I Have Two Sides

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rb to help me leave the house making me sick & see a dentist

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so my situation is worse now

my home is essentially falling apart. it's infested with fleas and it's just unlivable. i can't do anything to fix it due to being disabled and getting sicker by the day both from the house itself and the physical problems afflicting me which are likely because of megaloblastic anemia and some kind of as of yet undiagnosed autoimmune disorder (my little brother has sjogren's but it's more likely i have EDS, or possibly both). i am at risk of developing a blood infection at any moment due to my infected gums and teeth which can't be treated because we don't have dental insurance and all of the treatments will be hundreds if not thousands of dollars.

put simply, i'm quite literally dying. i really don't know how else to phrase it. i feel my energy slipping away day by day and my capability to do mental and physical tasks diminishes by the day. my cats also deserve to not live in a flea-infested house, and yes, we've tried just about everything that doesn't cost an insane amount to get rid of the fleas. the only options that will work are just not things we can afford right now, and my grandparents will not allow any exterminators into the house anyway so we literally can't do anything.

my grandparents want to sell the house and move to florida but i cannot go with them. i'd be too far from my boyfriend and too close to my abusive family, and even visiting them causes me extreme distress, much less living near them. also, i'm black & trans. though i'm an adult, we all know how bad things are for trans & black people in florida right now.

i genuinely have nowhere else to turn to. disability is not an option due to the restrictions it will place on me and my future transition goals (i want to get hormones and a name change, both of which can be denied if they think i'm "too disabled" to make my own decisions), not to mention marriage limits among other things.

i want to go to college, i want to start a career and get a job, but i literally can't do that until i get out of this house and get healthy. the only way i can do that is through donations. if you can't donate that's fine, but if you're able to, please consider doing so.

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Chuuran :D

It's okay to be emotional over a ship.

It's okay to be emotional over a ship. It's okay to be emotional over characters. It's okay to share grievances over a ship as much as it's okay to gush over a ship. It's okay to feel so overwhelmingly negatively over a ship just as much as it's okay to feel so overwhelmingly positive.

While it's always going to be better to focus on positives, it can also be just as good to let out any negatives you might have about something rather than bottling it in and, for some, feeling alone in your thoughts about it.

It is so, so, SO OKAY to be so heavy in emotions concerning a ship whether negative or positive because it means you're invested in the characters and their relationships. When spaces seem to allow only positivity when some people might have some negative thoughts on a ship, it really negates any conversations about it and even understanding sides of why someone may or may not ship something.

While understandable, there is a double standard between being negative and positive about ships (or portrayal of characters). If you feel overwhelmingly negative about something, "you need to go touch grass". If you feel overwhelmingly positive about something, "go at it queen". I would personally argue we all need to touch grass.

It is NOT okay to harass others. It is NOT okay to let your emotions dictate that you should attack somebody for LIKING a certain ship or DISLIKING a certain ship. Your emotions DO NOT dictate how OTHERS should feel.

It is okay to be negative about a character or ship as much as it's okay to be positive about them. Neither side of being for or against a ship is more virtuous than the others. It's okay to have some fucking emotions regardless if their positive or not, because it means you CARE about the media and the characters in it.

No, you should not revolve your whole online experience in negativity. Find positive in things you DO enjoy. But to brush off people who vehemently might dislike a character or ship as "losers with no lives" is to disregard a person's emotions on something. And if you do wanna think that mindset, congrats, people who obsessively love a character or ship are just the same by your logic. Obsession is obsession, regardless if it's negative or positive.

TL;DR, If it's okay to be overwhelmingly positive in liking something like a ship or character, it should be just as okay to be negative in disliking something like a ship or character. Just as long as it's not the ONLY thing you focus on and no one is actively being bullied, attacked, or harassed about it. And of course, either way, positive or negative, it is all fiction, and a real person should not be attacked or harassed for it. And if you don't want to indulge in negativity you might have, 100% valid. Both sides always need to take a step back into reality.

that time when Bruce suggested to his sons to invite Wally, Roy, Conner and Jonathan for dinner in the Manor, he saw how happy his sons were. sure, the table was a bit choaitc as different kinds of energy filled the room, but he didn't mind.

when he saw Dick's radiant smile and Damian's blushing face, and heard Jason's hearty laugh and Tim's soft giggle, he knew he didn't want his sons to be heartbroken ever again.

so he had an idea.

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when The Justice League ends their meeting at the Watchtower, Batman asks for The Flash, Green Arrow and Superman to stay behind.

Superman: Something wrong, Batman?

Batman narrowed his eyes on the three League members as if he is analyzing them deeply.

Flash, gulps: Um, Bats. I know we've been a Team for years now, but your stare still kinda scares me....

Green Arrow, snorts: Oh dear, old, Spooky. Tell us-

Batman: You do know that I have contingency plans for each of you, right?

Flahs gulps again, Superman nods and Green Arrow rolls his eyes, although they remain silent.

Flash, horrified: Oh no, what did we do wrong? What did I do, Bats?

Superman starts to touch Batman by the shoulder, but Batman steps back.

Batman: They're great, so I know you're raising those kids right.

Batman, walks towards the exit: Because if my sons get hurt, I'm taking the actions to you.

and they finally understood.

Green Arrow: Oh.

Superman, smiles: Aw, don't worry, Batman. My boys are well-raised and behaved. They got it from their mama.

Green Arrow: Spooky, Roy is a father now. He and Jason are taking care of Lian, so they're locked for life. Plus, he knows he doesn't want to get on The Red Hood and Batman's bad sides.

Flash: Wally would never hurt Dick. He's got a crush on him since they were kids.

Batman, pats his utility belt: Contingency plans. Never forget.

he finally leaves the room.

the room is quiet, you can hear a pin drop on the floor even if you're not a super.

Green Arrow, speaks first: Doesn't he just use those plans when we've gone off the rails, or something like that?

Superman: Well, it's his sons' happiness we are talking about here.

Flash, releases a shaky breath: Damn it. I'm calling Wally.

Green Arrow: Oh fu- I barely know where Roy is these days.

Superman, already ahead of the two: See you both!

he's already flying out the room, already concentrating on finding both of his sons.

guys i need to find another tumblr post fuck this forsaken search function. it was like "forget scene dazai and scene chuuya. emo dazai and goth chuuya" and then they went into a little bit of why goth culture fits chuuya so well. i’ve been looking for like TWO HOURS

loving the discord mod x literal clown dynamic

saioumatsu is an amazing ship.,, specifically the saioumatsu part

Kon finding Damian annoying bc why does someone with such a bratty attitude have to be so pretty (just Kon and his one-sided beef with Damian)

(context: Damian having to sub in for Tim for yj)

Kon: Listen, just because you have a pretty face doesn't mean I'm gonna let you boss me around

Damian: Really? Cus it seems to work for my brother

Kon: Yeah well... The people here actually like your brother

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Kon: Look there are three reasons I'm not throwing hands with you right now, 1. Pretty sure your brothers would kill me, 2. Pretty should Jon would also kill me, and 3. Your face is the only thing I find tolerable about you

Damian, absolutely unfazed and could honestly care less:

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Kon: You know, you're so nice to look at but then you open your mouth and it just ruins everything

Damian: Well it's nice knowing that I have that much power to at least make your day worse

Kon:

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Cassie: You ever noticed how much Damian looks like his mom

Kon: Yup... all the more reason to be wary of him

Cassie, looking over Kon just wondering why he has so much one-sided beef with his younger brother's boyfriend

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Damian undressing in the young justice looker room showing off a slight frame with lithe and lean muscle

Kon, visibly annoyed because it's not enough for the guy to be pretty in the face but in body too: Jon needs to come and get his damn twink out of here...

Bart: You say that like you don't have one yourself

Kon: Yeah! Well like I said before people actually like mine!

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*bonus*

Kon, absolutely spent from the week he had to spend with Damian as his leader: Jon... I want you to know that there are pretty people out there that also have a nice personality

Jon: Dami can be nice, he's like a cat, takes him a while to warm up to you

Kon: Well If that's the case then I respect you for your efforts cus I'm definitely not a cat person

So, uh, this is the same AU as this comic I did.

I have SOME very vague ideas for this AU and I'll give you some lore. Basically, Team Danganronpa is. Well. Is Evil. Obviously. They have Some KInd Of Evil Goal, and organizing the Killing Game is a way to achieve that goal. Maybe it's a cover up for something even more awful.

The first two Killing Games realy happened. The world in general is still kind of messed up (that's why a killing game TV show is allowed) and Future Foundation are still working to fix some stuff. They can't officially get involved with Team Danganronpa because... uh.... Because Team DR has the government's support idk. As the main entertaintment export for the country. Whatever. So FF grabbed Komaeda and were like "hey dude, go use your luck and spy on them thanks". Also he's like 50 here. Because we needed the time for over 50 seasons of the killing game to happen (I'm gonna say they do 2 seasons per year)

Yeah.

Anyway. I have a few more things I want to draw for this AU but that's all, I don't want to focus on it too much, as I have other things I want to draw :''D