Johnspookie - ★ John

★ : Cyn n John in 1966

★ : 8th December 1980

I love you, John<3

★ : The Beatles recording From me to you, Thank you girl and One after 909 | 5 March 1963

★ : Cynthia and John in 1967

★ : John during the Revolver sessions | 11 April 1966

★ : Jane Asher playing tennis in London Park 1964

★ Cynthia Lennon & Maureen Starkey in Hanover Grand, London celebrating The grapefruit's new single "Dear Delilah" in January 1968

★ : John Lennon skateboarding | Bahamas, 1 March 1965

IM SOBBING

”One night he was so drunk that I had to drag him away from the pub and bring him in a park to vomit. When he finished, he was upset and we sat on a bench. Still drunk and hesitant, he pointed his finger at a star straight above our heads and he said:

-That is the star my mother dedicated to me and it has always been mine. But from now on it will be yours too, if you want. Its name is Mary Julia and everytime you will look at it in any situation, any moment you will know that I’m there near to you laughing about how queer you are. I will always be there, I promise, I will look at you from Mary Julia. And even the contrary because it’s our star, just ours, a star that belongs to two idiots that strum and that every night lie on a bench full of alcohol.

I was flabbergasted, and together we started to laugh.

Some years later I looked at that star and I cried for a whole night. His laugh near me wasn’t enough to make me stop. But I realised that he kept his promise and it was beautiful.”

[Paul McCartney on John Lennon]

Pages of Cynthia Lennon's pocket diary | 1963