In Between Commissions, Working On Personal Stuff So Much Personal Stuff...

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Finished this back in April, but finally got a good photograph of it. Anthy and Utena from Revolutionary Girl Utena with some tarot-esque references (ten of swords and page of swords, respectively.)

Daniel Smith watercolors and salt washes on Arches cold pressed art board.

Current project - adding color later

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Captive Prince - C. S. Pacat Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Damen/Laurent (Captive Prince), Damen/Nikandros (Captive Prince), Damen/Laurent/Nikandros (Captive Prince) Characters: Laurent (Captive Prince), Damen (Captive Prince), Nikandros (Captive Prince) Additional Tags: 5 Times, mild d/s dynamics, Interrupted Sex, Interrupted Blowjob, invited to join in, Sharing, Double Penetration, Spit-roasting, bottom!damianos, Semi-Public Sex, Public Blow Jobs Summary:

Damen misses Nikandros, and Laurent plans to do something about it. Or: four times Nikandros walks in on Damen and Laurent, and the one time he’s invited.

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Gift fic for @seas-of-ios/@stillwaterseas for Captive Prince Secret Santa 2018

Jury duty doodles

Basically done

"la-la-la-la-la" i went off for a few days due to depression episodes. i’ve never had one that was emotionally turbulent in which i did nothing but scream, cry, throw things and want to just wither in a little corner. i wanted to hide from my feelings and problems because i never felt more out of control in my whole life. i never felt more afraid of myself. so yeah, this piece is to highlight those moments from the past few days (which have recurred every month.) watercolour and dip pen.

another piece from a dream. i dreamt that i was trying to kill myself by going underwater and purposely filling my water with lungs. in the end i was having second thoughts and wanted to swim up to the surface, but i was too far down to really be able to. so yes. watercolour and dip pen