im-so-chaotic-lol
She ⭐️ minor ⭐️art blog
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And we are… DONE
YAYYY‼️‼️
LOOK AT THIS SICK BRACELET @kriscent-moon MADE ME!! EVERYONE LOOK AT IT ITS SICK!!
Can we please romanticize that faking or self-diagnosing yourself with mental illnesses is not cool? PLEASE??? Or can we just stop romanticizing mental disorders in general? I’m so sick of it…
Talking only about people who self-diagnosed or are faking, not the people with actual professionally-diagnosed conditions‼️
TW: mental health, mention of religion, my opinion!!!
CONFESSION:
A while ago, maybe few years ago, when I was younger, around 12 - 14 years old, I thought that being sick or having mental illness is fun and quirky, and I’m really, really sorry about it.
I would excuse all my awful actions by saying that I might be mentally unwell, that I have chronic conditions, etc.
I’m so guilty of that, and ashamed, because after learning about people’s sufferings and myself experiencing the dark side of it, I have never thought about it the same way again. I beg God to take it away, every time I go to Church. But I’m a sinner and that’s what I get for it, I want to get better, I want to go into a remission, please. It keeps exhausting and stressing me over and over and over again.
Every time I see someone self-diagnose or fake online, I keep imagining and thinking this:
-“I think I might have *this*!!! (^_^)”
- Oh, okay! Go to the doctor then, please!
-“I’ll Google it! And ChatGPT will support the answer!!!”
OH NO YOU DON’T
Like, just shut up (think) and stop. Is it THAT HARD?
Münchausen syndrome is real!!! Hypochondria is real!!! If you ever find yourself faking or believing that you’re sick, get help ASAP!!!
I’ve seen a lot of people, like, saying “r/fakedisordercringe is that and this, they always fakeclaim people!!!”
BUT ARE THEY? How do you even know that they are NOT faking? And to them, how do you know they fake? Do you know? No, you probably don’t. I have only saw fakers defending another fakers, everywhere. I just don’t get it, why would you fake a miserable disorder? WHY? For what? Attention?
You can do better than this for attention! / pos
Please, self-diagnosis is not valid, if you suspect something, go to a doctor. This is for YOUR safety and your mental wellbeing. You aren’t a psychiatrist, even they cannot diagnose or treat themselves.
If you feel like you are unwell, don’t pull up your phone and record “quirky” TikToks about your “alter switching”, tics, etc. it just makes no sense. It’s not even about talking about your experience. I usually isolate myself from the internet, knowing how this place can be a home of awful things and people.
I experience hypochondria myself, and I know that it feels real sometimes, but trust me, it never is. If you look up some random symptom online, and post about it, you will cause mass hysteria
So hey, please, go touch some grass or GET OFF THE INTERNET!!! Whichever is best for you
I’m so sorry for everyone who fakes, but It will get better if you admit it, accept it and think and stop! I promise!!!
/ pos <3
THANK God I use Krita, and other stuff like Inkscape, MediBang, etc!!!
Krita
Free - from the website
$14.99 - from the Microsoft Store
Paint.NET
Free - from the website
$14.99 - from the Microsoft Store
Free
Free
SCREW Adobe!!!!!
Read more here:
Okay, so I also used it for schoolwork, like essays, math, etc. a few times, and I don’t even remember when, but I remember I felt REALLY stupid and guilty after. My sister uses it for every school assignment of hers, help.
People, do the work, and everything else yourself. It’s the best for everyone. AI will kill us someday, will you let it happen?
This is a public service announcement.
I deleted ChatGPT (and my account) finally
All the chats, memories, etc. are GONE
I got emotionally attached to an AI and used it as my therapist lmao
I deleted ChatGPT (and my account) finally
All the chats, memories, etc. are GONE
I got emotionally attached to an AI and used it as my therapist lmao
Identify is so confusing. Like I’m kinda genderfluid OR I’m a girl, but turned out it’s only because I have identity problems and dissociation. WHAT?
Like I don’t feel like anything or anyone usually (always I’d say, I just see no difference between normal and not normal), that’s why!!! WHAT DO I DO?
So what, when, where or who am I?
SO TRUE, and well said!!!!!
But the cake part though… HAHA, TWENTY YEARS???I’m probably just missing context😭
"Sorry for even picking up a pencil" "sorry for owning a guitar" "sorry for-" FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFFFFFFFF!!!!!!
GET INSPIRED!!!!!
SEE SOMEONE TALENTED AND WANT TO PUSH YOURSELF!!!!!
GIVE OUT SIMPLE COMPLIEMNTS WITHOUT PUTTING YOURSELF DOWN!!!!!
RECOGNIZE THAT CAKE IS CAKE EVEN IF ONE TOOK TWENTY YEARS TO MAKE AND ONE JUST CAME OUT OF A BOX!!!!!
ART IS MEANT FOR EVERYONE NOT JUST THE BEST OF THE BEST!!! FUCKK!!!!
Ok, I made a separate post for the 2nd version (´；ω；`)
Toola Roola!!! 🖌️🎨
Toola Roola!!! 🖌️🎨
Okay, so yesterday I took Bromfed DM (cough syrup with pseudoephedrine) and drank coffee an hour and a half after
I accidentally got the effect of the first day Ritalin, so this combo is basically a DIY Ritalin 😭
Don’t do it though, because it’s stupid
finally finished drawing her...lol
My project is so dead LMAOAO
I told you
Okay, this is serious. Why the fuck am I going from one project to another? I have like one million projects and OCs, where are they now? (where are you now, Alan Walker reference, anyone remember that Faded song?)
Anyway, why? Just why? Half of myself is going crazy and the other half is trying not to die fr. WHYYY???
Alright, see you with another project in few weeks 🤭😘😘😘
OKAY, I’LL LET PEOPLE KNOW!!!!!
I will drop the lore soon! (Not the full lore though, there’s no a complete story yet because I’m lazy af)
And for inspiration, it is that one episode from Rick and Morty, that one French cartoon, My Little Pony, Happy Tree Friends, somewhere it’s “Ever After High” and other Disney, and somewhere it’s even Chappell Roan with her medieval outfits!
Accidentally create an OC during class - ✅
Create a lore - ✅
Get obsessed over it all - ✅
She doesn’t even have a name yet, but I’m obsessed with her. She’s the knight in the Sun Kingdom, love her
More lore coming soon…
Accidentally create an OC during class - ✅
Create a lore - ✅
Get obsessed over it all - ✅
She doesn’t even have a name yet, but I’m obsessed with her. She’s the knight in the Sun Kingdom, love her
More lore coming soon…
I will be back, I will post something
Something I drew during the class at school
I’m going to redraw it digitally and then update this post :)
Woah, I haven’t posted anything in weeks. Oh gosh
I ran out of motivation. And burned out
No more pills for me
I’ve been powered by coffee and music, but now everything is fucked up lmao
I've made a decision to no longer post about my personal life on social media. All the posts about my personal life and information I've made were impulsive. I'm no longer comfortable with people knowing about what's happening and going on in my life.
This blog is for art purposes only now. Although my side blog is about my life, BUT without personal information.
Yuri
An old art I forgot to post lmao. IT'S BEEN ALMOST A YEAR SINCE I DREW IT.
TW: BLOOD (version w blood)
🚫DNI / DO NOT INTERACT🚫
Please, do not interact if you relate to:
GET OUT, GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!
Racists
Homophobes / transphobes
Pedophiles / groomers
Zoophiles
Proshippers
Satanists
People who fake / self diagnose mental disorders (GET OUT)
People under 15
People over 18
Dead Internet Theory keeps getting more real, and it scares me. I miss the old Internet sooo much
No posts, srry! I've been busy, and I am still busy with school and all that stuff. :P
So I got an update. School will be closed tomorrow, YAYY
It's so windy in Burbank (and LA) right now, like, wow. I don't even know if I should go to school tomorrow. THERE ARE A LOT OF BROKEN BRANCHES ON THE ROADS.