Eternalberry Spa Day! [NON-Sexual Nudity!!]

Pure Vanilla was kinda sus for this too ngl

I’m a lesbian who loves writing gay men

I like writing fanfiction that I absolutely do not have the qualifications to write

I’m a lesbian virgin writing thousands of words of pure gay sex

It’s so freeing I’m having the time of my life so the moral of the story is if u want to write smthn u say “fuck it we ball” and u just do it

the desire to make categories and organize things is crazy. it's a second kind of lust

That’s not true I decided I am cool and that all the people I meet are cool and everyone is cool and no one is uncool because it’s not real anyway. I’m cool to myself I don’t need others to validate it. But this post is also real tbh

when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever

dj dave gahan after i request him to play kunst by kmfdm

Augh ough

归于虚无

immediately showering and furiously washing the blood off my hands after stabbing someone, not because i feel any guilt or remorse for what i did but because i have sensory issues