Do You Ever Sit There In Your Bed With Your Head In Your Hands And It's Like You Can Just Imagine 9 Swords

Médée

Not going to lie . this might be the worst july Ever. and that might or might not be related to me turning Eighteen (crazy)

the need to be everything and nothing but more and more until all things are nothing and im just something that doesnt exist

Aftersun (2022) dir. Charlotte Wells

uneasy

what kind of man just destroys a girls life and moves on like . what am i supposed to do withthis emptiness inside me? it voided me entirely and now im just a sad thing inside something that was once human

KAMIKAZE GIRLS ‘下妻物語’ dir. Tetsuya Nakashima

and i wish to be angelic and for plants and flowers to grow in the path i walk and not because i am holy but because i am so beautiful they cannot resist

but i also wish to drink all of the water on this world and rub the dirt onto my body until i become part of it and the plants and flowers become part of me and the water flows from the pores of my body and we all become lost in the complete tranquillity and lunacy of it all and my mind drowns in the middle and i no longer exist as a form of anything but a planet in the vast universe of vaster universes and the milky way swallows me up as we wander together

Yohji Yamamoto Pour Homme AW1995 Floral Turtleneck

i feel so so so horrible