You Will Feel So Alive Again.. Like So Incredibly Alive. I Dont Know When That Will Be But It Will Be.

sorry for documenting my suffering and delusions online do you still think im hot

even if you do everything right, there always is still more to do.

so do what you can and be what you are. because life's too long to care

i love you, whoever you are, even if you may not know who that is

anyone else relate

my favorite part of tumblr is when it goes "it's tumblin time" and then tumbles all over the place

self isolating to cope is great until you look up one day and years have passed and you realise no one knew you when you were 18 or 19 or 20 or 21 and now they never will

once took it as a challenge to get the the bottom of a glass of water before the waiter refilled it (without chugging it, obviously). so when a waiter came by i just started drinking it hoping they'll just avoid the confrontation and leave. but one time they just patiently waited for me to put the glass down and it was the most awkward eye contact i've ever experienced

funniest mistake you've ever made that seemed like a good idea at the time?

i feel like all i do is watch people and notice all the beautiful things about them and try to understand them fully and no one does that for me … sometimes i feel like i’m just a mirror to reflect people back to themselves. a vessel for love and that’s it… i make everyone else into poetry and no one else sees me the way i see them it’s so depressing

unstoppable force (my anxiety) meets an immovable object (my anxiety)