Asleep

Asleep

Part 2 of the “Call Out My Name” series

Inspired by the song “Asleep” by Emily Browning.

Translation: Dorogaya ↠ Dear

Asleep

“1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, arm! 2, 3, 4, 5-Stop!”

You abruptly halted your movements. Sweat glided down your skin as you lightly panted.

The Director got up from her seat and approached you, her features stern. She firmly, yet gently grabbed your face and turned it towards her.

“Where is your head right now?” She asked.

Her best student, her brightest most clever student, had nothing to say. Instead, the remains of the phoenix of a woman stared back at her. Empty eyes. Empty heart. As if there was any room for heart in this world.

She missed him.

And they missed their chance.

The Director sighed.

“Take a break, dorogaya.”

Asleep

You said nothing.

There was nothing to say.

So there the two of you sat in silence. At some point, John’s head nuzzled into your chest and your arms found your way around each other. You brushed your fingers through his onyx locks.

“I’m going to take a shower,” You whispered. “Are you staying?”

He looked up at you, his expression adorably timid.

“Do you want me to?” He asked quietly.

A tiny smile carved on to your face.

“You’ll be safe here. You know they lurk around at night.” You reasoned.

What you wanted to say was ‘Yes. Please stay.’ But that was too forward. You both had a lot of baggage to sort through.

You gently pat his back and stood up. John rose from his knees and up to his full height. The way he towered over your small frame still lit a flame in your depths.

“Make yourself at home.” You offered, turning and making your way to your bathroom.

“And by that, I mean clean up and get some fucking sleep. You look like shit.”

John rolled his eyes.

“Where do you want me to sleep?” He asked.

You shrugged.

“Wherever you want.” You said boldly before quickly encasing yourself in the bathroom and rushing to turn the shower on.

You let out a much needed huff.

“What am I doing?” You whispered to yourself.

Shaking your head and all the nerves off, you hastily stripped out of your clothes, threw your hair up, and entered the shower.

“Just relax,” You breathed as you squeezed a dollop of your favorite body wash onto your lilac loofah. You took your time scrubbing the grime of today’s job off. Nothing too life threatening, just a quick execution of someone who failed to fufill their end of a marker. It was quick, but the blood was expected.

John wasn’t expected though.

Naturally, you wanted to run into his arms. It was your instinct to. But circumstances were different. The both of you were different. His wife died for christ’s sake. He lost the last gift she gave him, his house, and he had just been through the fight of his life. He was a changed man.

When you exited your bathroom, John was passed out on the left side of your queen bed. He had stripped down to his black boxers and black undershirt. His face was now clean, presumably because he discovered your guest bathroom. He had left a generous amount of space for you, it even looked like he fluffed your pillows up a bit. You smiled softly, quietly climbing into bed and making yourself comfortable. The heat of him radiating on to your back gave you a sense of comfort. Your eyes had closed for a couple minutes when you felt him jolt. Thinking it was just a sleep-twitch, you rolled back over and closed your eyes once more. But when he jolted the second time, this time more violently, you quickly shoved the covers off of you and sat up on your knees.

“John.” You said softly as you gently shook him awake.

He only began to thrash more.

You shook him harder.

“John!” You said loudly.

The man next to you shot up, panicked dry heaves left his mouth as his eyes frantically darted across every surface of the room.

“Hey, hey, hey!” You yelped quickly, diverting his attention.

His chocolate eyes focused on you as you placed your hand on his heart, taking his and pplacing it on yours. An old technique the two of you had to calm each other down when you were younger.

“You’re home. You’re okay.” You whispered.

“I’m sorry I woke you up,” He panted, placing a hand on top of yours.

“It’s okay,” You assured. “You want to talk about it?”

John sighed and slumped back against the array of pillows.

“I don’t know what I’m going to do.” He admitted quietly.

You stared down at him with a frown on your face. You had never seen him so lost before. John was also sure of himself. Quiet, calculating. He moved in silence. Now he had hit a deadend.

“We could start by getting your dog back.” You offered.

“And how do you plan on doing that, Y/N?” He snarked.

You refrained from rolling your eyes. He was stressed.

“I’m not banned from the Continental, Jonathon. I have my ways.” You argued.

“Enlighten me.” John said, an intense gaze fixated on you.

“I..I have a hunch.” You began. “Winston shot you in the shoulder right? Kept shooting get you to fall off the roof but missed?”

John nodded, intrigued as to where your theory was headed to.

“He doesn’t miss, John. If he wanted you dead, he’d kill you in one shot. The head. And how much of a coincidence is it that you got tossed off right in front of one of the Bowery King’s goons? He knows that hotel more than anyone. Every. Single. Inch.”

“You’re saying he planned this?”

“You were thinking about killing her, were you not? The adjudicator.” You inquired.

John continued to eye you for a few moments before nodding slowly.

“Then Winston’s way was the only way. Get everyone off your back and let the news die down.” You affirmed.

“How are you going to get into the Continental and get my dog without causing a scene, Y/N?” He begged.

John grabbed your hand.

“Without killing yourself for me?”

Your eyes were firey as you stared at your ex lover.

“Because,” You spoke. “I’m the Athena.”

PART 3

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-But he would show Draco a little bit of affection, him being the Malfoy heir and such.

-You would be closer to Narcissa than Lucius.

-You’d probably call Lucius father because it’s more formal than dad. -Narcissa would probably be mum.

-Draco & you would go back and forth between best friends and worst enemies. -You’d be playing together and you take one of his toys. -This leads to a big argument involving tears and lots of immature name calling. -Eventually Narcissa would break it up and make you two apologise. -Not actually forgiving each other -Glaring at each other when your mum isn’t looking. -This could go on for weeks. -Eventually one of you cave (most likely Draco) and you’d give the other a flower from the garden, kinda like a white flag.

-Being friends with Dobby.

-Constantly trying to sneak him clothes.

-Which gets you a scolding from your father.

-Being nervous on the train to Hogwarts, worrying if you were going to be a Slytherin or not.

-Lucius would be disappointed if you were a Ravenclaw, mad if you were a Hufflepuff and probably lose his mind if you were a Gryffindor.

-He would give a courteous congratulations if you were a Slytherin.

-If you were in Slytherin you’d hang around Draco & his friends but not really liking Crabbe or Goyle.

-In the other houses, you’d probably be a loner because of your family name, but still hanging out with Draco and his friends every so often.

-Not being as rude as Draco.

-The main reason Draco was so rude was to please your father, eventually you gave up (especially if being sorted in another house).

-Also, since you spent a lot of time with your mum who had more of an open mind, your prejudice would be non-existent or not as strong.

-Less likely to join a quidditch team, even if you do love it.

-Partially because it was Draco’s thing and you didn’t want to steal his thunder and because you wouldn’t get along with your team mates as well.

-Rebelling.

-After giving up on trying to gain your fathers attention, you’d start to rebel for fun.

-If you were a Gryffindor, you’d be the Malfoy version of Sirius Black.

-Your room at home would be covered with red & gold with posters stuck on the wall of muggle things

-Wearing less dignified clothes.

-Nothing particularly slutty but more casual, so where your family were all wearing suits, you wear jeans and a top with a leather or denim jacket.

-If you were a Gryffindor, you’d probably dye your hair.

-It was a symbol of you being a Malfoy and it reminded you of what you had to be every time you looked at your reflection.

-Not dying it a natural colour, it’d be something fun to really drive your father crazy.

-Eventually, Lucius would disown you if you did all this.

-Becoming friendly with Hermione & Harry.

-Hermione would realise you weren’t like your brother, you didn’t judge people on Blood status and would NEVER use the ’m’ word.

-Her first talking to you in the library.

-You would be studying for the upcoming potions test and not understanding anything.

-Eventually, she ask if you needed help.

-Reluctantly, saying yes.

-After an hour or so, you would understand majority of it

-Going to her if you need help with homework and such.

-Harry & Ron calling her crazy for becoming friends with the enemies sister.

-After a lot of convincing, she’d get them to ease up on you.

-The first time you really spoke to Harry was the year of Umbridge.

-You would be crying in some hidden corner of the school when he stumbled across you, crying over your scared hand.

-He’d comfort you.

-And you’d apologise about everything on Draco behalf.

-Telling Harry about how Draco was when the two of you were younger.

-The next time you saw Hermione at the library, she invited you to join Dumbledore’s Army.

-Most people not trusting you, think you’d rat them out.

-Having trouble conjuring a Patronis.

-You haven’t exactly had the most joyous life.

-Eventually, you would conjure one.

-Using the memory of you, your mum and Draco cooking when you were little.

-Mrs Weasley inviting you over for Christmas.

-It would’ve been after Harry sending a letter to Sirius about you.

-Sirius would causally mention it when Molly was around and she decided to have you over.

-Mrs Weasley would fawn over you, saying you were too skinny and needed more food.

-Helping her in the kitchen as much as you can.

-Her dismissing you but you were just as stubborn.

-You ended up peeling potatoes manually and listening Mrs Wesley going on about when her children were little.

-Loving her stories.

-After much insisting on her part, you’d start calling Mrs Weasley, Molly.

-Most of the family being cautious around you.

-Until you comment on the twins pranks that they had pulled.

-Them being surprised when they found out you loved pranks.

-Especially when they hear about a prank you had pulled on Draco.

-Bonding with them as they tell you about their store.

-Winning over Ginny when you compliment her on hexing your brother.

-“I love him but he can be a total pain in the arse, I don’t know how you deal with so many of them.”

-Looking at your portrait on the Black family wall with horror.

-Laughing at Draco’s.

-Having long conversations with Sirius complaining about your families.

-You talked more than he did and you didn’t push him sensing he was uncomfortable with talking about it.

-Sirius noticing the parallels between your lives.

-Inviting you to stay with him during the summer.

-You wanting to agree but declining because you didn’t want to leave Draco.

-Most of the Order became protective over you.

-Even Ron starting to warm up to you.

-Going with them to the Ministry to save Sirius.

-He was like an uncle to you and you weren’t going to sit back and doing nothing.

-Lucius being surprised to see you there.

-Low key trying to avoid cursing you and not letting any of the other Death Eaters hurt you.

-You were still his daughter after all, even if you weren’t close.

-A part of him was ashamed of you for fighting for the other side.

Using the crutiatis curse on Bellatrix before she hurts Sirius.

-Not feeling guilty about it cause he was more family to you then he was.

-Officially being disowned after that.

-You and Harry going to live with Sirius after his name was cleared.

-Living in a house in the country where you could see the stars

-Draco refusing to talk to you, claiming you had betrayed him.

-Narcissa writing short letters every so often to check up on you.

-Helping the twins with their joke shop.

-Worrying about Draco the next year.

-Draco, still mad at you, bullies you a lot at the beginning of the year.

-Crying because of it.

-Him feeling bad after he sees you sobbing in a corridor.

-Slytherins now hate you.

-Or act like they do.

-Spending most of the time with Hermione.

-Bonding with Ron over not being invited to the Slug Club.

-Not caring as much as he does but at least he’s talking to you.

-Every so often breaking down about being disowned.

-Sirius being very supportive through letters.

-Punching Harry in the face after he curses Draco.

-“You even think about hurting my brother again, Voldemort will be the least of your problems.”

-Not leaving Draco’s side while he’s in the hospital wing.

-You just sit there for hours clutching his hand.

-Occasionally glaring at professors or Madame Pomfrey when they try to make you leave.

-Eventually they give up.

-Draco waking up to see you asleep on his beside in an incredibly uncomfortable position, your hands still holding onto his.

-Him waking you up when he tries to leave.

-Forcing him to tell you what’s happening.

-Draco telling you everything, while the two of you hold back tears.

- The death eaters getting in anyway.

-Persuading the Order to help Draco and you mum.

-Sirius helping you convincing them because Draco reminds him of Regulus.

-Going on missions for the Order the next year.

-You and Draco fighting together at the Battle of Hogwarts.

-Coming face to face with Bellatrix.

-She tried to kill you for being a traitor and you barely deflecting her spells.

-Lucius killing her before she could.

-After all you are his little girl.

-Even if he’s not good at showing it, Lucius loves you.

-Him giving you a really tight hug.

-You cry and beg for him to flee.

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