression on his face, which makes your stomach churn. you take your positions as practiced, and your hand tingles when his touches yours.
it’s silent at first, the period of waiting for the music to start, but once the music begins, jungwon speaks under his breath.
“you look beautiful.”
your heart skips a beat and slowly, your eyes flicker to his face. he doesn’t look at you, instead focusing on executing the moves perfectly.
“you look handsome,” you whisper back.
the dance proceeds smoothly in the beginning, as if you had practiced a hundred times. but nearing the end, you falter at one move and bite your lip, hoping not too many people noticed.
“you’re doing good. three… four…”
you look eyes with him, surprised, and in that moment, your breath is taken away. time pauses and the music fades. everything else doesn’t matter in the moment,
it’s only you and him.
with jungwon’s encouragement, you’re able to finish the routine without another mistake. and when the dance ends and applause begins, you quickly take his hand before he can run away again, grip desperate.
“can we please talk?” eyes pleading, he has no choice but to listen.
finding an empty corridor, you face him on the other side, leaning against the wall. it’s completely silent, so you clench your fists.
“could you explain why you ignored me for the past week? please explain what i did to you?”
“it doesn’t matter,” he shakes his head, “after today, we don’t have to do this anymore. everything i put you through will be over, because that’s what you want, right?”
you groan in frustration.
“who said i want that? what if i say i don’t want it to be over? what if i want answers from you so we can go back to how we were? fake lovers, real lovers, i don’t care! i can’t keep acting, i just want you back in my life,” your voice cracks at the end.
his hands fall to his side.
“what do you mean?” he responds shakily. you can barely see him in the darkness, so you take a few steps closer.
“are you that dense? because i don’t think so.”
another step.
you realized, and you knew. thursdays became your favorite day of the week. no, any day spent with jungeon was your favorite day. you had become too comfortable supposedly acting with him for all of it to be a lie. and it wasn’t. your feelings weren’t a lie.
“i think i should be asking you that question.”
you stop, head cocking to the side.
“what-“
he pushes off from his spot on the wall, and you feel the action. blinking, you didn’t realize how close you had gotten.
the newfound confidence seems to fade when jungwon fiddles with his tie, “i wouldn’t have asked you to be my date if i didn’t like you…”
you clear your throat awkwardly, “so the whole you’re the first person i eyes on and was available was a lie?”
“somewhat,” he defends himself, “i didn’t know what would happen, but you really were the first person that i was comfortable enough with to ask. it just so happened that i liked you as well. i dunno- things just happened and we got closer.”
“then why did you push me away?”
he sighs, “because i thought you didn’t feel the same way. i got too caught up in being your fake boyfriend so i tried to prepare myself to go back to the way we were before. just friends.”
you lean in, just a barely. “but now we both know- that’s not what we want.”
his face was just an inch apart. you could feel his nose tickle the side of your face.
“what do you want?”
“this.”
and you proceed to smash your lips on his.
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“you’re just lucky that i practiced.”
“alone too,” you add with a fake dramatic turn of your head (jungwon internally melts at the sight of you acting like a little kid), “like a maniac in the ballroom during the wee hours of the night.”
jungwon lets out a melodious laugh, squeezing your hand and sending you a guilty smile.
“i know.”
you straighten up, "excuse me?”
“i saw you during patrol that night,” he explains, “technically no one is allowed there past hours, but i let you stay.”
you frown but suddenly gasp at the recollection, “it was you back then!”
he blushes.
“you were watching me?”
“of course, i always was.”
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꒰ 12:17 A.M. ꒱ ❛ drunk!aomine daiki x reader ༉‧₊˚✧
𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊 at your phone screen, adjusting to the light coming of it in your dark bedroom, swiping the answer phone button. when you receive a drawled, “hey dummy,” whatever tiredness you were feeling moments prior is suddenly gone.
immediately, you can tell the man on the other end not sober. you smile at your friend’s deep tone. “hey stupid,” you greet back in amusement. “you still out with the guys?”
at your question, aomine seems to grumble under his breath, making laughter bubble in your throat.
“that bad, hm?”
“nah, nah.” in between his word’s there’s a slight muffle, probably from him rubbing a hand over his face. “we had a lot and half o’ them are annoying drunk. so i escaped.”
“escaped? where to? the bar’s bathroom?”
“no,” aomine answers your teasing tone with a clipped remark. “i’m in the back by the pool tables.” there’s a pause before a thoughtful, “you suck at pool.”
you nod grimly, though he can’t see. “always an honest one. you can’t just once sugar coat an answer?”
“sugar coating is for loser, loser.”
nice to know he’s still just as insulting while under the influence. still, you smile at his words.
“alright well, the boy’s’ll be searching for you soon,” you say, recalling kise’s character and guessing he was a few minutes away from gathering an aominecchi search party. “thanks for the check in. get home safe, okay?”
“wait, don’t hang up so soon,” aomine grunts and you can just imagine the deep(er) furrow of his brows as his mouth lifts into a frown. “still wanna talk to you.”
“i am your most interesting friend albeit a dummy, aren’t I?” you ask, confident sigh leaving your lips. a yawn escapes you as you switch on the bedside lamp next to you, further squinting at the sudden contrast of light. he doesn’t answer your question, and if it weren’t for the buzzing background noise of the bar across the line, you’d think he hung up. “aomine-?”
“don’t make me say it.”
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THE RAIN HAS AN EDGE ╰ ﹙ ☁️ ﹚ft. park sunghoon ﹕ a oneshot ﹙ preview ﹚
you are the girl with an umbrella on a rainy day, and sunghoon is the boy at the bus stop drenched from head to toe.
in a nutshell ﹒ there’s a heavy downpour so you hold an umbrella over sunghoon and he looks at you like you’re crazy // 100% fluff
word count ﹒ preview is 1.5k; full ver ~6-7k
fic one of the between the lines series ﹙ coming soon ! ﹚
“true, the sun and the wind inspire. but the rain has an edge. who, after all, dreams of dancing in the dust? or kissing in the bright sun?” — cynthia barnett
now playing ﹒ paris in the rain﹙ lauv ﹚
THE FIRST TIME you talk to park sunghoon, it’s raining, it’s cold, and jake had ditched you to “hang out” with chaewon, because he’s a crappy friend who pounces at any opportunity for female attention.
after your study session in the school library finishes, you find yourself standing at the school’s front entrance, grimacing at the downpour of rain in front of you. heavy pellets pummelled from the sky like bullets, forming puddles in the divots of the ground and lowering the temperature enough to make you shiver.
lucky for you, you remembered to bring your umbrella.
this was a habit of yours even on the sunniest of days, after spending five days bedridden with a fever following The Great Downpour of 2020.
when you reached for your backpack and unfurled your umbrella, it sprung to life and off you went, hopping down the cement paveway that led to the nearest bus stop.
you’re just about to slip in your earphones when you stop in your tracks, spotting a figure a few steps ahead of you.
the person is crouching on the ground at the bus stop, hunched over and hugging their bookbag in an attempt at gathering warmth.
the person is drenched and miserable.
and practically radiating angst and despair.
because you’ve always been a totally (impulsive) caring and selfless person, you shuffle over and hold your umbrella over the person’s head.
they look up — and just when you encounter a cold gaze, dark brows and raven hair — you realise that the moody figure is none other than park sunghoon.
park sunghoon, the ridiculously good-looking senior everybody whispers about but doesn’t actually know anything about.
park sunghoon, the guy who always wears a stoic, unsmiling expression that makes him the most unapproachable of his group of friends.
and park sunghoon, the one who’s staring at you with a baffled and slightly distrustful expression on his face.
oh.
you’re just standing here, staring at him like a creep.
crap.
you should say something.
you open and shut your mouth a few times, trying to brainstorm what you might possibly say. you want to sound smart. and funny. and cool. so, naturally, the first thing that comes out of your mouth is a very intelligent and super profound, “it’s, uh. . . raining.”
sunghoon continues to stare, his brows slightly furrowed to suggest he was questioning your sanity.
“it’s raining,” you stupidly repeat louder, as though he hadn’t heard you over the rain.
“good catch,” he replies, his gruff voice coinciding with the slight dip of his lips.
the rumors are so true.
sunghoon definitely has a very grumpy, rather angsty demeanour. you’ve actually spotted him around school a few times (you may or may not follow him with your eyes every time he’s around. is that a crime? it can’t be! you’re not the only one in the student body who finds him extremely attractive and painfully enigmatic), but he’s not the kind of person you can approach so easily.
in fact, he’s been coined the nickname ice prince for a reason.
“yes, uh,” you struggle to string together a coherent set of words, especially because he stands to his feet now, and you have to make the effort to not be intimidated by his height.
“what i meant to say is that it’s raining but you don’t have an umbrella,” you laughed awkwardly, wanting to whack your head and yell stupid, stupid, stupid for impulsively waddling over here and saying stupid things to park sunghoon of all people. “i-i mean, obviously it’s a free country and you can totally do whatever you want, but, as you might already know — and i’m sure you do because you’re one of the smartest kids in school — standing in the rain can get you sick, like, really sick, and i only know this because about three years ago i forgot my umbrella and — funny story — i ended up getting so sick that i had to take five days off school because my fever was so high.”
oh god.
you quickly slap the tips of your fingers over your lips to physically restrain yourself from talking. the motion makes sunghoon’s gaze quickly flit to your lips, before they bounce back up to your eyes.
his stare is so painfully emotionless that you cringe inwardly.
you wish he’d say something.
anything. literally anything.
but he’s silent.
well, of course he is — you basically just trauma dumped about your stupid fever story. boo-hoo, you were sick from the rain — who cares?
just when you think you’ve reached the death of the conversation, you’re surprised by the sound of his soft voice.
“. . . niki.”
huh?
you blink, leaning in slightly so that you can hear him better.
“. . . niki. my brother. he took the last umbrella.”
oh.
your lips form a small o as you nod in understanding. “oh, niki! that doesn’t surprise me. he’s in my class, you know, and he’s always playing pranks on our teacher. one time he actually hid the test papers so we got a whole extra day to study,” your voice lowers to a whisper, “can’t believe i still failed it though. . .”
sunghoon doesn’t say anything, and afraid of being submerged in awkward silence again, you rush to fill in the space.
“so where’s niki now?”
he shrugs. “soccer practice, probably.”
“oh,” you frown. “wait, aren’t you part of the soccer team, too? you’re the goalie. you saved so many goals last season and helped the team to their first win in two years,” you say, though your eyes widen in panic as soon the words leave your mouth, “n-not that i’m a stalker, or anything,” you frantically add, “it’s just that everyone knows you’re the goalie because one, it’s common knowledge, and two, the game is coming up and we’re all on the edge of our seats to find out how it goes!”
stupid stupid stupid.
why are you rambling so much?
sunghoon doesn’t seem to mind, though his lips flatten in a rather sour manner. “i quit the team, actually.”
you gasp. “you’re the person jake is replacing? he’s been so cocky ever since it was announced that he’d be on the team. what made you quit?”
he shrugs, “it got boring,” he mumbles, then his ears turn slightly red and he dips his head in an emotion you never imagined park sunghoon could wear — embarrassment. “and i accidentally sprained my ankle.”
you blinked in surprise. “how?”
he hesitates before answering. “i tripped.”
you stifle a laugh at the irony, because while sunghoon was a lot of adjectives — tall, handsome, mysterious, brooding, kind of scary, even — you never thought he was clumsy.
you softly cackle, earning you a glare from the boy.
“sorry,” you grin playfully, growing accustomed to his icy aura. “i just never pictured you as a klutz.”
“says you,” he grumbles, “weren’t you the one who tripped and fell in the cafeteria last week? ”
“what—” you choked, “you saw that?”
he exhaled through his nose in amusement. “who didn’t?” sunghoon raised a brow at you. “i’m pretty sure someone recorded and posted it. the caption was ‘dumbass fails to do simple task and ends up with food all over her clothes.’”
your eyes slammed shut before they shot open. “fucking jake,” you growled, gripping the umbrella tightly. “i’m going to kill him.”
sunghoon chuckled, and the sound made your heart beat a little faster. you caught a fleeting glimpse of his smile which — by the way — showcased the most emotion you had ever seen from the boy. it couldn’t be helped that your stomach mangled and twisted at his pearly-white boyish smile, one that made his cheeks bunch up his face and his eyes twinkle like stars.
how pretty.
his smile faded as quickly as it appeared, however, and you soon found yourself facing his usual blank expression again.
you want to try say something that might make him smile or laugh again, but he suddenly steps outside of the cage of your umbrella and raises his hand, hailing down the incoming bus.
it slowly stops by the road beside the two of you, marking the end of your little interaction.
“oh, your bus is here,” you force a smile, rather disappointed. “i’ll, um, see you later, sunghoon.”
“get home safe,” he retrieves his bus card from his pocket, glancing over his shoulder before he boards his bus. “and thanks. for the umbrella.”
“n-no problem!” you quickly smile, “and by the way, my name is—”
“i know your name,” he interjects, and you think your mind is playing tricks on you when you see the edges of his lips twitch upward. “see you around.”
sunghoon disappears into the bus and it whizzes by you, though you stay frozen in your feet for what feels like forever.
he knows your name.
he’ll see you around.
you tuck your lip between your teeth, cheeks and ears flaring up.
get home safe.
if that’s what he truly wants, then yes — you think you can manage that.
( to be continued )
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a/n . btw this is a preview only. the full fic might come out next week ? anyway my first hoonie fic and it's 100% pure, unadulterated fluff <3 this is inspired by paris in the rain + the above quote + an exo fic i adore ^^ hope u all liked it :) see u in the full version maybe ? 🤓