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I love your Hwang brothers fics, I sobbed so hard reading funeral pyre and I was wondering if you have any headcanons about the Hwang brothers growing up š«¶ (I want them to be happy so much)
Thank you very much ā”
*Apologize if itās not all fluff and happy. I could not help myself. There might be more from me in the future where they got to truly be happy together.
When his step mom was pregnant, In-ho was a little unsure about having a baby brother. Maybe, very deep down, a part of him was worried his dad would replace him with the new kid and heād be āleft behindā.
He, of course, kept his worries to himself.
However, the first time he met and held baby Jun-ho, all wrapped up burrito style in a blanket, baby Jun-ho wrapped his tiny, tiny hand around In-hoās finger, and In-ho knew from that moment that this was his baby brother, his blood, he loved him and he would do anything to protect him.
After their fatherās untimely demise, In-ho became both a brother and a father figure to Jun-ho.
He loved Jun-ho unconditionally, that was a fact, but he was only a young man who was forced to become the man of the house when he was nowhere near ready, after his father left. The ātaking care of his step momā and ābeing a father figure to his baby brotherā could very understandably be overwhelming, even for In-ho. And Jun-ho just⦠would not stop following him around when In-ho needed some alone time.
In-ho didnāt mean to snap and raise his voice at Jun-ho.
He was only aware of what heād done after Jun-ho ran away from him, crying.
Guilt was fast to swallow him whole.
He tried approaching Jun-ho, who was hiding under the bed, tried softly coaxing him to come out in a gentle voice and saying that he was sorry and that he didnāt mean to raise his voice.
It took a while, but in the end Jun-ho crawled out from under the bed and into In-hoās arms.
In-ho knew, from that moment, he hated seeing Jun-ho cry. Hated seeing Jun-ho upset and in pain. It pained him to see his brother in pain.
Thatās why In-ho didnāt hesitate to say heād give Jun-ho his kidney when Jun-ho got sick.
The doctors and his own step mother explained to him the risk of the surgery and what a ābig dealā donating an organ to someone was. They asked if In-ho was absolutely sure. But In-ho knew the risk. And he knew that he didnāt care about his own life or health. As long as Jun-ho was okay. Jun-ho had to be okay.
The surgeries went well, both for himself and for Jun-ho.
A part of him got to be with his brother forever, and a part of In-ho could not help feeling that glimpse of pride somewhere in his chest.
Also he got to use the āI gave you my kidneyā card to make Jun-ho listen to him every time he was teaching Jun-ho Jun-hoās homework (that Jun-ho did not want to do) or trying to make Jun-ho study for his upcoming exam.
Jun-hoās first heartbreak? It was In-hoās shoulder he cried on.
Jun-hoās first screwup? It was In-ho who got him out of the trouble.
And when Jun-ho came up to him one day and said āIām gonna be a police ā a good police ā just like you, hyung,ā In-ho had never been more proud.
When In-ho lost his wife and child, he thought he lost everything. But then Jun-ho was there, and In-ho realized: no, he hadnāt lost everything.
If there was the one thing that made In-ho doubt his own decision to return to the game as the Front Man, it was Jun-ho.
In the end, In-ho did what he thought was right for him. Abandoning Jun-ho hurt as much as losing his wife and child, but In-ho did what he had to do.
When he knew it was his own brother infiltrating the island, that fear he felt when his wife was dying came back, because now Jun-ho ā the idiot, In-hoās idiot ā might get himself killed. Why couldnāt Jun-ho just accept that In-ho was gone?
But deep down, In-ho knew his brother was never a quitter.
The mission was more about finding, saving Jun-ho and getting him as far away from the island as possible (for Jun-hoās own safety) than it was about finding the intruder and defending the game.
In-ho knew, when he held out his hand for Jun-ho on the cliff, Jun-ho would not take it. Jun-ho was too noble for that. Still something in In-hoās chest ached when Jun-ho refused his hand. That sentimental part inside In-ho still wished Jun-ho would take his hand. Itās me, your brother, Iām still me.
It was either In-ho pulling the trigger or the Soldiers killing Jun-ho. So In-ho did the one thing he could do that could still save Jun-hoās life. A bullet to the shoulder was nonfatal. He called Captain Park and orchestrated a rescue mission as soon as he could.
Once Jun-ho was rescued and sent to a hospital, In-ho had his men keep tabs on Jun-ho and report directly to him daily ever since.
So far, Jun-ho had been staying away from the island (In-ho had made sure of that). Good. This was for Jun-hoās own safety.
Jun-ho could think that In-ho betrayed him (in a way, In-ho did), Jun-ho could hate him now, and that was⦠that was fine.
In-ho would rather Jun-ho hate him if it meant he got to protect and keep Jun-ho safe. Even from afar.
For those of you who are new here, you can find my fic about In-ho and Jun-ho here
lee byung-hun as kim sun-woo in a bittersweet life suffered more than any character in any movie or tv show I've ever seen (and Iāve seen a lot of media in this genre). like I was actually extremely shocked by the amount and degree of pain and torture they put him through????
it's like they killed him about a dozen times in this movie and just kept repeatedly shooting at his corpse again and again and it still hurt every time. and now I think I'm traumatized :( like a part of me died when he comforted himself by telling himself āitās okayā ā while covered in his own blood after getting stabbed multiple times ā because he literally didnāt have anybody to comfort him. and yeah coming from someone who loves seeing her favorite fictional characters go through the worst kind of hell, I genuinely want nothing but love and happiness and lots of hugs for him. someone please wrap this poor guy in blankets and protect him from all the harm in the world please :(
please heās just a little guy :(
SPIRITED AWAY (2001) dir. Hayao Miyazaki
reblog if you love Hwang In-ho
hold your breath and count to 1,000,000 if you donāt love Hwang In-ho
457 // prose I found on pinterest that reminded me of them (but couldnāt find the author)
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