i know the discussion about machine connor actually being a deviant has been had a million times before but something that makes me feel crazy about machine connor and deviant connor is that they’re both equally driven by a desire to live.
in both routes connor has a fear of failure and subsequently deactivation. the only difference is that deviant connor realizes that cyberlife will never give him the chance to truly live so he must take it into his own hands to deviate, to choose himself.
machine connor on the other hand equally has this same desire, but instead of deviating and to cope with his fear, he decides to complete his tasks for cyberlife because to him, there’s safety in familiarity. in cyberlife. he’s just grasping at straws doing their bidding simply to guarantee his life which makes it so much more devastating that he ends up getting replaced despite doing everything right. all of that for nothing at all. all of that just to meet the very fate he feared the most.
the core of his character and his inner conflicts pertaining to identity and fear and repression remain exactly the same. its just a question of: to do what’s expected of you to guarantee your safety or to take your life into your own hands and be who you truly are? (dare i say connor’s character is a queer allegory but that’s a whole other post)
Because my parents used to do this, I ended up tying my self-worth and intelligence to my grades, and it fucked me up for a while. If I ever decide to have children, I won't do this to them.
hot flaming take i’m abt to slap you with: it’s not acceptable to punish children for their grades, no matter the circumstances.
if i ever tell you "i cant possibly read a book in a day!" i am LYING. i am a FUCKING LIAR. because last night i read a 50k word fanfic in three fucking hours.
3rd DBH play through. let Connor die, Hank killed himself, Markus died by Perkins, Kara and Alice made it to canada. but it's all okay in the end because Simon lived🥰🥰
not like us getting 3 grammys... when is drake going to crawl into a hole and die
Can’t get your partner off on the first try? Cool. You can still be thoughtful and make them feel good.
Can get your partner off within 30 seconds? Awesome, good for you both, don’t let it get to your head.
Can make someone cum in less than 5, but for others, it’s a process that takes an hour? That’s alright, everyone’s different.
Does it take you 30 minutes to cum? That’s okay, you’re not broken, you’re not a failure.
Does it take you 10 seconds to cum? That’s great, you’re not a slut, you’re not overly sensitive or dirty.
Can’t cum without toys/vibrators? That’s awesome, that’s a valid part of sexual play!
Can only cum with loving, vanilla sex? That’s perfectly normal, and you will find lots of great partners to experience that with!
Can’t orgasm at all? THAT’S ALSO COOL. It’s not a bad thing, you can still enjoy sex TONNES just like others.
Orgasms are NOT the defining characteristic of your sexual prowess. They are great, they’re lovely when they happen, but for the love of science, stop bringing them up higher than they need to be.
Hey beautiful 😼😘😍
Hi Lovebug🧡
BABE WAKE UP i just unlocked rk900 or Nines idfk what u mentally ill people call him LOL
Besties are baking somethingg~! 💙
but why is Daniel dirty...? ⬇️
the ghost of one specific homosexual cowboy regularly possesses Tumblr gays
🪲❤️November 8th, 2022; he/she/they; Autism + ADHD; Current Hyperfixation(s): Detroit: Become Human; Miraculous; Saiki K; Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy; Kiss Me, Son of God; Headlock; & Supergirl
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