shut the fuck!up! turn the fucking!TV! off! fuck you i can't sleep
I believe we live in the end of the age of capitalism, we live in the century capitalism will finally die, but we must ask, what comes after, we will never be a hundred percent sure what it will be like until we start building it, so we must dream and imagine it, and multiple dreams will exist in one world, I am sure of it, I have multiple dreams, multiple imaginings, and none are perfect, but all are far better than now.
A dream of this small town with buildings of brick with plants climbing them, beautiful colours scattered, cars a rarity, the sounds of birds singing and kids playing in the streets, I am able to sit down on this comfortable bench, eating a sandwich as the world goes by.
A dream of going to a library and being able to get an audiobook, digital copy or paper book of anything, listen to stories as I sip a nice warm drink and watch, and hear people truly enthused to learn because they got to choose to without worry.
A dream of living in a village of maybe a couple hundred people, and going to a community gathering where people cook and share with all, and where the next day I help pull weeds from a kind persons garden, just because I can and they'd like the help.
Dream of worlds you would enjoy living in, as without dreams and stories, we don't have a future, to truly dream and imagine a better world is to start to create it, dream and share those dreams, as they will help bring on a better world.
binging→ feeling guilty but keep binging→ try to purge→ fail to purge→ feel nauseous→ binge again
what is my brain thinking i feel sick and i cannot stop eating?? pick a struggle damn
pierced my own ear xx
feels so scary getting old
this is my public apology to anyone who actually does sfx make up
attractive enough for lust but never for love
relevant
me @ myself : womp womp
why the fuck do i look so fucking ugly i want to die i want to fucking die I'm a freak I'm getting attached again i fucking want to die please