Joyboying - I Got Too Silly

How People think Laurie acted after Jo's rejection: Oh no! What am I going to do without Jo?! 😭😭😭 She's the love of my life. I loveeeee her...well I guess there's her annoying sister Amy, I guess I have to settle down and fix my broken heart. At least I'll be close to Jo 😭😭😭.

How Laurie (from the books) really acted: Oh no Jo rejected me...oh look there's Amy she looks so beautiful... what no. I need to cry for Jo...but I didn't know how much I missed Amy. thinks in Amy ... Laurie stop it You're in love with Jo... I'm supposed to stay here only for a few days but I stayed a whole month because being with Amy is so fun...no!!! I'm supposed to be sad... sad about whom? How was her name...why is Amy dancing with everyone but me 😭😭😭😭...I hate my childhood friend Fred suddenly like why does he exist?!!! 😑😑😑...oh right Jo!!!... I love her. Yes ...why I am not sad about her??!! I'm supposed to be heartbroken. I'm not this shallow. I'll proposed to Jo again and marry her even if I am miserable for the rest of my life before admitting my feelings weren't that deep and she was right....wait. why does Amy despise me 😭😭😭😭😭😭....writes an opera with a female lead exactly like Amy...Beth died, even though I'm closer to everyone else I'm going to travel across Europe and be there for Amy even if she despise me 😭😭😭. She needs me. Poor her.... wait do I love Amy?... how is this possible??...I wish we always pull the same boat, will you, Amy?.🥰🥰🥰

its his first breakup be nice to him (also hes in for some shit news)

continuation to this post

post bb fight in a * likely * scenario where law and bepo escape and luffy is the only person he fully trusts and can confide in but doesn’t want to hurt him so he just keeps his distance but seeks comfort in luffy’s voice

part 2

Rapper Sukuna would definitely have an album cover with your body on it. Not your face or anything, but like after another rough night with him, you're totally out, sleeping on your stomach. He takes a fuzzy pic of your naked back and a little of your ass. If you have a back tattoo, even better. Or maybe a hickey-covered neck or tits. And yes, he’s adding some part of your moans or voice somewhere.

Especially once you both start dating, oh, he’s making one album fully dedicated to you. Like, just you. Nothing else, and all of them are just hits. This man is a simp, and he's out and proud about it. He gives no fucks. He knows his girl is hot shit, and he’s just admiring. Especially if you're not in the music industry or you're just a private girl, that’s okay too.

When in concert, he’s taking you everywhere, and sometimes he’ll bring you out just to show you off. He’s so in love, he doesn’t know what to do with himself. All the other girls he’s messed with or dated? Long gone and forgotten. Sukuna is completely yours. You’ll post funny stuff on your private account, and he won’t push you to be a public couple.

There are a few pics of you together, caught by paparazzi, either on a date or just chilling with his arms around you. The height difference and the aesthetic you both give off are total couple goals. His Instagram and Twitter slowly become your own fan page, where he posts nothing but pictures of you or some intimate moments.

In an interview, when asked if he’s thought about marriage and taking the next step with you, he just says, “What do you mean? She’s already my wife. We’ve been married, people,” with his usual attitude.

The interviewer is left speechless, and the fans go wild because Sukuna says it so casually, like it’s just a fact everyone should’ve known. From then on, the rumors start flying even more. People start speculating if you really are married or if Sukuna's just being himself, always claiming what’s his. But he doesn't care—he loves the mystery and keeps everyone guessing.

Whenever he's on tour or doing promo, he’s FaceTiming you backstage or sneaking in mentions of you during interviews. Even when people try to ask about his music, he somehow finds a way to bring you up. It's almost like you’re his muse for everything.

And then, out of nowhere, he drops a surprise album, no promos, no teasers—just pure fire—and all of it is dedicated to you. Fans lose it because each song has little pieces of your relationship in it, whether it’s your voice sampled in the background, lyrics about your late-night conversations, or even beats that match your favorite songs.

Sukuna doesn’t shy away from his feelings. He’s never been afraid to show off his love for you, and the album only proves it more. When the album cover drops, it’s another intimate shot of you—something no one else would dare post, but he does because to him, you’re everything.

And the craziest part? He never even publicly confirms if you’re married or not. The world keeps guessing, but to him, it doesn’t matter. You’re his, and that’s all anyone needs to know.

Fishbones PART 1 🦈

the slobber is surely law’s fault

blue, like the rooftops of the city over yonder blue, like the ghosts of brothers long gone

blue, like the crystalized hope of tomorrow blue, like my hair he'd braid gently when long

blue, like the ocean that drowned all my sorrows blue, like the smoke of my sister's last song

Day 8: Blue

I was listening to Hipsters’s(Стиляги) osts for a couple of days

Rereading the Lord of the Rings series recently, and it's so fascinating to me how much the series is a denial of the typical juvenile power-fantasy that is associated with the fantasy genre.

Like, the power-fantasy is the temptation the Ring uses against people It tempts Boromir with becoming the "one true king" that could save his people with fantastic power. It tempts Sam with being the savior of Middle Earth and turning the ruin that is Mordor into a great garden. It tempts Gandalf and Galadriel with being the messianic figure of legend who brings salvation to Middle Earth and great glory to herself.

The things the Ring tempts people with are becoming the typical protagonists of fantasy stories that we expect to see. and over and over we see that accepting that role, that fantasy of being the benevolent all-powerful hero, is a bad thing. LotR is about how power, even power wielded with benevolent intent, is corrupting.

And its so fascinating how so much of modern fantasy buys into the very fantasy LotR denies. Most modern fantasy is about being that Heroic power-fantasy. About good amassing power to rival evil. But LotR dares not to. It dares to be honest that there is no world where anyone amasses that power and remains good.

I guess that's one of the reasons its so compelling.