I Wish It Was Always Autumn

you’ll never understand but that doesn’t mean you have to judge me for it

my body aches

the only things that makes me happy are music, creating, and growing as a person.

we’re so replaceable so why not making something one of one that no one else could copy even if they tried?

I wish I could feel the way this picture looks

why do you always copy me

carve into my flesh like a pumpkin

rip skel

I have a vision for this brand and my life in general that I know will become a reality for me

Whether it be tomorrow, a year, or 5 years from now it doesn’t matter

I’m here for the process and the growth

You reap what you sow

I will adapt when needed

I cannot live this life if I’m not constantly surrounded and working on what I’m passionate about

I see that which others cannot which will bring doubt and negativity my way

But I see beauty in that

I feel as if I’m watching my life pass by. I’m not sure how to interact with people. I over think everything and I mean everything. I wish people weren’t so judgmental, and I wish we could just grow together.