Komisasu - VESSEL

I hate trying to be a kind, submissive girl. I'm not. I'm easily enraged & always upset about something, I'm violent, self destructive & emotionally explosive, why can't everyone just accept me for who I am?

the fact that this matches their faces exactly

My paranoia is worsening, great

NPD plurals when someone doesn't wanna hear them ramble about their system and headmates for hours on end

How it feels to be in public

Could it be possible for you to love the mask and the monster? Is that within the realm of your own duality?

Explanations:

1) beliefs:

I hate having to pretend that I changed my mind/still believe something another alter told someone when I never believed in it at all

2) goals:

We’ve got a lot of artists, but we also have a writer. Sometimes they want us to write 500 words or sth a day. I don’t want to. Stuff like that

3) skill:

This is self explanatory, but it’s hard to work on projects (e.g. a webcomic) when my art style changes— it makes keeping a consistent schedule impossible

honorable mention: relationships

it's annoying to have to hang out with someone I dislike just because someone else made plans because they like them

i cause myself so much compeltely pointless mental anguish you couldnt even fathom