Illusoryxdays - Illusoryxdays

Espresso-fueled thoughts, morning musings, and a love letter to quiet ambition — between books, cafés, and city strolls.

| 18 may 2025 |

I'm at my aunt's by the shore :D trying to relax before I start research up, I've brought 2 library books and I'm halfway through the first one! I love taking sunset/sunrise photos so I may post a bunch of those..

i go to bars and coffee shops and breweries and libraries and thrift stores all the time by myself and i have a chill banger time i love my own company. so why is the grocery store a warzone. im fighting for my life. barely make it out alive. if someone even looks at me i want to blow them up with my mind

~Update~

Last night, I had another crashout and realized I'm not at all prepared to test for my discrete math course. my foundation in math is not up to college level and it really shows. i'm going to divert and work on other courses and do tutoring for the rest of the term until i'm ready to take the final for discrete math again (and actually pass).

the relief i felt getting off the call with my advisor was insane. i'm starting on a critical thinking and reason course today so stay tuned for more complaining about that. i feel like a whole human again this is great.

current study motivation… (pt. 2)

[🎥🎞️🥨💌]

Almost done with this semester (classes at least). It's hard to be negative when the days have been so warm and sunny and when there's a book fair coming up.

monday | april 14

pretty sure i blinked at the end of march and the first two weeks of the term passed instantly? i've been busy, but gratifyingly so – i'm learning so much and always having something to do is helping me fend off procrastination.

I come across a great site to learn coding, I don’t see a lot of people talking about it tho. (There is an app too!)

This site has python 101 for free (and many another, tho course from 102 and up aren’t free)

Its has a cute design and great at explaining the small details that some teachers don’t explain ✨

There is also many exercises in each chapter of the lessons.

You can check more about it from there official site ✨

Progate

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Happy coding you all 🫶🏻

enough reclaiming slurs, I think in 2023 we should reclaim nascar. they banned the confederate flag on all properties & their stance on lgbtq+ isn’t just performative bc in 2013 they fined a driver 10k for using a homophobic slur, condemned indiana in a statement for an anti lgbt law, and partnered w carolina’s lgbt+ chamber of conference in 2022. nascar was founded by anti-cop moonshiners/bootleggers who drove suped-up fords to out-run the police. #yaaascar

12.05.2025—late night studying. can’t believe there’s only 2 weeks left of the semester. truly wild