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blasting my silly little music and creating my silly little daydreams so i don’t lose my silly little mind

We don’t talk about her enough I fear

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Hey loves, My Name is Tia and I'm 19 year old university student :^). I'm doing A Major in HRM and Accounting. My pronouns are She/her. I found about the law of assumption and the void state last year may. I have entered the Void state( you can read about my void state experiences below) and manifested everything through the Law of assumption. This blog is dedicated to helping and giving you advice about the void state and law of assumption. Feel free to ask me about anything<3.

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Ethnicity : South Asian

Linktree - all my socials

Nationality : South African

Asks : Always open ♡

Status : Semi-active

My posts :

✧ Commanding your subconscious to wake you up in the void (tips) ✧

✧ How to enter/wake up in the void state instantly using the phrase method

✧ Yoga Nidra to enter the void within Minutes

✧ Void Affirmations to master the void state

I Am Meditation to enter void state ✧

Recommend void subs by me ✧

A Rant about the void and Reddit success story to motivate you ✧

How to know if you in the void state ?✧

Meditations to enter the void state and trance state ✧

A Helpful void tip ✧

Theta state for entering the void and shifting sub ✧

How to lucid dream ✧

My void experience♡

Affirmation tapes my anon used to enter the void state⋆ ☾

Delta waves to enter the void ⋆ ☾

Afformations to enter the void⋆ ☾

TM Meditation ⋆ ☾

How to enter the void effortlessly ( the Awake method)⋆ ☾

My Anons void success stories ➤

Void success 1 ⋆ ☾

Void success 2 ⋆ ☾

Void success 3 ⋆ ☾

Void success 4 ⋆ ☾

Void success 5 ⋆ ☾

Void success 6⋆ ☾

Void success 7 ⋆ ☾

Void success 8⋆ ☾

Void success 9⋆ ☾

Void success 10⋆ ☾

Void success 11 ⋆ ☾

Anons : 🥋,💜,🌈,🐚,🫧,💫.

she’s such a loser, i have got to fuck her

HE PUSHED HAZEL SOMEBODY HELP HER!!!!!!! SOMEBODY HELP HER!!!!!!!!!

Anyways I thought this was funny because some people think being masc = being super smooth and smexy and strong but Hazel is kind of a loser. I mean she’s still sexy. But she’s also a loser. I stand for loser bottom Hazel!!!!!!!

happy national boyfriend day! 👩🏽‍❤️‍💋‍👩🏻

LAW OF ASSUMPTION: 5 DAY GLOW UP CHALLENGE

(law of assumption!)

hello everyone, and welcome to my life glow up challenge. before we begin, let me preface this by saying this challenge is a tool. you can manifest instantly and it's not hard. this is something lighthearted and fun to try. you don't have to affirm 24/7 and that's not what I will be intructing you to do during this challenge.

I thought of this idea from a video I watched on YouTube a while ago. The creator described what she thought were 5 important categories of health. I decided to focus on one category and persist for 5 days! So I compiled a list of daily affirmations, as well as bonus affirmations!

I'm going to be starting day 1 of this challenge as soon as this is posted, but you can begin whenever you see this post!

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INSTRUCTIONS:

key word: instructions!

there are no RULES in manifesting, thus no rules in this challenge. It's simply a guide if you're looking for structure and for fun. these are just some things you may like to do/keep in mind. (Credit to @divineangelbee for the instructions idea from her self concept post - not sure if she meant it this way but that's how I interpreted it lmao )

PERSIST! persisting is just knowing creation is finished and not taking no for an answer. it is possible to manifest instantly, so of course you can manifest all this in 5 days! persisting doesn't take effort - it's easy, if you make it.

CONSUME CONCIOUSLY - I would avoid consuming excess manifesting content (besides this post, to see the daily affirmations ofc lmao). It's probably going to confuse you and you know the basics. (If you're unsure/want to go back to the bascics, check out @id18297 's post called Law of Assumption!)

AFFIRM HOWEVER LONG/OFTEN YOU DEEM NESSECARY - I'm not going to give you set times to affirm. You can affirm throughout the day, in the morning/night, etc. Saying each one once is enough. You can also command your suboncious instead of repeating the affirmations!

YOU CAN "CHEAT" - You can skip a day of affirming, skip over a certaint subject, etc, it's for fun! I just want to emphasize this so you guys know I'm not preaching affirming 24/7 lmao.

YOU CAN CHOOSE YOUR AFFIRMATIONS - It isn't required to use all the affirmations given or only the ones given. You could even use none of them and instead come up with your own for the given topic!

IMPORTANT:

After the first day, for example, you can still continue to use the day 1 affirmations and be persistent that you have what you previously affirmed for. You don't have to drop it as soon as the second day hits.

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DAY 1: PHYSICAL HEALTH

so for day one, we are going to focus on our physical beings as well as health. this means you can affirm for desired body/appearence (there will also be time to do this on day 2), health + wellness, etc.

Affirmations:

- I'm always motivated to work out

- Working out is enjoyable and easy

- I have amazing self disciplence

- I always feed my body healthy and filling foods

- I have lots of workout clothes, equipment, and workout buddies

(You can always visualize, command your subconcious, etc as well or by them selves!)

BONUS

personally, I wanted to revise being good at sports/that I've always been an athlete. so I'm going to visualize myself winning sports games + affirming for athelticism <3

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DAY 2: MENTAL HEALTH

day 2 is mental health, and I wanted to combine this with self concept. I think having a great self concept helps with how you view your reality and having a more positive perception of life. The affirmations will be focused on self love.

you can manifest your desired appearence on this day (remember, you can manifest anything you want on any day of this challenge because it's supposed to be fun!). I just hope you guys know that you don't have to change your appearance to love yourself/be happy. but if you desire an appearence change (like me), who am I to stop you.

Affirmations:

- I have so much self love

- I am my own competition

- I give myself the validation I need

- I am confident

- I am mentally at peace

- I have perfect mental health

BONUS

I'm going to include some self concept affirmations for you guys!

- I have the perfect self concept

- It's mine, it's done

- I know that I have everything I desire/everything I desire is coming to me

- My life is perfect

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DAY 3: SOCIAL HEALTH

I was way too eager and wanted to make this the day 3 focus!!

here are some affirmations from @r1lakkum4 's page!

BONUS

I thought the bonus could be affirming for popularity! I don't know the age of my followers so this may sound silly to some 😭

I am extremely popular

everyone loves me!

I'm so spoiled like a princess/prince/royalty

everyone wants to be my friend

I'm extremely social

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DAY 4: intellectual/academic health (?)

The reason why I included a question mark is because I wasn't sure what to call this. I'm going to interpret it as focusing on academics/making school life easier. The intellectual part will be in the bonus.

Affirmations:

- my school life is perfect

- I have so many friends in all of my classes

- I'm the top of my class and always get the best grades

- School is so easy for me and stress free

- I'm a master at every subject

- I'm extremely smart and intelligent

BONUS

If there is any skill you want to learn or hobby you want to take up, now's your chance! Maybe it's a sport, maybe it's singing, maybe it's artistic talent - whatever sparks your interest! I don't have any specific affirmations for this since it varies from person to person. Personally, I'm focusing on learning a language, and will be simply commanding my subconcious to be fluent in this language.

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DAY 5: SPIRITUAL HEALTH

the last day! spiritual health can be anything, it's however you define it. It can be something pretaining to your religion, working on your manifesting abilities, etc.

for the final day, I'm just going to be using one affirmation:

I am a master manifester!

that's the end of this lovely challenge! feel free to send me questions and RESULTS in my ask box! I may compile them in one big post when this challenge is over! love you all <333

IF YOU WANT TO MANIFEST INSTANTLY WORK ON YOUR SELF CONCEPT.

This morning i was in the car and i thought, i’m gonna affirm on my way to school just because. so i put on slade’s “i am” subliminal, and the whole 15 minutes on my way to school i affirmed things like i have perfect self concept, i’m a victim of lucky girl syndrome, i do nothing yet get everything, everything always works out for me, i’m the universe’s favorite, etc.

then when i was in 5th period today bored out of my mind i thought. let me check my messages, so i went on my family’s group chat and i saw my mom say this:

YALLLLLL I WAS SHOCKED. MIND YOU MY MOM WORKS FOR A NONPROFIT ORGANIZATION SO I WAS LIKE ?!!!? BUT IM SEEING BEYONCÉ ON SEPTEMBER FIRST FOR FREE😩😩.

this was the most random thing ever and i love it.

update

saw beyoncé. and i was absolutely in loveeeeee plus since we had access to a suite we had access to free food in the lounge and it was amazing although the steak was too rare for me. the hotdogs were good though.

i love the concert so much i booked tickets for the show on her birthday for my aunt and grandma too (me and my mom agreed that we had to see her again) . i couldn’t get the stage seats cuz it wa s last minute but i did get floor seats real close to the stage. which were closer than my suite so i’m happy. anyways yeah ✌️

ZONING OUT CHALLENGE TO ENTER VOID

Another challenge for y'all it's simple and effective and exactly how I enter void.

1. Get in a comfortable laying,sitting any position you feel more comfortable in.

2. Put on binaural beats or subs or songs anything you feel comfortable in.

3. Meditate for 10-15 min it doesn't have to 10-15 min just meditate until you start losing focus.

4. Once you start thinking random things just keep going,think about any random thing.

5. When you don't feel or hear anything then that's it honestly your in the void.✨🤯🎉.

I did some research and found the it's call trance state,and found some blogs and I realised it was similar to how I entered void through trance by zoning out,so I decided to make this challenge.

Edit: here is a post on trance state by @ghostfest if you want to know more about it. I forgot to put it💀

Milo~

Let go 'void' challenge 💖

this is a method to help you enter the empty state or the "void state" which is your pure consciousness first you need to know that the easiest way to reach your pure consciousness is by letting go and searching for your inner self. this method is how i entered the void its simple and easy.

relax and breathe you can count from 1-10 and focus on one body part (the top of your head or your shoulder..)

let any thoughts pass you dont need to think about them just focus on how relaxed you are and focus on imagining your empty state or "void"

pretend to fall asleep so when your body feels heavy and relaxed you can start affirming for pure consciousness

I recommend to do this with milos zoning out 🫧

thats it, cg you reached your pure consciousness!

College armin based off a fic my friend wrote !! 💙

Hi!! So, I really want to tap into the void/wake up in the void but I really don’t want to do all that extra stuff like listen to subliminals 24/7. I feel like that causes me to overthink and put too much pressure on the outcome. What’s your suggestion?

Ty! xo

If you’re not methodical which is what you’re showing then you don’t have to do methods babe. You’re more of an intent girl or a sleeping method girl, so explore that. (Also I use girl as general pronoun but if you’re uncomfortable with that pls correct me anon)

Intent is obviously the most simple method but since it seems so easy people don’t believe in it hence why it doesn’t work. I use to be the same until I programmed how I view method. I did this by starting over and relearning intention and you should do the same, it could benefit you !

Basically We set intentions everyday and we all know what they are but it’s overcomplicated .. so when we try to apply it to our desires we think it’s above us. So anytime you want to something mundane set an intention. Before you shower set an intention to go shower and then do it. If you drop something, set an intention to pick it up then pick it up, if you want to go to your kitchen, set an intention to go to your kitchen then go to your kitchen etc etc. then build your way up, set an intention to see a specific color car, or the traffic light that’s usually red when you go driving will be green, or set an intention to wake up a specific time in the middle of the night. Then build your way up until you’re confident in setting an intention and automatically receiving your desires. It worked wonders for me in not only conceptualizing the concept of intention, but also building my faith in mine. It’s such a fun and simple way to reprogram your mind and recognize how powerful you are without even realizing it and without the stress of worrying constantly because we do it everyday.

What’s the biggest way women fumble the bag?

Girls talk to much. Women who are actually dating men with money are getting the bag on the low and wouldn’t stoop to posting about their dates on Tiktok. A lot of girls will continue to fumble the bag because they’re too busy flexing instead of keeping their dating life under wraps like a sane person. We live in a day and age where if a celebrity slides in a girls DM’s, she’s posting it on Twitter for hundreds of people to see. Women are filming their dates while they’re out with a millionaire like a fan. Being a messy, attention seeking, unmysterious women is why not every women is going to have luck with this.

this actually is rewiring my brain as we speak

your desires come from the god within you. you don't know why you want that specific relationship, career, house, and life. you just do. the I AM in you wants to fulfill them. to be them.

if you're conditioning your desires, you're conditioning god. if you refuse to feel fulfillment because you don't feel worthy of it, you're taking the fulfillment from the god. you're telling the creator that it's not worthy of its creations.

the only way to please the god is to please yourself.

so mf close.

i have never been so mf close.

for about a week i had been feeling as though what i was doing for my manifesting was not enough. i had been on tumblr constantly looking for help. for something to click and yet i didn’t find it. i was very demotivated until today. this morning i had woken up and opened my gifts like other have done, i wanted to take a nap and so i did i laid down and was just imagining scenarios to fall asleep. that was until one of the was of my dream life. i imagined that i got my family everything they wanted; and i wanted to make this simple scenario a reality.

i’d been struggling with the void for about a year (i first found out about it through instagram), but i can never get it right. sure i did manifest things without the void but i’d always wanted to feel the relaxation that the state brings. i had tried almost everything i saw, subliminals, guided meditations, reprogramming your subconscious, and yet i didn’t get in nor did i like doing the methods.

but when i laid down i assured myself that i was doing everything right and tried to get into he void my own way. i had the closest attempt ever. my heart was beating fast my body felt nonexistent, my eyelids felt like they would fly open; so i tried to relax to focus more on affirming but i think that may be where i have gone wrong. but before i got the chance to retry i was told to get ready for my christmas party. BUT IT IS OKAYYYYY because now i know what works for me 🥰🥰🥰🥰

if tumblr isn’t enough, here’s a void success story from twitter🐣

cred @/angelsinluv444 on twitter

edit: link to the sub

fuzzy duck?

ducky fuzz

DOES HE FUCK?

FUCK, HE DOES

none of the gifs r mine

dm me if you know the owner(:

stud dykes in tank tops

re-reading the line in paradise kiss where yukari mentions that george never turn his back to her while they were sleeping 😭😭 IS THIS TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR

getting ready for…

       𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑

a winter post on getting through the winter flawlessly, warm, and cozily as a dream girl ♡ if you’re interested, look at my dream girl guides for summer and autumn!

my winter looks like traveling, cabin stays, new york, adventures and activities all the while staying cozy and warm inside surrounded by christmas lights, hot chocolate, candles, shopping music, and keeping to myself looking out my floor to ceiling windows with my books and loved one.

♡ table of contents

what does your ideal winter for this year look like? ideas, moodboards

physical: winter essentials, what to wear, beauty products, winter reads and bucket lists

mental: wellness, book recommendations

 ♡ what’s your ideal winter?

like i always say: you create the definition of dream girl and it can always change. so what does your ideal winter look like? 

have a balance of attending holiday parties, walks in the city to see the lights, indoor shopping and staying inside, in your cozy space while keeping warm with a hot beverage and a good movie/book!

♡ bucket list ideas

create a winter routine! make sure to get your daily fresh air, staying physically & social active and uplifted to stay away from the winter blues. wake up earlier.

pick up a new hobby

spend more time away from your phone

make it a priority to avoid isolation

go skiing, snowboarding, ice skating

attend a ballet/musical

go on late night drives

take a drive to see the christmas lights

attend or host holiday parties or small gatherings with loved ones. have a game night!

try new recipes, bake goodies

most important of all: follow your gut. keep your safety your #1 priority.

♡ cozy winter habits

christmas movie marathon

playing classical music

sitting by the fireplace

making your christmas wishlist

take up crochet and knitting. make a hat, scarf, headbands, book sleeve, etc!

donate old clothes and toys

playing in the snow

wearing fluffy socks

make a new year vision board 

movie nights

try new ways to make coffee, hot chocolate…

buying christmas themed pajamas. match with your pets.

reading winter books and classics

go on a youtube throwback binge and watch bethany mota and meredith foster’s old christmas videos

keep writing in your diary

shopping or browsing through the city and malls to take in the holiday atmosphere

candlelit bubble baths

turning on the radio to listen to christmas music

                        physical

♡ winter essentials

moisturizer. with the colder seasons come with drier skin. make sure to invest in a good heavy moisturizer that soaks into your skin well. recommendations below.

sunscreen. it doesn’t matter what the season is, spf will always be important! don’t forget your neck and hands.

a pretty blush of your choice

get a new signature scent for winter

candles

cute onesies 

classic pink silk robe

a cute winter mug for when you add in mini marshmallows + whip cream/sweet foam for your beverages

♡ outfit essentials + my personal favorites

chanel earmuffs

santinni “an affair to remember” + “roman holiday” + “an american in paris” coats

chloe betty boots 

a cute fur + puffy jacket

black vivienne westwood leather gloves

ralph lauren cable knit sweaters

baker boy/fiddler hats

mini skirts. yes. i said it.

demonia boots (vigilance/camel line)

fur mini bags

oversized scarfs!

knitted mini skirts

sam heidi bib puffer jacket

santinni “harlow” fur headband with bow

fur trim everything and anything. coats, boots, gloves, hats…

fur empty top hats

microfiber and leather ankle boots

leg warmers

tweed + knitted blazer and cardigan sets

moon boots

prada monolith combat boots

the arrivals moto jacket

bow tights

ugg earmuffs 

fleece tights that keep you warm and cute

hair bows and headbands

scarfs

sweater dresses will never not be my favorite

sunglasses

baggy denim 

half zip up pullovers

uggs (with bows) 

long trench coats + wool coatigans 

tote bags, small crossbodies 

trousers

the basics to layer. turtlenecks, mocknecks, wool crewnecks, leggings, long sleeves, thicker socks

and… the bear hat and scarf. i love it. don’t look at me.

                     beauty

♡ the colder weather calls for soft, sparkly and blushy looks!

blushed and flushed or nothing comes out in this post as well! the cold look is the absolute cutest.

glittery eyeshadow and highlighters

gradient lip combos

plum colored makeup looks for the holiday season

♡ beauty tips for the colder season

gear towards creams instead of gel moisturizers. creams are heavier, gel will hydrate your skin but it won’t last you through the whole day. you’ll eventually start your skin tightening and dry mid-day.

i always go through my sheet masks fast during the winter! run the extra serum on your neck, chest and hands.

Invest in face masks, a good face cream and lip product.

keep hand cream and lip balm on you!

 ♡ product recommendations

philosophy - snow angel, white cherry, and candy cane shower gel (or all of them tbh)

victoria secret - warm & cozy line

o’keeffe’s - working hands cream

fenty skin + dior addict lip oil

nature republic - fresh herb peach cleansing foam

laneige - cream skin toner & moisturizer

tatcha - the dewy skin cream, water cream, and overnight repair

amlactin - rapid relief restoring body cream

créme de la mer - ultra rich cream

etude house - soonjung 2x barrier intensive cream

kopari - ultra restore body butter

♡ nails 

pale, muted colors with decos! pinks, winter blues, nude, ombre, etc.

lots of deco and designs are my favorite

i usually go for coffin but with designs i love to recreate, long almond.

examples for both makeup and nails are in the photo above! ♡

♡ winter scent recommendations

voltaire zadig - this is her

ysl - mon paris

carolina herrera - good girl 

killian - angel share & love don’t be shy

fresh cream - warm cashmere

gucci - bamboo

chanel eau tendre

juliette has a gun - not a perfume

replica by the fireplace & jazz club

eilish - billie eilish

burberry - her

victoria secret - warm & cozy

              for the mind & soul

♡ reminders

keep up a routine and structure. switch it up when you feel called to. it can be hard when it’s cold and the days become darker but remember the feeling that comes with being active and getting things done.

take a list and write things down that you can enjoy in the winter and focusing on bringing more of it into your life for the season.

make yourself cozy and romanticize life! stock up on sweaters, get cute blankets, bake goods to enjoy and have your house smelling heavenly, play music in the background, and whatever your heart desires. 

♡ winter reads

sit by the fire or window, cuddled up in a blanket and dive into another world with bamb’s recommendations!

before the coffee gets cold - toshikazu kawaguchi

little women - louisa may alcott

murder on the orient express - agatha christie

one dark window - rach gillig

a christmas carol - charles dickens

the bear and the nightingale (winter trilogy) - katherine aden

sorrow and bliss - meg mason

sleepless nights - elizabeth hardwick

frankenstein - mary shelley

from lukov with love - mariana zapata

wuthering heights - emily bronte

six of crows and crooked kingdom - leigh bardugo

echo north - joanna ruth meyer

for the wolf - hannah whitten

disorientation - elaine hseigh cho

the winter duke - claire eliza bartlett

tinder - sally gardner

an unwanted guest - shari lapena

shiver - allie reynolds

the picture of dorian gray - oscar wilde

the overnight guest - heather gudenkauf

lapvona - ottessa moshfegh

murder for christmas - francis duncan

i want to die but i want to eat tteokbokki - baek sehee

behind closed doors - b.a paris

snow - orhan pamuk

the invisible life of addie larue - v.e schwab

lakesedge & forestfall (gothic fantasy duology)

- stay safe and cozy. kisses from bambi ♡

I’m on break now so i have plenty of energy to put into this 🫶🏾🫶🏾.

i’m manifesting…

- pink uggs

- desired hair

- bangles

- db

- straight A’s (i have straight B’s) but i want to revise past grades

- also tons of money (plus i saw this one thing where this person manifested that 1,000 dollars got transferred into her bank acc every hr, so imma do that too)

winter challenge (3 days)

❄️ | welcome to roselle's winter challenge, this is inspired by @zen-shu 48hc, in this challenge you can manifest anything you want, big, small, and basically your dream life before christmas! so feel free to send in your success story! and this is not compulsory but i would love if you made a post stating what your going to manifest etc. (this setup/layout is similar to halo's summer glow up challenge, so theres credit to her as well, this is kinda like the winter version, i am NOT copying her, i thought of this and saw similarity to the summer challenge.)

❄️ | the steps/what to do:

make a list of your desires

assume that you manifest within 3 or 4 days (depending)

live in the end and persist

❄️ | Affirmations you can use (you can use any):

-I always manifest within 3 days

-I got all my desires within 3 days

-it is so easy for me to manifest within 3 days

❄️ | resources to use:

-3 days or less subliminals

-my instant manifestation aff tape

-arianna grande "just like magic" (will make you feel powerful)

-any song that makes you feel powerful (can be used as a booster, to speed up results)

🌨 | what i manifested in this challenge (did this 1 week ago)

$500 from my parents (on the first day, i was soo surprised since they're kinda strict ngl)

going on a shopping spree with my friends

Long hair+cgi beauty

big doe eyes+ smooth hydrated lips

no school+no homework

revising 3 of my past tests

manifesting is super simple and easy! i know all of you can do this!

lots of love,

xoxo

-roselle 🧸💌✨

Rip to princess shuri but I'm different. If Namor had walked onto my shores, smiled at me like that, and asked me for an alliance, I would have simply married him and ruled the world together. I don't like kids but after he says "I bought the sun to my people" I would have had his water babies right then and there. I don't know how this girl ain't even gonna think about it for a minute smh.

he had me twirling my hair and shit in the movie theater

LMAO okay so i was trying the MABS (mind awake body asleep) method and my body was like dead but like i accidentally fell asleep and still woke up to a dead body. my shoulder hurts like a bitch too. n e ways imma do it again and not fall asleep this time

for anyone who has trouble knowing what the 4D actually means.

❗️this is all just my opinion and how i view the 4D and 3D ❗️

𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘓𝘖𝘈 𝘵𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘳 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘸 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘱𝘩𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘪’𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 “3𝘋” “4𝘋” “𝘌𝘐𝘠𝘗𝘖” “𝘷𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨” 𝘦𝘤𝘵. 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘸𝘢𝘴 3𝘋 𝘢𝘯𝘥 4𝘋.

𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 3𝘋 𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘸𝘯 5 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘴. 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 4𝘋 𝘪𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺/𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴. 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮 “𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺” 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘪, 𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺, 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘢 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘶𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘵. 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯’𝘵. 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘺.

𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘪𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮? (𝘪’𝘮 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘸 𝘥𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘧𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵) 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘪𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘪𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 “𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘭𝘺?” “𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘭𝘺 𝘯𝘰𝘸”. 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘧𝘭𝘺. 𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥, 𝘧𝘭𝘺.

𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 4𝘋 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘪𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵. 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵, 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘮𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘣𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘺, 𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘶𝘳𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 4𝘋; 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 3𝘋.

not manifesting related. a rant bc i’m pissed

i genuinely despise being on this school dance team bc wtf. i made plans to go to the movies to see black panther with my aunt and uncle around a month ago when i thought game season was gonna be over. now the team that has literally sucked for years all of a sudden makes it to the playoffs? and i told one of my coaches on MONDAY that i would have to leave early for these movie tickets i brought a month ago and now she wants to say that i can’t be allowed to leave the game early and to just take the day off and she’ll revisit the rules later??? so ya know what fuck it. i’ll cancel my plans that i’ve had for a month for some stupid ass game that my team will probably loose, just for some sport i ain’t been interested in for months. it’s not like i can quit either because i’m trying to prove a point.