I Want To Be Remembered For My Love

“There was a time this wasn’t toxic. There was a time you were my safe habour in a storm, the lighthouse leading me home. There was a time your arms kept me warm when my body was empty and cold. There was a time that your smile could dig me out of the grave I had dug for myself. Somewhere along the line you became the storm, you were cold and cruel and suddenly you were in the dirt digging with me. I don’t know where this went wrong, maybe there is only so much of my crazy that you could take, maybe you liked the idea of loving a sad girl but the reality never lived up to the expectation. As good as it was when you loved me, the feeling of an empty bed when you left was so gut-wrenching that I wish I never knew what it was to be loved by you.”

— Once upon a time…

“The people who are meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, no matter how far they wander.”

— Robert Tew

“please remember the good in me. remember my smile and just how much i loved you. please remember the me you loved,” she says as she gets up and walks out the door.

“— And if you feel like you care too much, you probably do. Constantly wondering if it’s any easier to be heartless than heartbroken? If you have spent too many nights crying and pitying yourself into a frantic submission then you have the choice: love less or love more? Either way you will never be able to recover enough of yourself to be whole again. You either let people use you until they pick you clean apart, or you roll up your sleeves and get the job done yourself.”

- a bitter hearts ramblings #225

Do I ever cross your mind?

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The one who loves the moon still loves it even when it isn't there in the sky.

I wish to be that moon for someone.