Sometimes, Not Being Part Of A Group Feels Really Bad..sometimes Not Being Asked Or Checked Upon Feels

I sometimes wonder, why do some people chose to stay in my life, even when I push them.

Sometimes you are OK. But other times, you have to be OK. You don't have a choice. You don't have time to crib about your problems. You just have to act according to the situation.

TW:SH (I'm just gonna vent here cause I've no one to talk to)

It's so toxic where i live rn my mom is driving me insane idk what to do I've no where to go and I'm not allowed to go anywhere either, idk why she hates that much i did nth wrong I've always tried to be just how she likes but she never liked me, idk how i didn't kill myself yet tbh, i can't cry in front of her either or else she's gonna get mad, I've hit my face a little too hard and it's looking like it's gonna bruise I don't wanna her to see it, idk what to do (sorry for the word vomit i just wanted to talk it out)

“If you can do what you do best and be happy, you’re further along in life than most people.”

— Leonardo DiCaprio (via thoughtkick)

Love is within you, if it is not, then develop it..Until you don't love yourself, you won't be able to love some else...

“It takes a long time to make love with someone who hates themselves.”

— Buddy Wakefield (via thoughtkick)

You aren't strong if you don't feel pain. It's a sign of weakness.

Abuse doesn’t make you ‘tough’, it makes it so when someone hurts you, you get a massive flashback to every time anyone has ever hurt you, you have to remove yourself from the situation to get a massive breakdown, you don’t get to react properly because you’re overwhelmed and unsure what’s real, and at the end of the day you’re filled with doubt over whether you feelings are all wrong and what amount of upset you’re allowed to be and you just sit there devastated asking yourself what is wrong with you and why can’t you be normal

“I have been staying awake at nights, wondering if I should tell you.”

— Unknown (via meineluft)

Shall I stop living or what? Coz lately I have been regretting every move of mine!