“That Summer,” Said Ennis. “When We Split Up After We Got Paid Out I Had Gut Cramps So Bad I Pulled

“That summer,” said Ennis. “When we split up after we got paid out I had gut cramps so bad I pulled over and tried to puke, thought I ate somethin bad at that place in Dubois. Took me about a year to figure out it was that I shouldn’t a let you out a my sights. Too late then by a long, long while.” - The original Brokeback Mountain short story

Everyone talks about the reunited scene where Ennis kisses Jack Twist for the first time in 4 years, but I don't see enough people talk about THIS SCENE! That twisting lovesick feeling Ennis had after leaving Jack. The sudden stop and dropping to the ground, choking over words and gagging, confusion, anger, crying, EVERYTHING. It's so emotional as Ennis bottled his emotions for so long then finally couldn't take it. He loves Jack so much this movie's gonna be the death of me ☹️