Girl what do you MEAN?
paintings.
' I put my heart and soul into my work, and have lost my mind in the process '
— Vincent Van Gogh
Joan of Arc (1864) by John Everett Millais
You become happier when you realize that no one belongs to you. Only you belong to you. Real love is not possessive; it’s appreciative, respectful of individuality, and reciprocal.
I have spent countless hours over the years ruminating on my actions. There is no way to express the depth of my regret and sorrow for the pain I caused you. I was willfully blind to the ways my anger and inner turmoil spilled over, my words cutting into you like daggers. You of all people did not deserve to bear the brunt of my unresolved shit. Your love was the light of my life, a light I dimmed with my own darkness. I see how my actions shattered you, making it difficult for you to open your heart again. Being afraid to love, burdened by scars I left on your heart, is a weight I should have to carry. Not you. You, who's love is a precious treasure. I hope you know how incredible you are, someone deserving of a love that is gentle, kind, and unwavering. I hope you can find a way to open your heart to someone who worships the ground you walk on. Who shows you the love and reverence you well deserve. While I am profoundly sorry for everything, I will never ask for forgiveness or another chance, I simply want to acknowledge that you deserve so much better than what I gave you. And I want to thank you for allowing me back into your life. It's more than I could've dreamed of.
Eternally yours
Tatiana An (Ukrainian,b.1992)
Just a Wonderful Day, 2024
Acrylic on canvas
"come outside, i just want to talk" typa expression
stop freaking out about getting old and start planning out what kind of old person you're gonna be
Ingo Swann “Sun Center”
Food Art by Alai Ganuza