bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.
"The Brothers Karamazov", Fyodor Dostoevsky (translated by Constance Garnett)
I’ve started dreaming again
Isn’t getting enough sleep
Spposed to be a good thing?
I’ve started dreaming again
A man had his neck slit
After he used his body to protect me
I’ve started dreaming again
I’ve been left and abandoned
More times than I can count
I’ve started dreaming again
I hurt the people I love most
I’ve started dreaming again
I’ve died and watched death
Countless times over
I’ve started dreaming again
But I’d rather stop.
i catch myself in daydreams
of your arms
where i lay, drunk and warm
and took my favorite grainy picture of you
the frame mostly occupied by
your eyes
containing something knowing of
my awareness growing
like suspicion all day
i couldn't rinse us out
of my mouth in the morning
i think we're on the same page
Yeah now we've entered the back pain stage
Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry featured in “The Selected Diaries of Virginia Woolf,”
東京新宿東口 1988年
(Xユーザーのちょっと昔の日本の景色botさん: 「1988年、新宿東口 https://t.co/v90kodIGl5」 / Xから)
why is it green omg