Choking And Beating You Until I Induce A Panic Attack And Then Fucking You Through It

ye hao in ‘heat stroke’ photographed by wintam for gq china june 2024

i feel like rotting in bed today. i feel like rotting in bed every day, actually.

A mutual craving between us. You want my knife in your stomach, and I want to twist so deeply into you.

i dont want to have a body

(ゝ◡╹)ノ don't be fooled by my appearance, I'm an ugly girl on the inside!

You don't have to force yourself to bounce back so quickly. I read something recently that said "when you come in from a rainstorm, you don't expect yourself to be dry and warm right away", and it really resonated with me. It's okay to take time to dry off and warm up. Take the time you need to process what happened to you.

Something about slicing your throat open over the churches alter has a certain romanticized allure to it.