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if I have to thank for not having an especific placement would’ve been lilith in the 4th house cause dammmn

Hey can you talk about lilith in the 4H please

LILITH IN THE 4TH HOUSE

Lilith is a place where we are extremely sharp and pick up on the hidden undercurrents. You quickly pick up on what goes on in your own family and in other families. You can sense whos the spider of the web and who the matriarch are. You could feels a strong desire to become a mom or the opposite scared of being a mom, or both at the same time. A lot of people with this placement are the black sheep of the family. Your mother might be manipulative or even mean. She could be someone whos been through a lot of pain in her life that spills over onto you. The women in your bloodline might have experienced a lot of trauma and might even beef with eachother. You have seen the dark side of women very early. In some people with this placement Ive seen the mother turning the family members against eachother for example. This doesnt have to be the biological mother btw it can also be a stepmom. A lot of bitchy and rude women in the family.

The home might be a uncomfortable place for you so people with this placement often spend a lot of time outside the home. Might also have moved around a lot which gives a feeling of not having a real home. With this placement its important to be careful when renting an apartment from someone because ive seen a lot of chaos surrounding homes here. Also if you are buying a house or an apartment get everything checked. Because lilith being shady energy wherever she is. You might buy an apartment only to later find its filled with mold or something.

Femininity might be a sensitive topic and you might have some issues with women or people who act to feminine. You might also have some insecurities over your breasts, Ive seen a lot of people with Lilith here who have a boob job at some point. Your mom might have had her own issues with femininity so she might have shamed you for it or for your body.

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★Pile 1★ Energy check: Ok, so many different messages came through. First, if you are someone who is too much invested into beauty, almost obsessed kind of. Buying products, constant comparison or feeling as if you are not beautiful enough. Someone here could online shop a lot. However, it seems like you are awakening almost, coming out of this energy. Some people here are either engaged or married or celebrating good things, positive things happening for them. You have moved on from a mental hell hole, a toxic person, a toxic situation, and chosen yourself. You have changed. Many of you could be starting your own streams of income. You may also be in a contemplative mode after all this darkness, you've seen things, especially with some masculine energy, or consequences of your own masculine energy which seemed impulsive. You are being asked to let go of any man, any energy like this, there is so much good for you, so much that you cannot even imagine. You need to transmute that light you got from the darkness you've gone through pile 1. There is someone coming in who would love you like its their only job. Either it is your family, a sibling or even a lover. You are going to form a community, a fraternity of a kind almost, especially online if you choose to talk about your struggles.

Messages from spirit: Time to show yourself some love. Time to take it easy. Its almost like taking it from that cold, learning hard lessons, Saturnian energy, to that self caring, relaxing, unwinding, venusian energy. Cozy up, watch a show, do some art. Unhappy about some parts of yours? totally fine, change it. Do that clay mask, do what feels right. Stop imposing toxic restrictions on yourself, that toxic positivity almost, if you do not like/want someone or something, change it, leave it, you are never obliged. Remove that obligation. You want to build something? Take it easy, take it kind to the heart way and do not hustle or grind like that. You've already seen stuff, you need to stop being in that feeling and shift your energy for a fast, almost steady growth. Enjoy what you do, Pile 1. You can take it easy and that would just increase your work flow, your desire to grow, and you can still see fast progress. You would still win. Let go of those walls that trauma caused you to build. You are not supposed to feel hard and heavy in your mind to prove yourself that you are being serious, or working hard. There is a lot of unlearning to do, especially from trauma. Use that feminine energy now. As seen in the energy check, some of you could be in a distorted masculine energy and one of the things we do when we are like that is refuse help, do everything on our own to the point of burn out, become impulsive and more reliant on only what we see. Your intuition could have told you something but maybe you did not listen, but this time you have to use your intuition more. I am hearing "Sit back and relax, watch things unfold". Some of you could possibly be avoiding the truth your intuition was telling because you were afraid of some kind of heartbreak that comes with the truth, but truth sets you free, Pile 1. You may hear from someone, especially in regards to either a past romantic situation, or from a potential financial gain. Eitherways, let your intuition guide you for the right answers. But remember, this is the time for renewal. Anything that comes back from the past is just teaching you to use your intuition again. There are life changing opportunities coming for you, but the question is, are you willing to choose an unfamiliar heaven over a familiar hell?

★Pile 2★ Energy check: Someone here could very well be the sweet person, kind. But a lot of you may struggle with boundaries or may delude yourself into thinking its not that serious, when it is that serious actually. Aries/Libra axis/placements coming through. There is a problem asserting boundaries and dealing with people. Many of you here could be insecure, especially with being photogenic? skin issues? Some of you may be here from pile 1. You probably were too reliant on other people, external validation and that may have led you down the hell in some way. Some of you here could also be too dependent on external advices, I am also hearing toxic spirituality maybe those shady tarot readings that are ego strokes or some toxic manifestation hole. You may also have been led on by someone who you thought was wonderful, but turned out to be a love bomber, an immature person. I am hearing "unpleasant melody", maybe you are learning how to sync yourself more to the tune of life, how to actually accept life and understand that sometimes things do not get our way. You may have been rejected recently from a place or person which you thought was impossible almost. Some of you could be listening to sad songs a lot. You need to move forward, you think it was injustice, what happened with you, but it will just take you forward and build your characters in ways you cannot imagine, the person who has everything on your Pinterest boards. You are so fertile. You have so much potential but you are using all your energy at wrong places, and it is the time to withdraw these energies. Stop relying too much on information outside, seek self enquiry. Try reading "Ramana Maharashi" and his philosophy and teachings, that should help. There is something about activating that South Node/Ketu in your chart. That independent, wisdom and wise energy. You are ignoring your lessons it seems, but it will just take a glance, just some awareness to the past that you must do and something would click.

Messages from spirit: Its time to decenter everything outside of you, just for a moment. You need to stop taking advices, and start "giving" them because you do not see how far you've come. You do not seem to learn from the mistakes, the techniques you have used to make it out of situations. Stop giving people who were unkind to you some excuse to be that way. It is time to withdraw and do a lot of inner work. There is a wise, extremely compassionate person who lives inside of you, but you would need to do a lot of decentering, a lot of inner work, an inner shift to be able to embody them. You need to define your values, you need to tell yourself what you expect and what you don't and what are your non negotiables. You need to choose your battles wisely, let go of people and things and jobs that do not serve you and you know it in your soul but you accommodate with them just because they are practical. I am over and over seeing need for a lot of self reflection here pile 2. Seems you are too in the flow, in the moment that you have almost disconnected from your own higher self and spirit. I would suggest meditating to ocean music and let the downloads come through. What occupies your mind when you are silent? What are you purposefully ignoring or not addressing? Hmm, makes sense why I was hearing Aries for you, you need to embody that Aries energy. You need to be self enforcing. The month of April should be important for you. You need to set yourself free.

★Pile 3★ Energy check: Very very clearly, someone here has an anxious-avoidant attachment style. Some could also be mourning a loss, especially of something the tied down their feelings to. You were attached to this situation or this outcome. Its giving this feeling of "I knew it won't happen, I know it won't happen" but its almost a mechanism to avoid the truth of your feelings. A mechanism to feel less sad when something happens that was not what you wanted. Some of you here could also be going down the path of thinking "my negative feelings manifested this". There could also be avoidant attachment styles manifesting in breakup dreams about your partner, or even what you wanted in a career or some result. You could be doing too many tarot readings, feeling anxious about the outcome. Some of you here could also be spending a lot of money and time and energy on self grooming and self care. You are a very passionate person, and very very attractive to people (idk why did that come through). You need to learn that you would be fine if that person left because you would get someone new because you are so wonderful, you need to learn that you would find your fire and passion for something new if you got rejected from that job or result. There is a need to relax, unwind and have that "I am fine either way" mindset. I am giving you a confirmation that if you faced a rejection in the recent days, its not a reflection of your caliber, it was divinely led for you, it was supposed to be like that. The lessons you acquired along the way would move you on the right path, for your highest good. Your angels, and spirits are holding your hands, you are holding your own hand whether you realize it or not and you are being led to somewhere much better than your imagination, it was divinely transpired.

Messages from spirit: No doubt that the first card that came out was strength. Spirit wants you to know that you have infinite potential, you are a powerhouse and you can do anything you want. Do not back down, do not feel disappointed. There is so much more for you to come. Feel all your emotions, do not suppress them, do not feel bad for feeling like a loser, but most importantly, after all of this you NEED to pick yourself up, you need to move forward because otherwise, it would be a waste of energy and potential. Do what you can with what you have available, give it all the thought but act on it, do not sit idle or give up entirely. I am not sure how this resonates with you, but you are meant to be in charge. You are meant to be a boss, an entrepreneur, a figure of authority. You are meant to lead your energy, and other people around you. If it was a connection, then know that a connection with someone is just meant to empower you and not hold you back. If you feel your paths are closed, its almost like you have never seen the possibility beyond the options you were stuck on some one thing, almost a tunnel vision. It is time to move beyond that. The world is big and there is so much beyond your imagination that you have never seen or cannot even think of because you just limited yourself. Those limits are gone for good now. Now, when you set out to explore other possibilities because you refuse to give up, you would be surprised with all that was possible for you all along and what you kept on tying yourself to. Its almost like your knowledge was limited to silver as the most precious stone, but now you see platinum and diamonds and golds, all you had never seen before. There is so much hope for you Pile 3. You would be led down that path for good, it will happen. Especially self discovery along all these wonderful things. You will succeed its inevitable, you would get things better than you anticipated. Only condition? Do not stop and fall a victim.

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Kim Gordon – Sonic Youth at Kiev, Ukraine, April 14, 1989

MYSTERIOUS SKIN (2004) dir. Gregg Araki

How i recognise the rising signs:

Aries rising: look intimidating at first glance. Talks fast, walks fast, easy to irritate. Looks younger than they are

Taurus rising: if 'earth' was a person. Looks mature, pretty and calm

Gemini rising: angular face, have a beautiful voice. Either very loud or very quiet. Very blunt.

Cancer rising: looks sweet and caring. Soft features. Calm voice.

Leo rising: loud, seems eccentric and vain but usually is not. Beautiful hair.

Virgo rising: way too calm. Doesn't talk much. Looks like they're analysing you for no reason.

Libra rising: pretty, flirty, great talker, sweet. Looks younger than their age.

Scorpio rising: mysteriously calm. Sexual energy. Rbf

Sagittarius rising: tall and easy to spot wherever they go.

Capricorn rising: prominent bone structure. Look like they take no bullshit. Intimidating.

Aquarius rising: all over the place, chaotic, slow, and unique.

Pisces rising: pretty eyes, sleepy or glassy eyes. Looks feminine, usually very pretty.

HOW THE MOON SIGNS ACT WHEN THEY LOVE YOU pt. 2

cancer moon/4h

ultimate cuddlers!!!

this is really biased and feral but i feel like people are here for the tea??

although i think they can be extremely sweet and loving, my opinion remains the same: not all cancers are to be trusted. i think it’s heavenly to be in their good graces, but i also feel like the closer you get, the harder it becomes to be genuinely accepted by them. that is, of course, if they don’t see you as fully deserving of their love. i have yet to be in a relationship with a cancer sun/moon that gives me their full trust. i always feel like they’re frugal with their love towards me. their intentions seem a little hmmm unclear? like they will not speak up about something they don’t accept about you but slowly, in their hearts, they turn away from you??

i am of course speaking solely from my experience. moon is at home in cancer, embodying the archetype of Demeter — the goddess of fertility. when Demeter gets back her beloved daughter, she blesses the whole earth with months of fertile spring. however, when things don’t go her way and Persephone returns to Hades, everyone has to suffer from her sadness during the barren winter months.

if they perceive you as a really worthy partner, they will spoil you with affection. nevertheless, i’d rather not get the short end of their stick!

leo moon/5h

leos have this innate need to feel proud of their lovers. potential partners should possess the it factor about them, da special sparkle. this also applies to their friends! it makes sense, as the sun in them shines so bright, they want their people to illuminate as brightly.

i believe their standards are even higher than virgos’ or capricorns’ and it’s not talked about enough! leos will not engage with just anyone! they have this splash of royalty in them, they can sense a weak self-esteem from a mile.

they want to be able to talk and talk and boast about you. and they want you to make them feel like the only girl in the world.

but here’s the clue. if they feel like you’ve become too boring, their loyalty won’t let them break up with you but slowly the flames stop burning. i’ve seen this happen in a leo moon-taurus moon relationship which makes sense, as taurus prefers persistent, daily acts of service that build a steady, reliable love over time, whereas leo lives for the drama, for the promise of an eternal love, big displays of affection, achieving greatness together.

i’m so sorry if this sounds harsh. i find leo placements to be lovely, all the people i hold dearest to me have them (it’s my descendant sign!). they’re so so open and warm, nearly everything is easy with them.

scorpio moon/8h

i need a scorpio moon friend right. now.

they seem like small, adorable babies who will give up everything for the true, devoted love. their feelings’ depth knows no bounds. extremely loyal, obsessive in the best way possible, what they seek in the other person is a safe haven to hide all their emotions in.

they’re portrayed as very secretive and closed off, even manipulative, but inside they are dying to show somebody their real self. because yeah, behind the darkness there is a small sleepy kitten i feel like.

also here’s the thing: they didn’t choose the darkness, it chose them. their intensity is draining for you, but it’s them who have to deal with it non stop. their emotions are turbulent and it’s often hard to be peaceful, but if you’re willing to accept them as they are and share your own darkest vulnerabilities, they’re yours forever.

aquarius moon/11h

these natives are the best of friends that you could ever wish for! they’re extremely invested in their friend groups, always making sure to initiate contact and check in. they need this as much as they need to breathe and eat! as we know, aquarius is traditionally ruled by saturn, so maybe that’s why they act like glue, keeping their friendships alive, not letting the bonds fall apart as they often sadly do without proper nourishing!

in this situation though, a hierarchy is formed and, sorry to inform the hoes, you come after bros :((.

these guys can be so unpredictable with their feelings i guess there’s no formula on how to get them. i would say befriend them first and then be eccentric enough to still spark the electric interest, the one that they seek in potential partners.

what’s worth noting is the fact that aquarius is a fixed sign, so whatever their quirks may be, they ultimately are loyal and devoted. they are a great paradox and even if they seem detached, they pay attention to their surroundings. whom they need is a persona as big as theirs, someone that shares their passion for the world and everything it has to offer, preferably concerned with big ideas and humanitarian causes. they notice magic in the mundane so their spouse needs to be special as well! when they find you and you find them, you become their person.

the bond they create with lovers might seem unusual to those of more traditional views. aquarius natives need their time away and a lot of solo time to detach and recharge. however, in turn, they will blow your mind with extraordinary thoughts and you will never look at life the same!

Mysterious Skin (2004), dir. Gregg Araki

The Degree of your Ascendant & How You’re Perceived (Part 1)

Aries degree (1º, 13º, 25º):

You give off true Mars energy with the way you approach life. You chase after your goals and you’re never really concerned about what other people think of you. These people live by the motto “No Risk, No Reward,” they will take those risks that other people would be too scared to do. These people have a drive like no other when they wish to accomplish something. They will put themselves in dangerous situations as a means to get what they want or sometimes just for the fun of it because there is a rush that they get from knowing they could’ve gotten caught but they were able to get away with it.

Taurus degree (2º, 14º, 26º):

You have an elegant presence about you. It could be the way you carry yourself and the clothes you wear. You may receive a lot of compliments on your looks because there’s something so effortlessly beautiful about you. These are the type of people that have a very specific aesthetic that they don’t usually stray from. They have an easygoing vibe that makes people feel safe in their presence and they could be overindulgent in Venus-related things that give them pleasure such as spending a lot of money on beauty products, Spa days, good food, frequent trips to the nail salon— basically anything that makes them feel good.

Gemini degree (3º, 15º, 27º):

You can pretty much talk to anyone about anything. These people have such colorful personalities that they can take the most mundane topics and have the most engaging conversations about them because they are blessed with the gift of gab. It’s very rare you will find these people at a loss for words and I wanna say it’s even more rare that you’ll catch people with this placement being serious. They are just lighthearted people and they love taking in new information. They may have a lot of connections and can float between different friend groups. If some drama went down and you wanna know the tea, these are the people to ask because they can’t help but to be in the know.

Cancer degree (4º, 16º, 28º):

You’re more of a homebody because there’s privacy (emotionally & physically) and it’s just what you’re most comfortable with. You really only talk to your close friends and family that you trust on a daily basis, especially about personal matters. But even then, it’s like you just go through the motions on your own because it’s not always easy for you to say how you feel so sometimes the people around you may not know what side of you they’re gonna get. However, you take care of your loved ones by cooking meals for them, purchasing and/or hand making cute gifts, and being a shoulder for them to cry on whenever they need.