Im Getting That Md After Name, I Promise

Im having withdrawals

Losin' expectations

But this feels quite normal

Sunk in your aroused smile

Seep into ur ecstatic veins

Hold my arms so tight to keep me sane

Has lost my guns, You can’t redeem me

My breathe is tasteless. I am writing this from a life that is baseless. If no one hears me clearly, don’t worry for you don’t have to make effort, keep that with yourself & be happy. No one has to believe me either because this thing is something that not everyone can have a grasp for understanding. I’m not here to express or justify which is right or wrong. Uniquely, this varies person per person. 

This is primarily unimaginable on my part since I don’t blame myself either for being the doer of this action. I try to detach and disassociate myself from my   SELF. Does it make sense? Yeah, but even so I try my hardest to observe my “life” I still am dead inside out, If I were to attain lasting comfort by being one with the clouds, I will in a heartbeat. I can’t feel I have a symbiotic connection with any person, object, life event, whatever the universe has to offer. This endless struggle of life being unsupported by any single factor is a dark place no human should be in, or ever go through. It is like a constant state of obsession over nothing, leaves me crush myself in cruelty, leaving my nerves appalled, that I do not even want to gasp for that hissing breathe any longer. 

Folks, my dearest ppl even when y’all left one by one through the years, we are still inseparable homies. I find this silly, I know that no one can’t ever read this piece of msg, but--  pls just know that 

Mom, please don’t ever cry for me, or look for me

Just think of the times I angered you, and you’ll eventually forget me. 

Don’t put me inside your heart, so there will be no sensation of pain. Go on with your life, relish and live it to the fullest with passion. Despite that, this girl may not be physically visible anymore, her living memory woulda be honored to see you in a good place. While I go my own way, By then I will just sleep longer. 

I need a beauty rest too! Y’know? 

Body positivity 💖

Im having withdrawals

Losin' expectations

But this feels quite normal

Soaked in your aroused smile

Seep into ur ecstatic veins

Hold my arms so tight to keep me sane

Most of the time I'd like to trade mental discomfort with physical pain.

Vintage illustration of Fingerprint Patterns. Fingerprints have been collected, observed and tested as a means of unique identification of people for more than 100 years.  The two basic ideas scientists believe about fingerprints are: 1. Fingerprints never change. Small ridges form on a person’s hands and feet before they are born and do not change for as long as the person lives. 2. No two fingerprints are alike. The ridges on the hands and feet of all people have three characteristics (ridge endings, birfurcations and dots) which appear in combinations that are never repeated on the hands or feet of any two people.  In the over 140 years that fingerprints have been routinely compared world wide, no two areas of friction skin on any two people (including identical twins) have been found to contain the same individual characteristics in the same unit relationship. This means that in general, any area of friction skin that you can cover with a dime (and often with just a pencil eraser) on your fingers, palms, or soles of your feet will contain sufficient individual characteristics in a unique unit relationship to enable positive identification to the absolute exclusion of any other person on earth.

Fuck.

I'll make you fall for this insane and crackhead punk 💙

Yeah my babe has grown ass built is tall and has triceps but is still scared of his mom at 27. ffs

i don't know who needs to hear this, but you're allowed to gain weight in your twenties. you are a grown ass adult now. your body can and should not be the same as it was at seventeen. allow it to grow along with you <3

M'boy stop playing games with me, ok?

'Cause I'm so fucking confused. I don't wanna waste a shit anymore