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Dude I feel so conflicted cause Ive been depressed as hell and was gonna go to the movies with my friend to distract myself and make myself feel better but now plans changed so we are watching it tmr so now I’m still depressed but I do have assignments due so technically it’s for the better?

Alright guys fess up who cursed me cause tell me why I’ve gone from having a borderline addiction to walking and getting 20k+ steps a day to absolutely dreading it and barely passing 10k

Does anyone know how many calories are in a small popcorn from event cinemas? I’m getting vastly different answers from different websites

Going to the movies with my friend tonight so I’m just gonna have a monster until then, and OMAD a little bit of popcorn/snacks we get there and hope and pray I have enough discipline not to go overboard with it :)

Life may be shit and I may be failing at both my job and education but atleast I got my bffs and the sense of control from restriction to keep me going 💪💪

I’m taking a break from laxatives starting tonight and I’m so anxious because they’ve been my lifeline but I gotta do what I gotta do 😔

RAHHH I’ve only gotten 10k steps today but I’m so tireddd I need some motivation

I thought I’d grown immune to laxatives but nahhh they just waited to hit at the same time

Guys I’m actually so confused, my scales telling me I hit 51.3kg but I swear to god I don’t look it like if I look back on body checks where I was a whole kilo heavier I still looked skinnier then. My scales not broken, I put things with a bunch of different weights on it to make sure and it was accurate.

I don’t even know if I should feel happy or not, it feels fake.

I have been so productive today omg I wrote an entire essay and already got 10k+ steps and have stayed under 400 calories so far 💪💪

God I miss charcuterie boards

God I’m so disappointed in myself, I ate over my calorie limit. I mean to be fair I haven’t binged and I’m still under 1000 calories so it could be worse but I’m still upset I feel so fake and undisciplined.

Okay I changed my mind it’s too stressful I’m sticking with my current meal plan

I’m switching up one of my meals and oh my god I’m shaking I’m so stressed because it’s not pre packaged and I don’t have a food scale at the moment so I’ll have to estimate/use other more unreliable measuring tools and I’ve never had it before so it might be ass but it’s so expensive and I’d feel bad for wasting it AHHHHH

“BMI 16 jail” “get me out of BMI 15 jail” BITCH FYM GET ME INNNNNN

I think my scales broken or something cause I weighed myself this morning and it said I’m 51.8kg but istg I look fatter than I did a couple days ago when I weighed the same amount before I binged.

LITERALLY MY BIGGEST PROBLEM OMG

This might just be me but why is it so hard not to b1ng3 when you reach a new lw or get back to your lw after gaining. I do NOT need to reward myself with food rn I need to stay locked in

Manifesting that I don’t b1ng3

🕯️🕯️🕯️

Man I took 15+ laxatives last night and it has barely effected me, I fear I have developed a tolerance smh 😔

I can’t do anything right. Not a single thing.

Had a little binge last night so I’m sadly out of the BMI 17 range and back up to 52.1kg, to be honest though it could be worse and I’m fairly confident in the fact that if I just restrict/exercise today and take a shit ton of laxatives I’ll be back into the 51kg range by tomorrow.

God has cursed me with taste buds that don’t like any sort of 0 calorie energy drinks/fizzy drinks WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS

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GUYS I MADE IT INTO THE BMI 17’S LETS GOOO 💪💪

I’ve gotten so lazy and lenient with myself lately no wonder I’ve been binging so much, come back honeymoon phase you left me so soon 🙏🙏

RAHH I’ve had this pain in my back right ribs for days now and it’s making walking so painful 😔

Ate way over my calorie limit today so I will be taking half a box of laxatives I cannot gain again

Ladies and gentlemen I am absoloutely thrilled to let y’all know I’ve made it back to my pre binge weight CAN I HEAR A ROUND OF APPLAUSE

Just went over my calorie limit by 100 on something that tasted mediocre at best I am FUMING

omg I’m so mad they’ve implemented a phone ban at my work so I cant track how many steps I got now I just gotta hope and pray I got the extra 10k I usually get

I don’t want to go to work I just wanna sleeep ☹️☹️