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being a stem major with high love for humanities feels like being in a business marriage with a rich high class wife and having a constant affair with a dark academia mistress

11 more days of the semester (5/2/2025)

Went to a lunch banquet for my research group :) it was kind of fun

Took another break day before finals week (also just me being straight up exhausted!! I don't know why I've been so tired lately)

Dear everyone who is currently working on a Thing, whatever that Thing may be,

Good luck with the Thing. You can do the Thing. You will do the Thing. You just have to do the Thing.

Best wishes,

Someone who is also doing a Thing

Daily Productivity Challenge: 3/10

04.05.2025~ Went through some GLSL videos to understand the syntax for my computer graphics project and finished up inference performance on my Bayesian network

5.13.25 - rant and exam update

i'm currently going insane. i failed my discrete math assessment by this much 👌🏻 last week and i'm knee deep in prep to retake it this week. the problem is i need my apartment to be completely free of any humans besides me and my boyfriend is coming over thursday night because we're flying out super early friday morning to go to a wedding.

basically, i have today to get all of my retake requirements done so i can attempt to take the exam tomorrow or kick the boyfriend out thursday night for a couple hours so i can get a proctor slot. my course end date is saturday and i've extended this end date three times since the start of the semester and i just want to be done with this classsssss. self-studying a subject you are not naturally good at is another type of hell.

on a good note, went to the gym consistently this weekend and went on a very nice walk by the river (pictured above).

will update on monday if i'm still alive or not on a pysch hold from stress :)

vintage stamps

girl vs thermodynamics

23.03.2025 I submitted my MBA essay ଘ(✿˵•́ ᴗ •̀˵) Thank God! Now, I just have to wait for my results. With one last thing to do, I can keep working on my AWS certs preparation, my Cisco Ethical Hacker and Security Network courses, read my books, and learn new things at work ٩(⊙‿⊙)۶ Wait a minute... I still have tons of things to do ლ(ಠ益ಠ)ლ Well, let's f*cking go then ʅ(ツ)ʃ Oh! Due to Lent I cannot drink alcohol, so I use this substitute sometimes (⌐▀͡ ̯ʖ▀)

@ august please be a little gentle with me I’m so tired

current study motivation… (pt. 2)

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