I Cant Let The Cd Die

lee byung-hun as kim sun-woo in a bittersweet life suffered more than any character in any movie or tv show I've ever seen (and I’ve seen a lot of media in this genre). like I was actually extremely shocked by the amount and degree of pain and torture they put him through????

it's like they killed him about a dozen times in this movie and just kept repeatedly shooting at his corpse again and again and it still hurt every time. and now I think I'm traumatized :( like a part of me died when he comforted himself by telling himself “it’s okay” — while covered in his own blood after getting stabbed multiple times — because he literally didn’t have anybody to comfort him. and yeah coming from someone who loves seeing her favorite fictional characters go through the worst kind of hell, I genuinely want nothing but love and happiness and lots of hugs for him. someone please wrap this poor guy in blankets and protect him from all the harm in the world please :(

please he’s just a little guy :(

Moodboard

me thinking about how Jun-ho doesn't know In-ho ordered the captain to save and rescue him after he shot him off the cliff, how Jun-ho doesn't know that In-ho never actually tried to kill him, how Jun-ho has no idea that hurting him haunts In-ho as much as In-ho's betrayal hurts Jun-ho, how Jun-ho never knows that In-ho tries keeping Jun-ho away from the island for Jun-ho's own safety, how Jun-ho believes In-ho — his own brother whom he looked up to his entire life, his own hero — hates him. and if one of them dies, Jun-ho will never know any of these.

also how In-ho has no idea Jun-ho keeps the Front Man's identity a secret from Gi-hun and his own fellow police officers to protect him, how In-ho must think Jun-ho hates him now.

me thinking about how much I want the Hwang brothers to reunite and be happy again, how I want them both to live and be brothers again

"I hate Hwang In-ho so much" okay, get in line for the Hwang In-ho enemies to lovers competition. fair warning that your opponent is Seong Gi-hun

This is In-ho to me btw

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Had to share this @WeHeartIt

what if in season 3 we got a scene, parallel to the cliff scene in season 1, where Jun-ho held out his hand for In-ho to take and In-ho actually took it? 🥹

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