I Would Love To Write A Novel About My Teenage Years, But I Feel So Insecure That No One Would Be Interested

attraction-spicy astrology observations

1st house venus - naturally enchanting, perceived as beautiful and attracts opposite sex easily, very positively alluring.

1st house pluto/scorpio rising - deep and intense, when involved with one there's plenty of sexual attraction and forbidden chemistry that exudes from them. very influential and persuasive.

libra moon - charming and witty, flirtatious and knows how to dig deeper to make you like them more. easy to create emotional attraction to them.

moon in 4th - private and a hidden gem, selectively tempting to those who they can see deep connection with.

pluto in 7th - brings lots of change and transformation to their partners. socially accepted as a very intimidating beauty. very high awareness of their promiscuous behavior. hidden or even open admirers.

pluto-venus/mars aspects - powerful feminine and powerful masculine, wouldn't see it unless you get to know them. very domineering individuals, prefers to have the upper hand always.

lilith-ascendant aspects - can be sexualized even overly by others, can attract dislike because their magnetism is so strong. radiates a very 1 of 1 energy, extremely forward and confident in their sexuality.

lilith-venus/pluto aspects - very desirable by other people, always knows what they want and have a good sense of control over themselves. they really are if looks could kill.

jupiter/venus in 8th - captivating and fancied for their understanding of other's needs. a guilty pleasure; people drawn to their mystery & tempting image, desired in secret.

mercury-venus/moon apects - flirty mouths, openly complemented on their bodies or demeanor. has a sultry & calm voice.

taurus/libra mars - can have pretty private parts, (mars represents our reproductive organs, blood, energy). sidenote: taurus mars might prefer slow oral and dirty talk in the bedroom, libra mars prefers switching it up and grabbing/grabbed by the thighs.

capricorn mars - capricorn is exalted here, very expressive in sexual act, puts pressure and loves to take control. likes to be on top, especially if it's a man, usually goes for more submissive women, and if it's a woman, she goes for men who are more domineering than her.

pisces in jupiter/venus/mars - pretty shlongs/kittys.

sun-venus/moon aspects (especially if sun, venus, or moon is in 10th/5th) - might like to take photos of their lady parts or be recognized for their lady parts.

8th house stellium - prominent scorpion energy; seems inexplicably fascinating upon coming across them. there's an intensity that is not easily breakable; this suspicion makes them seem so out of reach when they're next to you.

venus in 12th - attracts secret admirers, stalkers, people dream of them a lot and even daydream about them. they see and are seen through rose-colored lenses, and you wouldn't even come to realize it.

sun in 8th/scorpio sun - very obvious, masters of sexual charm, very goodlooking and has attractive energy.

virgo mars/ 6th house mars - very submissive and carries themselves with a very "pure"-like energy which can attract very suspicious people. be careful of people who want to use you.

sagittarius mars/ascendants - tend to have thicker legs.

capricorn venus - loves to have their chins and hands touched, likes to make their partner go on their knees for them.

uranus in 12th - has kinks that they prefer to hide and has very unique ways of giving pleasure. might like to drizzle on oddly specific body parts or likes to use toys, chains, foreplay.

saturn-mars aspects - loves it slow & steady, likes to be the one being in authority in the bedroom. might like utilizing their fingers in their partner.

4th house mars - might enjoy having their breasts, nipples, stomach kissed or played with.

mercury-jupiter aspects - likes talking their partner through it during oral.

12th house mars - prefer to be submissive and do a lot of spitting, especially on their lower parts or on their partner.

9th house mars - likes men/women from different ethnicities/cultures/backgrounds, might even travel a lot just to see different people.

risng/mars in degrees of taurus, libra, leo, capricorn, gemini - might like to accessorize themselves with jewelry or try to enhance their bodies in some way to appear more luxurious. (belly buttons, tattoos, piercings, bracelets, necklaces, nail polish, rings, etc). material gwoorls.

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The Lovers

Kaja Horvat, 2024

NOSFERATU (2024) — dir. Robert Eggers

What placements indicade your parents/relatives (siblings, grandparents, uncles, cousins so on) been your biggest opps/haters) ? Also i am sending my love and support to the people that can relate to this question trust me your real family is the one you bild!/creat as an adult (friends +lover+ comunitys in real life and online, also local charity places ) keep ya heads up bitches you are NEVER alone 💪

Unfortunately im one of the people who relate to this and I have my IC aspecting Mars so my relatives were my first bullies. But other than Mars aspecting IC Ive seen this with Pluto, Chiron, Lilith, Saturn or Mars in the 4th house, 3rd house, 10th house or aspecting Moon or IC.

And you are so right about the fact that your real family is the one you create as an adult!🫶

Venus/Pluto/Lilith in air houses 3rd, 7th, 11th house/or in air signs/Mercury in the 6th/8th/12th house/Mercury - Neptune aspects:

The best feeling 🪽

35 years ago

Kim Gordon – Sonic Youth at Kiev, Ukraine, April 14, 1989

✳︎ 𝟶𝟸 𝙰𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙾𝙻𝙾𝙶𝚈 𝙾𝙱𝚂𝙴𝚁𝚅𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 : 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎!

✿ 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎: 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝!

𝙲𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚘𝚗 𝟷𝚜𝚝 𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎:

Having this placement is challenging, yes. But on the brighter side of this placement, once you’re in a place of transformation. You’ll come to realize that certain people are genuinely not for you!

Feeling out of place or not “worthy” can be a strong indication of strong discernment. Think about it from the perspective of how things are a certain way for a reason. Only people who are truly meant to be a part of your life are supposed to be around you. You don’t need a big friend group to feel important.

I'll also say with this placement, there more likely to be popular on the internet than in real life imo. They’re able to show a side of themselves to the masses without having to go out of their way to feel embarrassed or not worthy to be apart of the collective that is “society.”

Ex: Every social media account I have made intending to connect with the masses has always had over 1k+ followers. And even right now, I’ve hit 100 followers in three days! I'm naturally meant to connect with the masses within the shadows lmao.

𝙰𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚞𝚜 𝚁𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝟽𝚝𝚑 𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 (𝙻𝚎𝚘 𝚁𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐):

All y’all do is play! Constantly in and out of the dating scene. The type of people to always have someone on role-call when the other person you’re talking to isn’t acting right.

It’s like walking in and taking shifts, you think they’re with one person for like 6-8 months, the whole time they’re on the suitor behind door number 3 lmao. It’s genuinely not something they mean to do, but they move on quick if you’re not acting right.

The type of people to date anybody! They aren’t exactly picky people when it comes to love, but they damn sure have standards.

Lastly, stop dating these creatures that have fallen out of heaven and crawled their way into earth. Please treat your body, mind, and spirit, like the temple that it is.

𝚃𝚊𝚞𝚛𝚞𝚜 𝙼𝚘𝚘𝚗𝚜:

EYE LOVE….. I love Taurus moons. One of the best placements to have ever in all time. These people will understand you from head to toe, and front to back. Will support you, be there for you, and set an example of what exactly a true and stable friendship should be! I’ve only encountered two Taurus moons in my life, and those people are truly the only ones who have ever understood me for me! This is the type of person that can be a strong pillar in your life. This is someone who will probably be one of those friends that you’ve known since 4 and grew up to pay taxes together.

That’s what I love about them, they’re so stubborn in their ways of emotion and compassion. It’s hard to let someone with a Taurus moonwalk away from you because they don’t want to leave! They want to talk and express how they feel, they want to be there for both of you, and they desire longevity and comfort within any relationship. And that’s something I care so deeply for and truly speaks to me.

The way they relay advice is phenomenal, they relate to you and show you their ethos. Whilst also staying level-headed and emotionally mature. They are rational and not afraid to put someone in check!

On the other hand, people with this placement can have issues with taking too much time. A tendency to be late, or be VERY indecisive.

But besides that, there’s no other person like them in this world. We all need someone with a Taurus moon, I LOVE YOU.

𝚂𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚙𝚒𝚘 𝙼𝚘𝚘𝚗:

Y’know all the bad rep that Scorpio suns get for being liars and this, that, and the third? It’s Scorpio Moon's fault! Scorpio suns may lie, but they do it for a reason. Scorpios like to keep things hidden about themselves or certain situations... Scorpio moons do it because they know they have the free will to do so!

It’ll be the tiniest, most random thing that they lie about. It's like they'll tell you the sky is purple, knowing damn well it's blue. And they know that you know they are lying, and they physically enjoy that. It’s come to the point where I will actively tell them they are lying and they’ll act like a poor kitty with its tail tucked away between their legs and with a stupid smug smirk… BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOU’RE GUILTY!!

𝚅𝚒𝚛𝚐𝚘 𝙹𝚞𝚙𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝟸𝚗𝚍 𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎:

If you don’t have money/stability… do not come to their town. They are very bougie and picky with what they like. They’re easily able to spot when things are not “high quality.” And treat them and their body like the temple that it is… and they will judge you for not following suit.

They'll say things like:

Oh… you’re eating that? You're better off not doing that.

I would never wear something like that.

This is not worth the price that it’s for! It should be xyz!

You think a libra Venus knows high quality until they walk in the room…. And the thing is, they try to come off as pleasant as possible when saying it. Because they are genuinely concerned for your well-being.

Absolutely spoiled rotten, never has to worry about finances unless they have to actively pay for something on their own lol. Has their parents on speed dial for a quick 10 bucks. These people have a village who is willing to pour into them because they know they are deserving of the financial comfort an flexibility that they are accustomed to.

✿ 𝚊𝚞𝚛𝚘𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚜

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pile 1-

You'll play alot of songs while cooking, cooking will actually become sort of your religion. Something stupid is playing in my head while a girl tries to pick up a very hot container and slightly burns her finger. You are very poetic if you are not yet you will be. I see you writing alot I think alot of you will want an open home. Open doesn't mean big it just means that you would want it to have big windows and you'll keep them open so that the wind can flow. This pile will love living alone they'll love to make food for themselves while dancing. Living by themselves in their own apartment will be like a religion to them. I see you guys rushing back home whenever you are out because your home truly will feel like home. You won't style it that much but it will be very comfortable i see light colour sheets and curtains flowing wind chimes? I'm also seeing frames haha you might have a wall dedicated to that only ooooo I'm also seeing a good scenary it'll be at a good place sort of like the house that ask 101 boy lived in. There might be alot of birds chirping around I'm getting turkey and Italy etc. Some of you are going to be writers or this might be during your 20s for sure.

Pile 2-

This is going to be at an old house the type of house that others might have not really wanted to buy because it's old or something? I also think for some of you this is going to be your old family home or related to that I see alot of memories. This house might have alot of memories of its own which is precisely why you'll choose it. Vienna started playing in my head. Do you guys like how much love old things hold? Do you like dedications piano and finding old love letters? I see you actually not making much changes to this house I heard "this house has a spirit of it's own". This pile very much believes in a house having a spirit or personality of their own. I see some sort of photo frame that's going to be there. There will be stuff of the previous owners that you'll keep and I also see you going on alot of first online dates? Lmao this pile might also like to play those vinyl records and drink white wine. I see this pile being more in their 30s? Or more mature than the other one. There's a sense of being very authentic so much that it almost scares others to this pile which I absolutely love. I also see a new beginning

Pile 3-

LMAOO this pile will be at their all time high some of you very few are going to gain alot of popularity as soon as you step into your career or might be given this house by some other people. I just see you receiving money instantly and then you quickly investing it in a house. The only issue is that instead of trying find a home you'll buy a house. I dont see this pile staying here alot as well? This will mainly be because of your work schedule and also because this won't feel like home and won't call out to you. I'm getting the age of 24 but def will buy it young without much thinking, will have no time because of career and then will buy another one after ages of thinking. Strange but I keep getting aries perhaps venus in Aries or something and a very loud and busy city.