Id10f7 - DHC

When I'm 24

I lose so much swing when I render digitally. I think if I cared a lil less about form I'd be better for it. Less rigid, seeing the bigger picture. I'm determined to break the habit!

The other night I watched ping pong for the first time and was blown away by how fluid the animation was. I need to prioritize feeling over making something look 'finished'. I think a lot of the 'mid' I make happens when i start forcing and dabbling in the arbitrary. I often wonder if it's a symptom of people pleasing (I'll unpack this another day). Although, sometimes I need that mid-shit just so I can get myself out of a mental block and keep the "muscle" active. I just don't want it to be a crutch or something that'll box me in 😭 why tf am I thinking about all this rn

blessedmanytimesover

draft 1

A substack writing has been due from me

Leaning toward titling it "Soldier of Love"?? lmaoooo

never give in. dont believe the stories tailored to adults about practicality and prioritisation of survival. keep dreaming, keep playing. its not a waste. you are not a waste. nothing has been wasted

U know when i go home i miss U