Its-mattb34 - My Weird Side

I feel so worthless and ashamed I just want to walk away from everything and disappear completely

Looking for truckers to flash

WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

the north pole

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No one will see this but I absolutely hate the way I am the way I think the way I let certain people treat me like shit then if I say anything to them I'm the bad person I just want to walk outside and never look back the only reason I want to walk is so they can have my pickup it's the only reason they want me here I'm not stupid they think I am but I'm just holding everything in no sense of me saying anything to them they dont listen to me I'm such a dumbass for coming down here I've been here sense the end of December and they haven't even tried to help their situation I have a job right tell the end of fed and that's it I'm going home and they better not ever ask for my help again ever you cant help people that dont want to help themselves I just dont care anymore if I live or die

Maybe

Maybe I'm turning gay not having luck with women but three guys used me this year so far

I will always miss crawling into bed behind you and curling my face into your back, wrapping my arm around your chest, and pulling myself closer to you.