there are high profile rapists and paedophiles getting less attention because y'all like bullying women for the most minor of things whenever the white boys of the internet tell you to. do one expose on neil gaiman i dare you
the hardest pill to swallow . . if you don’t assume, it won’t work
this isn’t tough love. this isn’t a scolding. this is just the mechanics of reality. this isn’t about blame. it’s not your fault, but it is your responsibility (i saw this quote somewhere and i really liked it, anyway). reality is malleable, but only if you stop acting like you’re at its mercy. stop waiting for permission. stop refreshing the page, stop tapping the glass. it’s done. act accordingly.
consider your brain an old, glitchy computer, whirring in the corner of your psyche, choking on its own outdated code. your subconscious doesn’t know what’s real versus imagined, it only knows the instructions you give it. and if those instructions are “this isn’t happening, i don’t see it, i don’t believe it,” well, congratulations, the system registers that as the blueprint. and it prints that out. over and over. like a bureaucratic nightmare, a kafka novel of your own making.
this is not to say that doubt is failure, doubt is human, doubt is a thrum in the background of any great creation. but if doubt is the occasional rainstorm, belief is the structural integrity of the house. belief holds. belief carries. belief is the scaffolding between you and the impossible, and without it, you are just standing in an empty field, waiting for architecture to spontaneously occur.
there’s a reason schrodinger’s cat remains the most infuriating hypothetical in quantum mechanics, because the cat is both alive and dead until you open the box. the observer collapses the wave function. and in this case, you are the observer. if you don’t believe it, you keep the box shut. if you do believe it, the universe is already rearranging itself around your conviction.
this is not new-age drivel. this is not a vision board with a quote about perseverance peeling off in the humidity. this is physics. have you ever thought about someone, and then they text you five minutes later? that’s the speed at which reality moves when you don’t get in your own way. you didn’t sit there clutching your skull, willing them into existence, you just assumed, with ease, with god-tier nonchalance. and because you weren’t scrutinising the timeline like a detective with a corkboard and red string and bloodied eyes, the message came through. the only thing standing between you and everything you want is the way you react to its absence. the hand-wringing, the despair, the creeping doubt, it’s a full-time job, and it pays in absolutely nothing.
which brings me to my next point: trying. trying is the problem. trying implies effort, and effort implies resistance, and resistance is another way of saying “i don’t actually believe i have this.” and you know what people do when they have things? they stop worrying about whether they have them. a person in possession of an apple does not pace the room, clutching their chest, whimpering, “but do i really have it?” they just eat the apple.
and before you say, “but look at my reality, it’s contradicting me,” i will say this once, and you must etch it into your mind like scripture: reality is old news. what you are seeing is just a delayed projection of past assumptions. do not react to it. do not engage with it. it is a rerun of a show you no longer care about. the moment you stop feeding into the contradictions, they wither. the moment you accept that what you want is already done, reality will course-correct. until then, it is an echo chamber of your previous doubts. ignore it like it’s a tabloid headline about a scandal that never actually happened.
flip the switch. decide, assume, move forward. no more “manifesting,” no more “waiting.” you don’t wait for what’s already yours. you don’t question a chair’s ability to hold you up before sitting down. you don’t send a letter and then agonise over whether the mail system still exists. you assume. you know. and so it is.
and before the panic sets in, no, this does not mean you must be a perfect disciple of unwavering belief. doubt will creep in, as it always does. you will have moments of existential dread, of scrutinising, of muttering “but what if” into your hands at 2 a.m. this is fine. this is human. just don’t let it become the dominant narrative. there will be moments where you feel like you're nowhere, like your manifestations have abandoned you and you're left with nothing but the weight of your own effort. do not, under any circumstances, entertain this lie. i will personally resurrect the fear of god just to drill this into you: do not. what you do instead is cry a little, wipe your face, and then lock the fuck in, because i swear on everything, sometimes, all it takes is a stretch of nothing to summon an abundance of everything. let the doubt pass through like an intrusive thought you refuse to entertain, like a pigeon that landed in your cafe but is not, in fact, your problem.
maybe this reminds you of when the soviets tried to scientifically disprove intuition, only to realise they had unintentionally proved it instead. maybe this reminds you of every ghost story you’ve ever heard, how the only ones who see them are the ones who expect to.
anyways. it’s all already happening. your only job is to get out of the way.
Saturnians (Capricorn, Aquarius, Pushya, Anuradha, Uttara Bhadrapada) only like Solar people (Leo, Krittika, Uttara Phalguni, Uttara Ashadha) when they’re in their authenticity. Otherwise they act very strict towards Solar people when they aren’t embracing their purpose to shine, because they’re fake and they’re not wielding their purpose honestly. Saturn can see it clearly, just like Shani could see Surya clearly.
Saturn corrects Sun’s misuse of power. He is the darkness to Sun’s light, and he teaches Sun to be aware of his shadow. Otherwise Sun will not know what is important to shine a light on, and Sun will neglect the darkness when darkness is what makes him shine.
“Sun, your light inspires demons — yet darkness is what makes you shine. Wield your purpose like a weapon. You were meant to shine. That is your responsibility.” ✨
Demons are simply symbolic of uncontrolled, unconscious energy without any direction. It is Sun’s responsibility to give light and direction.
Purva Phalguni deals with demons and selling one’s soul because Venus (Lord of Asuras) + Sun is what illuminates and guides the demons out of people. Purva Phalguni is pure temptation, beginning to stir the lower centers in other people. Both men and women under this nakshatra are capable inspiring this temptation within other people. They will experience “bringing out the demons” of other people for these reasons, all by being themselves. The “evil” side of Purva Phalguni natives is that they can misuse this level of attraction to selfishly get what they desire out of people.
Uttara Phalguni has the same ability of churning the lower centers of other people, except it’s much more aggressive in its pursuit. It also causes spiritual enlightenment within others. It wields its ability to draw attention to make change, to set a strong foundation and pace themselves throughout the world. They guide & control the demons that came to Purva Phalguni for prosperity (alchemy—turning lemons to lemonade which is parallel to milking Kamadhenu, the wish-fulfilling cow woman). They learn to wield good vs evil, to embrace both sides at once, for the purpose of alchemy. This is why Mercury in Uttara Phalguni can be a very lucrative, wish-fulfilling placement, as Mercury rules Alchemy and Uttara Phalguni controls all of the elements (including the ether) to create something very wish-fulfilling. Uttara Phalguni is not afraid of the dark. The darkness is what makes it shine.
This is why I sometimes refer to the Phalgunis as the “Fruit of Temptation.”
* ੈ✩‧˚ STOP! WHEN MANIFESTING
STOP— OVERCOMPLICATING IT
Manifesting is literally so easy, and I wish more people understood that. You literally just assume you have it, persist for maybe even a few minutes, and boom. It's done, you have it. You don't NEED to listen to five different over-night 8 hour long subliminals paired with 30-paged overscripting and a $140-per reply coach. You really don't need to. I really dislike seeing people saying you 'need' to do xyz for it to happen. The law is thought-based, if you think it's done, it's done. Of course if you're new to the law, maybe it'll take more than a couple minutes. Just persist that you already have it, and you have it. It's done, stop doing all these things when you don't need to. As long as you stay in the end goal, it's yours.
STOP— RESONATING WITH EVERYTHING
Is it good to resonate with stuff? Yes, it can even boost the manifesting in certain cases, maybe even help you stay in the end goal. But not everything is something you HAVE to see as a sign. You don't HAVE to listen to every tarot reading, you don't HAVE to believe those initial videos. If you get icky feeling when you watch a video that goes against your desire, why would you want to resonate with that? Why are you letting that tiny thing put a pit in your stomach? Why are you letting someone or something so microscopic take control of your reality, your desire, and your power? Why would you let something as small as a fly dig thousands of holes in your head? At the end of the day, this is your reality. You don't have to resonate with anything you don't want to. They are not controlling your reality. You are. Keep that power and control.
STOP— GIVING AWAY YOUR POWER
Oh my glorious days, this kills me so much. This is kinda similar to what I said to the last one. NO ONE ELSE IS IN CONTROL OF YOUR REALITY BUT YOU. No your fav social media creator doesn't control if your manifestation happens or not, no the subliminal doesn't make you suddenly super powerful, no the yt video doesn't take you off the pedestal. There's a car and you are driving it. You wouldn't let someone take the wheel and swerve? So why are you letting things do that with your life? That's not it, YOU ARE IN CONTROL BECAUSE THIS IS YOUR REALITY.
STOP— CONTRADICTING YOUR THOUGHTS
OH MY BABY PANDA THIS IS WHAT KILLS ME THE MOST! If you already have it, WHY ARE YOU SAYING YOU DON'T HAVE IT?? LoA is about "LIVING IN THE END", why are you leaving the end to spiral, waver, and complain? Why man...? :(( You have to persist!! The 3D is the mirror of your head, you are controlling the mirror. You need to commit to the new story, stop jumping in and out. You'll only get hot and cold behavior. SP loves you? Yeah they do, keep that. You're so rich? Yeah you're right, keep it. Your body is the beauty standard? Yeah absolutely, don't think the opposite.
Okay that's all for this lil ramble, hope this helped you my loves! <3 -Blue
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How I shift/manifest *ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚
I would like to preface this by saying: This may not work for you, but if you want it to work for you then it can. Assume that it does and persist.
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I follow the Law Of Assumption, and although Neville Goddard is my favorite guide and teacher when it comes to it, I’ve added my own little twist to his teachings. And since everything I assume as fact is fact, my method perfectly works for me. It has no choice but to work.
My foundation for manifesting and shifting is the deeply rooted knowledge that I am limitless. That I am the endless awareness, projecting my desired state onto the 3D, and that everything physical is entirely flexible and conforms to my will. Once you understand that as fact, you have what you need to build your own desired method of manifesting/shifting.
Some examples: You can create spell jars/sigils to make your desired states physically manifest. You can make offerings to deities or pray to them. You can visualize, you can robotically affirm, you can do any of those fancy meditation methods.
What do I do? I choose what I want for my physical reality to show me, and when I want it, and then I intend for it to show up at that moment. Why does it work? Because I acknowledge that I have all the necessary information in the 4D already, and that the 3D is an instant, flexible reflection. Once again, it has no choice but to follow my instructions. And that’s it, it’s that simple.
Example: I would like to have 1000€. I can either intend to receive 1000€ in a week, or I can intend to awaken in a reality in which I’ve already received the money. Whatever works best.
The only thing you’d have to persist in is your foundation. There’s no need to spend any more time doing methods, affirming for something a dozen times, etc. you KNOW the physical reality is a reflection of yourself, you KNOW that time is a physical construct and therefore also entirely dependent on you, you KNOW that your physical reality aligns instantly, and you have the ability to choose a time buffer. You KNOW that you are truly infinite. So why make it more difficult? Just remember that, and choose which information you’d like to project!
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"𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐮𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐦𝐞, 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐮𝐞 𝐦𝐞."
⟶ saturn in astrology is the main commodity in the spirituality that governs karma that the child inherits from their father. saturn is the teacher in astrology and in Greek Belief, can be seen as kronus.
♱ if you don't know of kronus' story, he was told that a child of his would be able to inherit his status and over take him. thus, he began to eat his children, and when zeus was born, gaea fed him a stone a size of a child and hid zeus away until he was strong enough to take down his father and save his siblings.
♱ and after his take down of kronus, zeus inherited his father's status and began to rule mount olympus. in this lesson, we can see jupiter as the good you get after the defeat of inherited karma.
♱ we can see an example of kronus eating his children and zeus having the inherited karma to have many children.
SATURN IN THE SIGNS AND HOUSES ⬎
♇ SATURN IN ARIES/1H ⟶ father might've been someone who had too much of an ego, father might've been someone with a strong temper, and you having this saturn placement means you have to be someone who learns how to control your anger and even libido. this placement could indicate that your father might've been a lazy person and didnt strive for the potential he could've had, so now you have the responsibility of being someone "who has to make it", and even being someone who is pioneering and successful. could feel ashamed easily when you dont see yourself progressing in life. could also have the karma of being someone who thinks more clearly and not "do first and think later". your father also could've been overly dominant, so you have the karma of being someone who has to be less power-hungry.
♇ SATURN IN TAURUS/2H ⟶ father might've been someone who didnt know how to handle finances. might've been someone who spoke over people and dismissed the opinion of others. could've been someone who was too lazy to make money, and too stubborn. your father might've been someone who couldnt keep it in their pants as well, and wasnt really grateful for the things in his life. so you have to be someone who needs to find your value, a stable way to make money. having to be someone who is patient with other people, and even being close to your family members. this placement can imply that you could have the karma of being the one who is the money-maker in your family. could even have to find a healthy life style with food.
♇ SATURN IN GEMINI/3H ⟶ like the taurus/2h, your father might've been someone who spoke over people and didnt consider the opinions of others. your father might've been someone who spoke poorly behind other people's back and even might've stolen from other people. whether is be possessions and ideas. so you could have the karma of learning how to speak in a healthy way with other people, being someone who has to develop critical thinking and going through trials and tribulations where you are held accountable with much things you do. people with this placement might find themselves always going through something, so doing the most small ill thing to someone could cost you a lot. could go through a lot of stalling moments in life because you might have to rid of your two-faced ways. could also mean might find it hard coming up with ideas as you have to learn how to be original.
♇ SATURN IN CANCER/4H ⟶ this placement can imply that your father figure might've been someone who was distant with their family and even absent. might've been someone who was manipulative and not emotionally caring, your father figure might've been someone who didnt leave a legacy, so now you are finding yourself being the person who has to work towards greatness and leave a legacy and will for the descendants. and might even not want to have children because of how you were brought up. could have a fear of children or having a family. could have the karma of having to have a family and not repeat the same mistake as the father, doesnt need to be your own family. could be found family. this placement could also mean you have to learn to be emotionally intelligent and mature. if you want your own family, there's a lot of generational curses you have to stop.
♱ SATURN IN LEO/5H ⟶ saturn in the fifth house can imply that your father might've been into infidelity, could've been someone who wasnt as present in your childhood. with the leo influence, could be someone who might've restricted the fun out of other people, even their goals. could've been someone who was too arrogant and didnt care about the feelings of others. currently, you could be someone who could be struggling to reach your goals and knowing how to let loose. this placement could mean you could have the karma of not repeating bad habits onto your future children, if you do want some. or could have the karma of not getting into much relationship because "badness" normally comes out of it. might have to learn to not be controlling of others, and running away from romantic partners who could be very controlling.
♱ SATURN IN VIRGO/6H ⟶ similar to the 5h and leo section. this placement can insinuate that father might've been controlling towards other people, might've been someone who didnt care about their own health or the physical or mental health of others. might've been someone who allowed obstacles to stop them from reaching who they're supposed to be. now you could have the karma of having to overcome slothness, having to be someone who has to fight through much daily problems, and even having to be a health-freak because you could be someone who is easily sick. this placement can even indicate of having to suffer through bad co-workers.
♱ SATURN IN LIBRA/7H ⟶ once again, similar to 5h. saturn in both libra and in the seventh house could indicate that your father might've been someone who has destroyed homes and relationships. a player a cheat. could've been someone with a bad reputation, and might've been harsh and mean to other people. could've taken the advantage of other people as well. and for you, this could mean you could the karma of being someone who doesnt get into much relationships, or almost every relationship you get into is karmic. there could always be this circumstance where you always have to prove your goodness to other people, and meeting people who are unnecessarily mean to you. people from your father's past disliking you as well.
♱ SATURN IN SCORPIO/8H ⟶ your father might have been someone who was too overly dominant, might've taken stuff from other people and even abused their power onto other people. this placement could also mean your father might've been someone who was too intense and even too dangerous. so, with you, you have one of the biggest karmas compared to other people, having to learn how to stand up for yourself because sometimes you might feel like you can allow people to walk over you. having the karma of not getting inherited money and having to build that for yourself. could also mean could feel undervalued, and trying not to feel valued through sex and even drugs. this could mean you might attract lethal company, having to strengthen your discernment so you know who to run away from.
♇ SATURN IN SAGITTARIUS/9H ⟶ saturn being in either the ninth house or sagittarius shows that your father might've been someone who forced their beliefs onto you or other people. might've been over-domineering with their views in the world, and might've been someone who disappeared in your life a lot, or was just very immature. you could have the karma of going through a lot of things, might've met life's roughness and cruelty early in your life. you could the karma of struggling faith in others, yourself or even in your faith. could also be someone who might find it hard to debate with other people. so, knowing how to stand your ground could be something you had to learn.
♇ SATURN IN CAPRICORN/10H ⟶ saturn being in the tenth house shows that your father might've been someone who was disconnected from their responsibilities, could've been a dead beat. could have been someone who was controlling of other people's goals and careers, might've been a restrictive person in general, and might not even be really liked by the public, [or family community you belong to]. this could mean you have to make a lane for yourself, and even having to go through the burdens of having people misinterpret your character without even knowing who you are. having to feel like you have to work ten times harder than the people around you so your success and achievements could be acknowledged by other people. could also have the habit of wanting to get validation from other people. might feel like you get exiled by everyone one you know.
♇ SATURN IN AQUARIUS/11H ⟶ saturn being in the eleventh house or in aquarius means that your father might've been someone who didnt express their creativity. could've been someone who was considered a mean friend and even someone who was too conservative. might've been someone who looked down on other people, and might've been someone who detached themselves from other people all the time. so right now you could be someone who struggles to make friends or have a stable friendship group. could have to go through obstacles of friends who attempt to walk all over you, this can also mean you could be someone who struggles to express their self-identity, individuality and even creativity. being your own person is something you have to learn how to be.
♇ SATURN IN PISCES/12H ⟶ this placement could mean your father might've been someone who was disconnected with reality, might've projected onto too much people, might've jinxed themselves a lot. could've been someone who became obsessed with faith and might've been extreme to the people around him. could mean your father figure could have been someone who might've had struggles with drugs and alcohol. so you could be going through the karma of going through your own addictions, whether it be drugs, sex or money, could be someone who feels like you're exiled no matter where you go, so you have to go through this period of having to find your community, your tribe. being someone who doesnt get your hopes to high because life would hit you with reality all the time. could be someone who has to be idolising other people, chiefly people in your real life, because you could end up becoming disappointed with them.
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Hello Emma! Since you’ve shifted so much, has you shifting routine changed? How do you shift now?
the shifting routine of a girl who shifts (mostly) whenever she wants, craves, or desires.
shifting is not a performance. there is no audience. i am not standing in front of a tribunal presenting my case on why i deserve to be somewhere else. i am simply going there. this is not a trial. this is muscle memory. this is knowing the way home. it’s an instinct, like finding the light switch in the dark. i don’t have to prove i can do it. i just do it.
i shift before sleep (nothing against awake methods, but i like returning back to my cr right after waking up), usually between 11pm and 1am. not because those hours are mystical or drenched in folklore, but because that's when i’m least bothered. the world is quiet, my bed is a raft, and i’m not interested in staying here.
i don’t prepare. not really. i do not count down, do not recite an essay-length affirmation, do not negotiate with the laws of physics. i simply think: what if i am already there and just forgot? what if my senses just have to catch up? i am not convincing myself. i am remembering and questioning reality.
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some nights, there’s music in my headphones. sometimes, there’s just silence, the white noise of rain, the hum of the night. my plushies (yes. yes) are there, but not as relics or ritual objects, just soft, familiar things that happen to exist alongside me.
i do not wait for a sign, for the planets to align, for the atmosphere to give me a knowing nod. i decide, and then i go. like turning a page in a book i’ve already read. i know what happens next. the key is not waiting for permission to remember.
people ask . . ❛ how do you know it's working? how do you know you're going to shift? and i think, how do you know you’re going to fall asleep? you just do. you close your eyes. you stop trying to be awake. you just go. shifting is like that. you let go of this world’s grip.
you fall. you land.
routine is something that exists but doesn’t dictate. it's not the point. the point is the knowing. the ease. the way it happens when it happens because it was always going to happen. shifting is not a thesis to be defended, it is a place to be returned to. and i return, as i please.
I disappear sometimes bitch who cares
Just a speculation: if, one of the things that sun represents is energy and vitality in astrology, can that mean that what ever house the sun is placed in, the themes related to that house energises you or brings you vitality? For example: Sun in the 2nd house might feel energised when they have a stable and secure flow of money, quality time with family, trying out new food and being clear on your values or priorities.
Men often try to claim that pedophiles just become pedos because they were sexually abused as children, but if that were true most pedos would be women not men because most child sexual abuse victims are girls. Anyone who has a brain and a willingness to confront reality will realize that pedophilia is just a barely more extreme version of the average man's sexual preferences. Ask men what specific physical characteristics they find most attractive and 9/10 will say things like "I really like girls with cute high pitched voices, I really like girls who are a lot shorter than me, who have cute small button noses, who have big round eyes." The average man's ideal is basically just a child with boobs, and a lot of men are willing to forego the boobs if all the other characteristics he likes are present and really pronounced. That is why 99% of pedos are men.