This Came To Me In A Fuckin Dream….

I worked a bit more on it while bored in bed last night and thought I'd share again ^^' I know it's just a lazy lil edit but I kinda like it >.<

Unfortunately I don't know how to roughen up the edges in the program I used and also don't know how shades and reflections work qwq

I'll never be able to wrap my head around how, somehow, my country's English classes, which predominantly are there to teach us English and only mention anglophone history and culture on the side, seem to give us a better overview on U.S. history than history classes in the U.S. give, despite them mostly focussing on U.S. history.

(pissed because I just heard of an adult U.S. citizen who didn't know about Jim Crow laws)

Reblog this to place a small flower in the hair of prev, and that you're very proud of them

"aw you poor thing"

"poor little pent up puppy"

"need some help with all those big complicated feelings, puppy?"

"i've got you, i'll take care of you, don't you worry pup"

"aw you like getting scritched there don't you, good puppy"

"look at all those thoughts melt away, no thinking for such a good puppy"

"who's a good puppy,,, is it you?!! it IS!!"

Nya!~ :3

You know what? Fuck it. Just fuck it. I have suffered for over a decade, having been one of the most altruistic people I know, often actively making my life worse to help others with whatever problems they had. I'm fucking unemployed, suffer from severe mental illnesses, and just in general had a pretty shitty life. Fuck it. Fuck you. I will not spend any notable amount of money on anything except my rent, electricity, and fucking food. I won't walk/go somewhere anymore just because you lost or forgot something. I will not risk my career just because you won't get your stupid ass to ask anyone else for help but me. I'm fucking done with this shit. If I continue with this mindset and lifestyle, it'll end my life. That's not worth it. Your life actually isn't worth more than mine. And don't you tell me I'm overreacting. After what I've endured, I have all the right to react like this. Fuck off, leave me alone, talk to someone else about it. God, fuck...

i love being a girl