Does anybody else scripts in every dr that they speak like 15 languages?
My first success story about how I entered the void
Chasing the star
When I was about 6 or 7 I was standing and looking outside my window at night, it was about 11 or 12 am.
That night, I saw something special—or so I thought. A star split into two. As a child, I believed it was something rare and magical, something only I had witnessed. But I couldn’t tell my parents; they’d know I hadn’t been asleep.
Instead, I asked my kindergarten teacher. She was kind and gentle, and she told me a story that kept my innocence intact.
Those who see a splitting star are special, it a opportunity for a good luck, when you see a splitting star that divines into two it because one side is meant for you. As a gift. What you must do is go sleep and chase it. When you catch it hold it tight so it doesn't escape and when you wake up you'll have it in your hands.
That your good luck.
And as I child I believe this, and I did chase the star through my dreams. But from excitement I couldn't always sleep so I would pretend because I wanted to trick the star, I would close my eyes and stare into the dark and imagine chasing this star. I imagine myself flying and catching and it would feel peaceful.
As I child I didn't realise I was in a void state, a state of pure consciousness. And I would come back when I was sure I had my luck and I would fall asleep.
I was disappointed when I would wake up and not see the star in my hands but I still had so much luck so as I child I was sure I did caught it and got my luck but the star escaped back to it other half. I kept seeing stars split, so I believed my luck was always nearby.
Years later when I was about 13 or 14 I was in my literature class and we were reading a old story of a boy chasing a star after seeing it split. His grandfather had told him it was a sign of good fortune. That’s when I realized my teacher hadn’t made up the story—it was a tale passed down, reimagined for me.
However the act of chasing the star is what has put me into void state as I child because I believed I could leave my body through my dreams or before bed and go into the sky and catch a star.
So this is a confirmation that it not important what you do or what your intention is even, you can always enter the void in any way you can think of.
Don't limit yourself
One day without derealization in this reality gives me all the motivation I need to shift
Hii darling who send me a ask about harmony in shifting and returning to their original reality, the ask is a bit long so I'll answer like this
Yes you can absolutely return to this reality no matter how long you spend in your dr, the only reason why it feels different when you come back is because you just been to a different reality and some people take time to adjust to the chances. Even tho you haven't physically moved anywhere, your awareness (you) has so that why some people take time to adjust even if they are back in their cr. But it different for everyone so it may not be like that to you:) either way no need to worry!!!
WHY THE FUCK THIS HAS TO HAPPEN TO ME RIGHT NOW?- but they say when you change your perspective that when the miracles happen
HOW TO TURN YOUR DISADVANTAGES INTO ADVANTAGES
Instead of trying to reprogram your mind to get rid of your disadvantages why not just turn them into a advantages. I truly don't think anything is a problem when it comes to shifting if you just shift your perspective.
1. ╰┈➤“I’m overthinking everything right now.”
Use it as a DR spiral.
Instead of shutting it down, channel it. Start overthinking your DR. Spiral into the details.
“What’s the smell of my DR room? How does my s/o handwriting look like? What the last thing I seen before I went to bed last night in my DR?
Let your overthinking become a insight of your Dr in small details. Small details = deep connection.
2╰┈➤“My brain won’t shut up / I keep getting random thoughts.”
Let them.
Even if those thoughts have nothing to do with your DR, let them pass without resistance.
When you stop fighting your mind, it relaxes. And once you’re relaxed, your method flows more easily. Your thoughts don’t block the shift—they soften the space around it.
(I'm also a firm believer you can get into a void state by just yapping your brain away)
3╰┈➤“I feel bored / I want to stop / This is taking too long.”
→ Reframe it as a sign of closeness.
Affirm in your mind:
“I’m bored because I’m already there. My reality just hasn’t caught up yet.”
Because remember our senses are last thing that shifts. Boredom means you’re there— your awareness is already there.
Boredom isn’t a block—It’s neutrality, It’s how your DR self feels—calm, natural, already there.
4╰┈➤ “I got distracted / I forgot I was even doing the method.”
→ Celebrate it.
That’s literally ideal. A lot of accidently shifts happen when you stop obsessing and let your subconscious take the wheel. It not you who shifts you but your subconscious. And if you can, use it because distractions can bring you to detachment and help you shift.
5╰┈➤ “I fell asleep mid-method!”
→ That was the method.
You didn’t fail—you succeeded. Not only you can turn this into a "method" now by just shifting while you sleep with no effort, but let me tell you something everytime you think of being in your Dr before sleep or you wake it extra confused or maybe you got a dream of your Dr? It because you were there while your drself was asleep so you just woke up here but you actually were in your Dr the whole night.
6╰┈➤“My affirmations feel fake / repetitive / I can’t do them for long.”
That’s because they’re already true. Your brain is just bored of repeating what it already knows as true. It’s not resistance—it’s recognition. You’re not convincing your mind of anything, you’re remembering what’s already real.
You already are the version of you that has it all.
7╰┈➤“My DR feels too good to be true.”
→ That’s your CR conditioning talking
It’s not too good to be true. It’s too good to be false. Your DR feels like a fantasy only because CR trained you to accept less. Flip the script: your DR is suited specific for you.
8╰┈➤ "I'm putting my Dr on a pedestal"
okay and so what? People put good stuff in their life on pedestal all the time? That doesn't make it unreachable or unreasonable because they already have it. Just the same way you are already in your Dr. Reminder yourself that it okay to romanticise your Dr life because it still your life.
My biggest sign that I should take my own advice is that every time I look over my page I see angel numbers
Theres this ache in my chest that only shifting can heal
Thing I randomly manifested today:
Was in a fuck up situation where I was in different city and couldn't go home cuz the busses were not working properly&I was lost and I manifested in a minute or two that a bus randomly drove and stopped next to me and drove me directly home
Aslo manifested my voice back (I was so sick I couldn't speak at all for days)
The earth is one planet around one star amongs 400 billion stars in one galaxy amongst two trillion galaxies in a small patch of the universe
But if you think about what we are, everybody we're just collections of atoms. Some of them are old as time and everything else other then hydrogen in our bodies was made in stars, right?
So it all cooked over billions of years. And we're in this pattern that can think so suddenly.
You have a means which by universe understands and explores itself which is us.
And that sounds unlike when you put it like that, that you can have few things cooked in hearts of stars. You stick them together in a pattern and suddenly it has some ideas and it start writing music and arts.
And that quite difficult to comprehend, right?
But that's happened here.
And that questions becomes; Well on how many other worlds did that happen?
Isnt “star seed” and “star child” like an ableist way to deny someone is neurodivergent? I remember hearing a lot of autistic people and people with adhd say something along those lines
Hiii
So this is a good question to ask since I don't want anyone to take my post a wrong way. I'm writing this from my knowledge and what I found so far:)
What are star children: star children are people who are spiritual gifted and more sensitive/connected to spiritual world
So the star children at the start when they were called indigo children was not referring to people who are neurodivergent; however the "symptoms" (not really the right words) or signs of being a star child slightly aligned with symptoms of being neurodivergent because the approach to what a star child is, actually was incorrect.
From my research I found that because of those aligned "symptoms" between star children and neurodivergent children, that the children who are autistic/ADHD were neglected or that their needs were ignored because adults around them would put this label on them being a star child when in reality they were neurodivergent.
It created a bit of stigma around the whole star child thing.
I'm myself for very long time had done big research on autism since I have for years very big suspicious that I have it but I can't be diagnosed now so it still just a question thing. (I'm not self diagnosed since I want to get tested when I'm 18)
The term star child was not meant to be ableist or bring any harm to those children since it was never practically aimed at neurodivergent children (I didn't find any proof that it was made as a ablest term or to invalided people but sorry maybe if I missed something?) but a lot of people took it the wrong way and it caused harm.
When I used the term it because for me the sings of being a star child are mostly spiritual and not releted to being neurodivergent so I didn't want to make it offensive to anyone nor did I know at the time the connection that the word had with neurodivergent people. It very understandable that some people don't like term because of what effected it had on some people but for me being a star child is being very spiritually connected naturally and not actually symptoms of being neurodivergent.
(Or pretty much any physical symptoms since I think it more like having a gift of being more spiritually connected and not it actually having as much of a physical symptom)
Sorry if I offended anyone since I didn't have the indent but I wanted to clear this up a bit:)
I don't know what happened last night but I got into the void three times on accident