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life tips

make yourself hard to kill

say fuck it we ball whenever something bad happens

if your therapist cant fix you you can make her worse

the bad kids + text posts: gorgug thistlespring edition

Sarenhale’s 3000+ followers giveaway! woo-hoo!

In order to celebrate me reaching 3000+ followers on my tumblr, I’m hosting a giveaway! 

The rules are simple:

Reblog this post on your blog!

The giveaway is made for followers only, so you have to be following me in order to enter! I assure you that, other than my art, I post great frog content, so you won’t be disappointed.

The giveaway starts on the 27th of august 2019 and ends on the 17th of september 2019. Entries after this date will not be considered!

I’ll choose the two winners randomly (via random.org) on the 18th of september and announce them on my blog!

I need a way to contact you in case you win, so heep your inbox or tumblr chat open and in sight! In order to avoid inactives or bots, I’ll give you a week to respond with your request in case you win, but if I’m not able to reach you, I’ll choose another winner! ( Keep your eyes peeled! )

The art shown as example is exactly what you’ll get in case you win! A full rendered portrait (oc or fanart) if you are the first winner, and a half body colored sketch (oc or fanart) in case you are the second winner. No other requests (fully rendered illustrations, fullbodies… etc) will be available this time, sorry!

And that’s about it! 

This is to thank everyone that has been supporting and following me, new or long-time follower. This is for you, guys! 

Oh jeez thats me

Calling it now: with how much world-building has gone into the Dream SMP and how active and huge the fandom has become, I FULLY expect one of you fanfiction writers will write a novel that goes viral and eventually will end up published with changed names and everything.

I’m putting all my faith on you guys!

Okay so I was thinking. All the people closest to Technoblade are on the verge of death.

Assuming he really does care about Tommy (and I think he does), that kid is on his last life, and he’s being perused by the owner of the server who has leverage over the both of them (the favor and the disks).

Philza is a hardcore player and therefore only ever had one life to begin with, and he just escaped house arrest. I don’t think anyone’s going to come for him? but he’s not exactly lacking in negative relationships.

Carl is an animal and therefore only has one life at all, no options for “non-canon deaths”

And Wilbur is literally already a ghost now with severe amnesia.

And it just makes me think. “Technoblade never dies” doesn’t sound so positive anymore.

Phil: It’s Christmas and you know what that means.

Tubbo: Everyone is going to try to kill each other at the dinner table?

Techno: The sweet release of death?

Wilbur: Getting drunk on my own while crying in the bathtub?

Tommy: The fact that I will only get coal from Santa?

Phil: I was going to say “ugly sweaters competition” but you know what? We’re going to therapy.

are. are keyboard smashes a thing. on tumblr.

so i was watching tommys stream right? and wilbur, like real life wilbur the person, brought up an interesting point. and that’s why is tommy lonely?

and i found that interesting because its a fair point. why is he lonely, especially from a writers perspective, which is what wilbur was asking from

because tommy is sad, theres no arguing about that. and he has ample reason to be sad, but to claim hes lonely is a different story. hes been visited by people almost everyday (mostly dream, but the others visit too, and also PM him) and also he keeps getting presents from people whenever they come and visit him

tubbo is basically the only person who hasn’t come to visit him, but wil also pointed out thats kind of a vapid reason for this extreme loneliness hes feelling, which is true

but i think its more the sudden lack of attention that tommys feeling. he, as a character, has essentially been the Main Character for the majority of the smp lore. yes, other characters have been important, but tommy has gotten used to being the centre of attention. hes gotten used to and dependent on the power of being ‘important’, and now that hes an option, for tubbo and for everyone else, he doesn’t know what to do (dream also fits into this in a way, but ill have to get into that in a different post lol)

hes realizing hes not the priority to other people, and im pretty sure thats just completely upended his worldview (remember, hes the “hero” that always comes out on top, that everything works out for) because hes facing consequences for his actions, and they suck. like they’re not fun

and its different from the first time, because now hes being exiled by himself, by his best friend, as a direct response to his actions, and people are just kinda going with it (its also a much more thorough exile than last time)

so its not that tommy doesn’t have friends, or that he is lonely because no ones isn’t visiting, or that people dislike him (which is an idea that he believes at this point), its that his ‘normal’ for how people treat him, and how they interact with him is so skewed that he only thinks people like him if he gets all of their attention and is their number one priority and is special. 

hes not used to this feeling of being by himself, and because he doesn’t know what it is, hes labelled it as loneliness

you punch nazis!

(requested by anonymous)

what if instead of having a fake name for internet personal-life purposes we could have a fake name for professional work-life purposes