Making love to you isn’t always on my mind,
We fight then make up but she’s still on the side
The only thing that keeps me here is my womanly pride
But I have to let you know what’s on my mind
Hurt and the tears that you will never see
Because you wouldn’t understand that you are not worthy
You make me feel so good when you’re in a good place
But once shit hits the fan then you hit me in my face
Why must I suffer when all I do is love?
When I know I should only trust GOD above
Give me guidance and give me strength
Before I stab this dude and catch a case
God forgives but I don’t
Can let the best years of my life go
But to have you stick around and treat me so cold
Might as well pack it up and go
All the loving can’t stop the pain
And the sex is only gonna make me stay
But its not what makes us stronger anyway
(c) (tm)
LEO July 23-Aug 23
The Sun is the single most important planet, because it represents a LEO's ego and individuality. It shows their ambitions and deepest character traits, where they have the ability to shine. Such people represent what might be termed the heartforce of humanity. They are overflowing with sympathy, and are generally generous to a fault. They are usually lucky in money matters, often having money given to them from unthought-of sources; but they crave love above all, and this is the one thing they seldom get. Such people have the power to inspire others, and as leaders like Napoleon, born in this Sign. They have an ability to lead their men through fire or death. People who were born in this period usually have an extremely independent spirit; they detest control or being dictated to. They have great tenacity of purpose and will power and if once they put their mind on some plan, purpose or position, they usually reach their goal in spite of every difficulty or obstacle.
Going thru some changes, some good some bad, some i wish i didn't have....People want to walk around with a smile on there face..which is cool i guess because it disguises the bitter taste, that they have in there mouth from talking so much smack, oh what i would give to take those nasty words back. Thinking and plotting and hurting my head...I want to be nice but straight anger fills my head...not towards people, friends, and foes...but anger for when i try to change..people never know. I need some love and i need some affection, i don't want to walk around with my heart guarded and protected. "not i said the kat" and nether am i, not a ho, not a slut, not a slide, not a hood rat...I am a powerful being, a titan i am strong....when changes come i don't follow the drum...I lead the way for that is why i was made...to be a leader in these fools heads...
Well it's been a while since I last posted up. Been laying low like a band aid in the cut. Dont turn ur back or get butt fucked. Don't look for me cause I'm up in the sky. Not even with radar can I be seen. I believe I can fly. The sour and kush got me high so on another level IS I. :)
I freaking love him <3 Salem has my heart
Salem Saberhagen + Food
I don't regret anything I do, just maybe how I go about it. I have vices and bad habits like everyone else but something inside of me can't let people see those things...I will never get to drunk or high that I embarrass myself or make someone feel uncomfortable. It's just the lady in me....to always look the part and play my position. I don't judge people I just know what i like and what i don't like. Some things irk me yes this is true but its not like i won't get over it soon....if only people would understand that i am the way i am...wither it be a bitch or a loud mouth or the person that gave you the stars...i am who i am...and i act certain ways because that's my reaction to others. I love my friends and the people that let me in but I'm tired of the fact that everyone gets offended to easily. Like if its not my place to say something then I'm not going to say it but don't open the door to opinion if when you hear something you don't like your just going to slam it in my face. I have people tell me shit i don't like all the fucking time, shit that doesn't even apply to me but i listen anyway...doesn't mean i believe it but i gave you the respect of letting you talk...now when it comes my turn are you going to do the same? Now I'm dealing with people that want to put labels on me and who i am....don't get shit twisted...I'm a chameleon but not because i have something to hide but because i can relate to many different situations. The only thing is that i don't want you to think that just cause i did something one day, that I'm going to do it again....one night of fun doesn't equal to be constant partying. I know when to stop. I don't need a crew of people around me 24/7 but it is nice to be around friends....I can stand by my decisions and not second guess them because that is what i want to do at that time. Boys and drugs aren't important to me...i am....so really at the end of the day even you talk shit about me or say my name just remember that I'm going places in life with or without you...don't be mad <3
The way you changed my world around when you landed from heaven on gods green ground heavenly beauty that i can't describe your lovely voice that opened my eyes Your radient essence that surrounds my heart from the sweetest lover, I cannot depart only one true person could have my heart when we make love it's like a work of art So splendid that pictures have a million words people bow at your beauty around the world my sweetest lover, truest friend to this romance that shall have no end.
Art of Wei SEXY
Two people, intense feelings, kissing and hugging...where is this leading? Caress my back grab my thighs, I see you want it from the look in your eyes....your body is calling so is mine....lets lay it down and have fun tonight
Toshiaki Kato
Basically a blog about how I feel mixed in with some original poetry...ENJOY :)
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