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All Vanessa could do was nod. It wasnât her place to really question or need to know anymore than was being told to her. Vanessa purposely stayed out Athletics to avoid comparisons to her brothers and her little crush on the Dallas boy who lived down the block. The Hounds were known and the reputation of the kind of girls that appealed to them was legendary to the town coining a nickname for those kind of girls. Her father always warned what happened to those kind of girls.âItâs really not my business. You donât have to explain,â she explained, nonchalantly.Â
âWhat gave it away?â Vanessa was shy in the most traditional sense, but when it came performing Vanessa shined. She didnât need words or brains to try and impress people, just being in tune with her body was enough. Her movements said all her words were too shaken to say. âUnfortunately, ballerinas donât have the luxury of Wrestlers and Hockey players where all you have to do is bulk up and block. I tend to bake more than I actually get to enjoy,â Vanessa replied playfully.Â
And soon as the idea of other plans came up, Vanessa felt herself whimpering away a bit. If there was something he felt was more important to go to it felt better to give permission than to bee stood up. Or at least thatâs how she thought of it. âWe could meet after if you want?â Cheeks flushing immediately red as the words beautiful escaped her lips. âNo nickname needed. V or Nessa usually gets my attention.âÂ
He bit his lip, a nervous habit he picked up when he was younger. Not often did he get nervous with girls, but then again none of the girls that he was around were like vanessa. Not immediately trying anything she could to bed him, instead actually holding a conversation. She was quiet, but not in a weird way, it was endearing, it made him want to learn more. Dallas wanted to learn about her, get to know the girl hiding in the shadows. âBut I want you to know the truth, theres a million rumors surrounding the team and yet no one really knows the truth but us,âÂ
âNot saying anything,but youre tinier than most humans in the height department. And they tend to be able to be lifted in the air easier, and move lighter on their feet,â He spoke, the few amounts of dance knowledge he got from his siblings and cousins, âAnd theres not a lot of gymnasts around here, which is ironically made for smaller people based on the movements, but youd need a little but more muscle mass and calloused hands for that one,â he joked, before laughing lightly, âill give you, it does have its perks but we still have to be cautious of what we eat, not everything is made for healthy bulking. However, I was taught to never turn down baked goods from a known female,â sending a wink at her before smiling softly.
Dallas shook his head, âive been to more than enough team after parties, its always the same thing. Id rather spend time with my new best friend, get to know you better, and maybe introduce you to some fun spots around town,â Nodding at the nicknames, âTheyre nice, but I want something unique, something like,â pausing as he mused over the thoughts in his brain, âVanni,â
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She could see how off Kai looked, hell she looked the same underneath all he carefully placed makeup, but Vanessa couldnât find it within herself to find empathy. She wasnât there, but she had spent her ow time beating herself up literally and metaphorically trying to deal with it all. âStop it,â Vanessa replied firmly. âIâve been dealing with your bitchinâ and moaninâ for the past two weeks and Iâm sick of it. You know what it means to be a part of this family, heartbreak or not. If youâre not going to act accordingly, donât come.â
Right away Vanessa heard hints of their motherâs Souther draw in her voice, but she immediately shook it off; a face resembling their fatherâs apathy taking its place. âNo one is going to care that Mama died after this. People are going to assume we lost our mother to gang violence, drugs, or that sheâs doing time. So either honor Mama now or spend the rest of your life ruthlessly defending her. Either way youâre making an enemy of yourself in your home. She wouldnât want that.âÂ
Once their eyes met, Vanessa knew she had to hope strength. Though her eyes were blood shot, anyone who knew her not a singular tear was actually shedââjust rosy cheeks and slightly slowed movements were her guide. She followed in line, taking her place as the middle child between her brothers.Â
âYouâre going to regret this,â she whispered.
âPart of this familyâ he repeated back to himself as he spoke, a phrase he began getting used to hearing. Anytime he disagreed with a simple statement now, it was seen as disobeying his father and hed get the same lecture on how if he was a âpart of the familyâ then he would do as his older siblings did. Which in Kais mind, meant following along like a little puppy and hanging onto his every word. âYoure right I forgot mourning and recovery had a time limit, my apologies for burdening the great Vanessa Montgomery who tells people she has one brother,â And even at his age, he was as individual as they came, and to much of a mommas boy to worry about being in his fathers good graces. He knew he was always protected no matter how angry his father got, but now? He was out in the open, ready for the hunting and no one in his family or their friends were there to protect him and have his back, âeasy for you to say,â slipped through his lips before he had the time to process his thoughts.
âAh yes, the police chiefs wife in jail, doing drugs, or involved with a gang. Thatll really seal his legacy huh?â He hissed out before sighing for a moment, rubbing his face roughly. âLook, you keep up whatever picture perfect appearance you think you need to have. Unlike those two, and clearly yourself, I dont care if i show emotion. Everyone has an emotion, and everyone shares it in their way. Unfortunately for myself, I have three stone faced people surrounding me. Im gonna look out of place regardless if I speak or not, Id rather save myself the knowledge of knowing everyone saw me sobbing at my mothers coffin,â
He smiled and shook hands of the people who went by, nodding at some of words given his way. Already feeling to small for the group around them and wanting to slink to the corner with his mom, but unfortunately this would become his new normal. Being in the middle of the attention given to the Montgomery, regardless if they all knew the truth or not.
âHave you even thought to ask me what I want to do to honor Momma, or are you to busy pleasing dear old dad to care?â He whispered, before smiling at the gentleman in front of him.