shut up shut THE FUCK UP STOP MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT SHUT UP I KNOW I'M DOING SHIT IN EXAMS I KNOW I'M FAILING
Sick and tired
was talking to my gf about my fear of dying young for being trans and my mom putting my deadname on my gravestone, and she said "i hope that never happens, but if it does, i will carve your name into your grave myself if i have to." and i think theres something extremely raw about that sentiment and trans community in general. you can kill only our bodies, but you cant kill transsexuality
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smelling fresh blood at 5:45 kn the morning bcs u couldn't go out đź’Ż
my fucking mother is awake now so I can't even fucking sneak out I hate this place so fucking much
mmy heart hurts(literally like my heart and ribs hurt wtf is wrong with my physical body)
When the novelty
Of a bad dog
Wears off
You will find another companion
To hold by your side
And I will befriend
The cold concrete
Of the shelter
Once again
the root of all pain is attachment
wh……….
my body hates me so fucking much I've had horrible bone aches fucking bullshit I wanna fucjing die
fuck. this hits hard.
i wonder how many of the girls on the thinspo/bonespo pictures that are being shared everywhere are dead now
i wonder how many ed blog owners that seemingly disappeared and deactivated are dead now
i wonder how many of these people who reached their ugw are dead now because they went further instead of living like these stupid ass “imagine waking up at your ugw” posts
self evaluation đź’Ż
fight club referenceđź’Ż
my rules ♡
1. at school we’re fasting. doesn’t matter if the schedule is short or longer. PE is not an excuse :)
2. avoid any sort of fast food, butter, instant soups, bread, sugar. you’re not fast, easy, fake nor cheap.
3. if you go over 1000 kcal in one day you have absolute rights to call yourself a pig. because that’s what you are.
4. the only liquid you can drink is water. tea (without sugar, of course) is also acceptable.
5. the first rule of fight club is: you do not talk about fight club. if they care, they will find out by themselves.
6. smile. just smile and act like everything is fine.
New reaction pic for y'all to be used when you get into an argument about trans healthcare and your opponent starts talking about the 0.8% or whatever or trans people who regret transitioning
why do I fucking fall so hard and then proceed to get kicked for it
what in the capitalist fuck does “outfit repeater” mean? you mean WEARING MY CLOTHES?!
every single time im left heartbroken and disappointed like damn bitch why do I keep. making same mistakes every single time like it's literally like I'm pickin my flavor of mistake
To The Substitute Art Teacher - Jordan Bolton
dust to dust to dust
came back from the codependent homoerotic friendship wrong
hey God or wuteva the fuck is up there
Fuck u bitchass cunt
nothing good ever stays
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Guess what
Trans women will never be real men
Trans man will never be women
I said it
(Edit: does not apply to people who are bigender, pangender, etc. You're all valid)
A Girl’s Best Friend by Margot Quan Knight, 2002