PURE CONSCIOUSNESS: THE SOURCE WITHIN US ALL

i think peak historical fiction is when there is a random ass major historical figure but as a comedic relief side character. like geoffrey chaucer being a naked gambling addict in a knight’s tale or leonardo da vinci being cinderella’s fairy godmother in ever after. like. nothing can top that.

“Woman does not emerge from a man’s rib’s, not ever, it’s he who emerges from her womb.”

-Nizar Qabbani

One of the greatest lies of patriarchy is claiming framing the father as the lifegiver

"I assumed and nothing happened"..

⊹ ࣪ ˖ baby...sit, let me try to help.

WHAT THIS POST COVERS:

why you "assumed" and it "didn't work"

how you actually assume

what if your brain is overactive and "forcing you to check the 3d"? how to "fix" it

1. The Frustration of “I Assumed, But It’s Still Not Happening”

There it is. The frustration. The doubt creeping in, the whispered thought: But I did everything right. I assumed. I believed. And yet… nothing has changed.

You check the mirror—same face. You check your messages—no new texts from them. You check your reality—still the same, still ordinary, still not what you asked for.

And now, you’re wondering: Did I do something wrong? Did I mess it up? Is this all just fake, some elaborate trick I convinced myself of?

No, darling. You didn’t mess it up. But you are making one critical mistake:

You Never Actually Assumed. You Just Wished.

Let’s be honest with ourselves for a second. Did you assume… or did you hope? Did you decide it was yours… or did you wait to see proof before believing? Did you step into the mindset of someone who already has it… or did you just try to convince yourself for a few days and then panic when nothing changed?

Because here’s the thing—real assumption doesn’t waver.

It doesn’t wake up every morning checking for evidence like a nervous stock investor. It doesn’t crumble the second the 3D doesn’t instantly reflect back its desires. It doesn’t treat the unseen like it isn’t real.

If you planted a seed today, would you dig it up tomorrow to check if it’s growing? No. If you booked a flight for next week, would you panic every day, thinking, "What if the plane doesn’t exist?" No.

So why, when it comes to manifesting, do you refuse to trust?

2. What Real Assumption Actually Is

You don’t assume to “make” something happen. You assume because it’s already a fact.

Assumption is not:

A technique.

A method.

A way to “convince” reality to change.

Assumption is reality.

You aren’t trying to “believe” in something far away. You are stepping into what is already yours.

3. Step-by-Step Breakdown of How to Assume Properly

Step 1: Stop Trying to Control the 3D. The biggest mistake? You are still a slave to your senses.

You look for movement. You check your phone. You stare at your bank account. You analyze every little thing for signs that your manifestation is “working.”

And the second you don’t see proof? Doubt. Panic. Desperation.

Let me tell you something: The 3D is old news. What you see right now? It’s a reflection of your old thoughts, not your current assumptions.

Think of it like this: When you order something online, do you sit there anxiously refreshing the tracking page every five seconds? Do you assume it got lost in the mail just because it hasn’t arrived in an hour? No. You trust it’s coming.

Your manifestation works the same way.

You assume, and then you let go of the need to check.

Step 2: Become the Version of You That Already Has It. This is where most people mess up.

They say “I am rich,” but still panic when they check their bank balance. They say “I have shifted,” but still search for reality checks to confirm it. They say “I am loved,” but still stalk their SP’s social media, waiting for a sign.

So let me ask you: If you really had your desire right now, how would you act?

Would you be stressed about shifting if you had already shifted 100 times? Would you doubt your SP’s love if you were already together? Would you panic over money if you were already wealthy?

No. You would be calm. Certain. Done.

So do that now. Be that person now.

Stop acting like the version of you that doesn’t have it. Stop reacting to the 3D as if it holds any power over you. Stop feeding the version of you that still doubts.

Step 3: Make Your Assumption So Normal That You Forget You Even Wanted It. This is the part nobody talks about: Detachment is not forcing yourself to “let go.” Detachment is when you assume so deeply that you forget it was even something you desired in the first place.

Think about it:

Do you wake up every morning manifesting air to breathe? No, because you assume it’s always there. Do you worry about whether the sun will rise? No, because it’s just a fact of reality.

When you truly assume something, it becomes boring. You stop thinking about it constantly. You stop obsessing over when it will happen. You stop treating it like some miraculous event.

It just is. And when you reach that point? It manifests instantly.

4. Addressing the Persistent Doubters

Now, let’s talk about the people who are still unsure. Who feel stuck, who are thinking: "But what if it’s not working?"

Here’s the truth: If you’re still checking the 3D, you’re not fully assuming.

But Leonora I’m anxious! I can’t stop checking, it’s driving me mad! You’re not alone, and it’s okay. Let’s break it down, because we’re going to handle that right now.

Redirect Your Anxious Thoughts

Some of you can’t just stop overthinking. You try to suppress the thoughts, and they come back louder. So what do you do? You redirect them. Accept that anxiety is just an old habit.

Your brain has spent years, maybe even your whole life, doubting things. Expecting disappointment. Looking for evidence that things won’t work. Of course, it’s going to feel unnatural to just “assume.” You are rewiring years of conditioning. Your mind isn’t trying to sabotage you—it’s just clinging to what it knows. So when the thoughts come? Don’t panic. Don’t fight them. Just recognize them for what they are: old programming.

Say to yourself: “Ha, there it is. My brain trying to protect me with doubt again. That’s cute. But we’re doing things differently now.” Then move on. Don’t engage. Don’t spiral.

Use the “Lullaby” Technique

A super powerful trick for anxious minds:

Right before you fall asleep, affirm gently in your mind, like a lullaby. No intensity. No desperation. Just soft, sleepy, matter-of-fact affirmations. Example: “I already have it. It’s already mine. It’s happening so easily.”

Why does this work? Because your brain is most suggestible in that drowsy state. It absorbs things without resistance. If you do this consistently? Your subconscious will start to believe it on autopilot.

Give Your Mind a “Toy” to Play With

Your anxious brain is like a restless toddler. If you don’t give it something productive to focus on, it will cause chaos. So distract it. Give it a job. Instead of letting it spiral into doubt, tell it to focus on something that supports your assumption.

Daydream in extreme detail about having your desire. Write down your perfect reality like it’s already happened. Imagine a scene over and over until it feels realer than reality.

Your brain wants something to chew on. Feed it the right things.

Yes, your mind is loud. Yes, your doubts feel overwhelming. Yes, it’s hard to stop checking the 3D.

Change the Meaning of Checking the 3D

Some of you will check anyway. And that’s fine. But make it work for you.

If you look in the mirror and don’t see a change, say: “Well, that’s nice. That means the shift is happening behind the scenes.”

If you check your phone and don’t see a text, say: “Perfect. That means the next message will be exactly what I want.”

If you check your bank account and it’s not at 7 figures yet, say: “Obviously. The money is still finding its way to me in the best possible way.”

You get to assign meaning. So make it work in your favor.

Flood Your Brain with Certainty

Every time doubt comes up, respond with: “Oh, that’s funny. I literally already have it, though.” Say it with amusement. Laugh at how ridiculous the doubt is. Make assuming feel more normal than doubting.

5. The Final Truth: You Already Have It. Now Act Like It.

You’re still waiting for proof. That’s the problem. You wake up each morning and search for signs, watching the world like a detective looking for clues. You second-guess. You overthink. You try to “catch” reality shifting in your favor like it’s some slippery thing that might escape you.

But what if I told you that you already have it? No, not “on its way.” Not “manifesting in divine timing.” Now. Already. Yours.

Because the second you assume something is yours, it is. Your reality is shaped by your assumptions. You’re already living the life you assumed. The second you realize that, it will click.

And Here’s Your Final Reminder:

Stop waiting for proof. Stop doubting. Stop acting like your desires are fragile or out of reach.

You already have it. Now act like it.

Your mind, your doubts, your anxiety—none of it can stop you unless you let it. The second you stop chasing? That’s when everything shifts.

Hi, I'm new to this and I wanted to know if I have to affirm to enter the void when I feel the symptoms?

HI LOVELY.

So, when feeling symptoms, you have plenty of ways of inducing the void:

Simply affirming = "I'm the void" "I am in the void" "I am pure consciousness" "I allow myself to enter the void" or just simply say this "I am", you can use any affirmation.

Just visualize the blackness behind your eyelids = not wanting to affirm? Easy, just stare into the blackness of your eyelids and pretend it's actually the void. (Pretending means being at peace that you actually achieved it)

Not wanting that too? = Easy, just let yourself go and imagine whatever you want, silly little scenarios, daydreams, whatever to keep your body asleep and mind awake, you'll find yourself naturally slipping in no time.

Are you the type to Lucid dream a lot? = Use it to your advantage! After grounding yourself in the dream (touching the ground), simple affirm you're going to enter the void and bam you're in it.

Are you the type to get sleep paralysis? = Easy! When entering, push fear aside and tell yourself you're in the void, bam.

Don't wanna do all that and just wanna wake up in it? = ALSO YES, simply affirm before sleeping that you always wake up in the void aware.

HOPE I HELPED, MWAH.

Vedic astrology observations

Part 7

Feminine archetype and appearance focused

Preface

In general, yoni animals of big three(especially moon's) nakshatras play a huge role in how a person looks and what they embody. Two people who share one or more yoni animals in big three might look similar, even if all the nakshatras are different. Also, for example, if someone has Uttara Phalguni in big three, and another person has Krittika or Uttara Ashadha(other two sun nakshatras) and Uttara Bhadrapada(U.Phalguni's yoni match), then they will likely have similar appearances and nature too. Both of have them have a Sun nakshatra and a Cow yoni nakshatra in big three. This is one of the interesting ways to look at the bigger picture while interpreting.

Bharani girls/women look divine in high fantasy/period(especially medieval)/mythical inspired looks. Long hair, headbands/diadems, low contrast/ethereal coloring, dresses that show the body/skin but don't hug it tightly, flowy fabrics. Unique pieces in general are best for them. They should avoid modern trends that are too constricting and structured. Their faces tend to have a unique beauty too so they should think outside of what's generic to see their own true essence. Also, their eyes are usually the best part of their face, they have a look of anticipation, innocence and fire in them. Makeup should be serving that beauty of their eyes, and their lips have a unique shape too, the sides of it are pulled downwards, but they're rarely too thick. Too much makeup in general is detrimental to them. They should not be afraid to appear delicate. Everything about how Bharani women should be styled must be focused on embracing and nurturing their natural beauty. They really should not try too hard. Looks should fit the person, not the other way around, that is true for everyone but especially for Bharani girls/women.

Pushya, Uttara Phalguni, Uttara Bhadrapada, Revati(?), Krittika, Rohini and Mrigashira might feel good/look good in a "milkmaid" look/aesthetic. What's interesting is that all of these nakshatras are associated with cows. The first three nakshatras listed might embody that aesthetic more. One of Pushya's symbols is the cow udder, so is Revati's. Pushya's fully in Cancer, and has associations with milk and nurturing. Saturn has associations with agriculture. Uttara Bhadrapada is another Saturn ruled nakshatra and its yoni animal is the cow, although it might lean towards more etheral looks than the sheep/goat yoni Pushya, due to it being in Pisces. Uttara Phalguni's milkmaid look might be more earthy. Mrigashira and Rohini can sometimes wear this look, due to them being in Taurus. Three fourths of Krittika is also in Taurus, and it's another goat/sheep yoni nakshatra that has associations with nurturing, but not as much as Pushya.

^^ To expand on the Cow yonis from above, they look really good with braids(so does Mrigashira but for different reasons). Cow yonis should lean into "traditional",natural clothing. That really allows them to show their femininity. They look really good with their hair down and with clothes that are comfortable. Like, they might look the best with a hoodie or a simple jacket and slightly discheveled hair. Big ballgowns also look amazing on them, as well as regal attire. They also might wear/incorporate elements that has personal significance to them, usually in relation to their close loved ones/family/community, a family heirloom or something that shows where their loyalty lies. (Please tell me this makes sense)

Cat yonis usually have medium to high contrast coloring, especially Ashlesha. Eyeliner looks divine on them, so does lipstick, usually with a rich red or pink color. Punarvasu might look ethereal and perfect in softer shades though too. They're the ones from the two more likely to have low constrast in coloring. I'd say if Punarvasu is light pink, Ashlesha is red. Punarvasus also have mixed/warmer tones than Ashlesha. They both might look good in Silver but Punarvasus should also try wearing gold(Jupiter's color). Punarvasu might look amazing with no lipstick at all too, but lip gloss or moisturizer is still desirable. They both also usually have really nice skin. If not, taking care of its health might really transform their appearance. Lastly, I think these two nakshatras look better if they feel a certain sense of control over their lives😅😭 hear me out. Like how Cats usually bathe themselves(but still smell nice???😭) and have a private, sort of weird and adorable "self-care" routine, these women approach everything in a careful, gradual but determined way, and I think that they need to settle into certain ways of taking care of presenting themselves. They need to feel a sense of safety and assuredenss in it on some level. They need to feel neat and tidy.

Rat yonis on the other hand have low to medium contrast. Purva Phalguni might have lower constrast than Magha. They look best in gold rather than silver. Purva Phalguni is one of the nakshatras that can benefit from having and sticking to staple looks/pieces, so they should not be afraid to do that. Similar to Bharani, they should avoid excess makeup too, but if they truly enjoy something, no matter how camp it seems, then they should go for it, with some discernment. Overly controlled looks are also not the best for them. Maghas usually have bold/noticable hair and they should lean into it. Usually these people don't fuss about appearance in details, but rather go for big statement pieces, like a big gold bracelet or chuncky earrings.

Tiger yonis, unlike cow yonis, will benefit from trends/structured and modern looks. Chitra especially is the nakshatra that likes to fit into certain aesthetics, but I'd advise them to avoid natural looking clothes that fit Cow yonis so well. Instead they should go for tight tops, shorts, tighter dresses, punk rock, fitted garments. If Cow yonis look good in big ballgowns, Tiger Yonis should go for formal dresses that are not flared but still look classic. Vishkhas should wear smudged eyeliner(my opinion lol). A little intensity and fierceness looks really good on Vishakhas but they should avoid excess otherwise like plague. Chitras might have a liscence to overaccessorize sometimes but Vishakhas do not. Also, Chitras can lean into softer/coquettish aesthetics but Vishakhas should aim for something more simple but intense and fierce, and they should not be afraid to mix feminine and masculine elements.

Jyeshta women have a very specific look. Their eyes are rich and intense, usually brows and eyelashes help with the intensity. These women might look really good with earrings, especially round-shaped ones, or a round necklace, given that Jyeshta's symbol is a round talisman. Their eyes are deep and piercing, but not really sharp, their shape could be soft. They could also have doe eyes but the ones that have intelligence, wisdom and worldly depth reflected in them. Dark hair flatters these women a lot, especially if they have Jyeshta moon or ascendant, but that's not a rule. Overall their look is intense, mercurial but regal. Their image should showcase their integrity. Any clothing that seems a little too frivolous or childish is not for them. They could find that they enjoy wearing quality but comfortable pieces that look simple. They can definitely play around with style though, given that they're a Mercury nakshatra, and can look good in something more "excessive". However, I've noticed that, even then, Jyeshta women still prioritize minimalism on some level. If they wear something more "out there" it must be once in a while, just to symbolically display their power. A lot of the times their most excessive outfits are not that excessive to others.

Punarvasu might be another nakshatra that makes its female natives look good in longer dresses. It's a very feminine nakshatra, despite being ruled by a masculine planet. Generally, cat yonis have distinctive faces. Punarvasu, being the soft one out of those two nakshatras, as well as having connection to spirituality and "godhood", influences appearance in a very unique way. These women might benefit from wearing long, soft, flowly garments that cover the body, maybe even a cape or a veil pulled backwards, but the face should be visible. It gives a "divine", "goddess-like", supernatural element to their appearance, which is true to their essence.

Vanar yonis are another pair of nakshatras that are more ethereal looking. They should avoid compact/structured garments and should not be afraid to wear anything oversized, within reason. Shravanas generally tend to be a little longer and slimmer, due to it being in the Saturn-ruled Capricorn, but they don't have the Venusian fierce, Aphrodite look that Purva Ashadhas have. Instead, they're smoother and colder, almost too subdued/neutral than their yoni consorts. Purva Ashadhas can have a more robust bone structure and look "healthier", but their etheriality can have an "earthly"/material element to it unlike Shravana, if that makes sense. This is also the yoni type that can get away with wearing anything weird: the type of choices that make you scratch you head and think "why would anyone go for this" but they somehow look fine and sometimes even good on them. This applies to Shravanas more. Quirky makes them look and feel good. Vanar means "being from other dimensions". According to vedic, they live in forests. Their yoni animal is literally not an actual common "animal" as most think of them, although "Vanar" has been interpreted as "Monkey". It's not inaccurate exactly, since these natives usually do have slightly protruding ears(like elephant yonis) but I think tossing out the origin of the word leaves out an important association.

Rohini is the birth of Eve or the cosmic “woman” herself and Uttara Phalguni is her awakening. 🍎 🐍

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UPH moon Doja Cat’s “Woman” is my theme song for this nakshatra. In the video, she also dresses as the Tree of Life (another name for the Banyan tree). It’s the tree which Adam and Eve ate off in the Garden of Eden in order to maintain immortality. In Tuck Everlasting, UPH sun Alexis Bledel must make the decision to drink from a tree to become immortal so she can live with her love interest (played by a Krittika native) forever. Krittika is Adam, immortal in the Garden of Eden, and that’s EXACTLY how this book/movie captures him.

It takes his father, played by a UBP (the funeral cot) sun, to teach her that death is part of the Circle of Life and that no life is worth living if it cannot end. He tells her this so that she doesn’t choose to remain immortal and stuck as a girl forever. He persuades her to grow older and create her own life and to not hold her life back for a boy who will forever be stuck unaware in the Garden of Eden (Krittika = Adam’s birth). This plot says a lot about Uttara Phalguni women in my opinion, and how they won’t let themselves be held back by anything including men. It also connects to how this nakshatra is all about growing up and how these natives, as children, oftentimes need guidance to grow up, especially from outside of their own family (usually their fathers are not present in some way. Look at Simba & Will from the Fresh Prince).

The Tree of Life connects to amrita (the Elixir of Life; immortality). Aryaman is King of the Immortal Ancestors, who are only immortal because their consciences are embedded within their descendant’s DNA. This ultimately alludes to the fact that our ancestors are simply past versions of ourselves, which is seen directly in the incredibly Uttara Phalguni coded chow Avatar. Aang is Uttara Phalguni DOWN to the point where he learns to align his chakras. Aryaman is the ruler of the sevenfold path towards enlightenment. He essentially represents manhood or the path of the Arya as well.

Uttara Phalguni is pure life force energy in the first pada. In the last three padas, it is life force energy growing on Earth (6H). It is the soul within us all. The collective conscious. That’s why these natives appeal to many. They are relatable and highly sought after in terms of status, creativity, success and they are also desired by many. It is also why they set trends and are “milked” by the industry. Think of Doja, who has called herself a “cash cow.” She is the only female rapper to give Nicki Mnja credit on a song outside of Megan. They’re both UPH moon. UPH is the beneficiary of the ancestor’s fruits. The descendant who inherits fruits from previous generations. Doja has even said this on “Attention.” Think of how Britney Spears was the first real, modern archetype of a “pop star.” After her era was over, it was Nicki Minaj who became the pop/rap mogul that created trends and styles that the masses highly enjoyed mimicking. These women’s consciousness are so creative and powerful that they create personas that the world loves to mimick and take inspiration from. That’s why they are the BLUEPRINT along with Krittika & UA. For every generation (UPH= generations) there is a famous Uttara Phalguni woman who enters the spotlight and amazes the masses with her unique identity and creativity which then churns their respective industry and inspires the world.

"Teaching my son so cook so your daughters cooking won't impress him" teaching my son to do do laundry so he expects your daughter to iron his socks"

Teaching my daughter her worth so she never furnishes your crusty sons empty apartment.

Teaching my daughter to earn her own money so she can divorce your son and take his kids.

Teaching my daughter about consent so she will ruin your sons career.

You don’t have to act like the 3D has changed

Yes, read that again and again and again. It is 100% true.

You’re not meant to gaslight yourself and deny the 3D. You must accept that’s how THAT reality will go and that’s also NOT YOUR reality. Having a knowing of that creates disconnection between the old story and who you truly are. Not having a knowing of that and constantly worrying about it and fearing it makes you connected to your old story. Stop worrying about stuff (3D) that has nothing to do with you.

You have nothing to change but self. What I mean by that is change where your mind is at, not your thoughts. Your thoughts and mind are two different things/parts. As long as you change self it must externalize. There is nothing to change or create but your mind, you’re not creating nothing in the 3D because it is already done in your mind, only your mind matters nothing else.

People of Ashlesha Nakshatra often display a profound sense of attachment to things they love, forming strong emotional bonds that influence their interactions and relationships. This intrinsic need for connection can lead to behaviors that may seem overprotective or controlling. Ashlesha natives seek to safeguard their emotional ties, which may be rooted in past experiences of loss or abandonment.

Consequently, Ashlesha natives may respond defensively in situations that threaten these connections, resulting in feelings of insecurity and anxiety. While stemming from genuine concern, their protective instincts can sometimes lead to misunderstandings or conflicts with those around them.

The emotional intensity typical of Ashlesha Nakshatra individuals can occasionally drive them to exhibit aggressive or unkind behavior when they feel their attachments are at risk. This tendency often arises not from a desire to harm others, but from a fear of loss that urges them to defend their relationships or material attachments at all costs. Such reactions can alienate others, making it difficult for the Ashlesha individual and their loved ones to navigate the complexities of their emotional dynamics.

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