Sometimes I just think I shouldn't live... Like I don't deserve to be happy
Replying to a question like this overwhelms me.
I automatically think, “OMG what on earth can I say that is powerful enough for this person to start loving themselves… What can I say in a short sentence that can help them”
Then I put all this pressure on myself to say something amazing, and then I fail at that and then I don’t respond to the question at all.
But I’m not going to do that this time, I’m going to answer this even if it’s not the most amazing answer ever….right now I don’t know what to say except… You are good enough, you do deserve happiness and love the same as ANYONE else. Only you can decide what you deserve, you have that power. If you aren’t happy doing what you’re doing, change it, do something else, meet some else, go somewhere else.
You were born onto this earth the same as everyone else, we are all in this crazy ride together, life is tough… But of course you have purpose! Everyone has purpose. Maybe you haven’t found yours yet. But you will… If you allow yourself to.
If you are telling yourself everyday that you aren’t good enough, what kind chance are you giving yourself? If you tell yourself everyday that you are fucking WORTHY then are you going to be more productive?
How you view yourself, is all an illusion you can choose it to be a good illusion or a bad one. Your choice.
(Insp.)
Dexter // Limitless – Parallels
cloud whisper
Somehow, into every night of my lives, i look up and find myself drowned there, into the space of stars and secrets. Like everybody, I have many problems with me and with other people. But into that unknown home up there, nothing really looks like it matters, nothing at all. If your father is gone, if your mother is sick, if no one could understand you in anyway, if you’re falling for your bestfriend but they dont really love you back, if Isis is haunting your country, if you’re questing your sexuality……and many other ifs. Belive me, when you look up, nothing would matter, nothing at all. So, just for one night of your one and only life, look up and forget every thing, who you are or what youre gonna be, forget. Because these things won’t last forever, niether will you.
Andromeda galaxy by Luca X
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Poetry is what gets lost in translation.
Robert Frost (via feellng)
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