It Is Okay To Mourn The Child That You Were, Or The Child That You Could Have Been. It Is Okay To Be

LOVE BLUH BLUH BLUH BLUH

i am never more confident than when i’m covered in blood

how it feels knowing life is a cycle and everything will be okay eventually

Plurality can be fun, actually

You can joke around with your headmates

You can (AND SHOULD) make little groups and discord servers for you to chat with your headmates

You CAN dress up to look like yourself better

You CAN make art of your headmates

You can. try to be happy. despite your pain :)

Yume Kawaii boy 3 ❤︎

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“Having ASPD doesn’t make you a bad person.”

Okay, but having ASPD makes it so easy for me to screw over the people I love. Yes, you mean so much to me and I truly do want you to be happy, but I can rob you in your own home and feel nothing about it, and then I can lie to your face about it. Yes, I want to spent my life with you, but if you annoy me, I can slap you across the face, and to me, it doesn’t… feel as if that contradicts my love for you. It isn’t just selfishness because I would hurt myself for you, and I have, and yet I’m hurting you. Why doesn’t that feel contradictory?

It takes a lot of willpower to not be horrible when you are this way. It’s not just lacking guilt as an emotion, but about this weird gap in between affection as an emotion and… having the emotional drive to affectionate, or even decent. I’m not devoid of love. I’m devoid of… something quite different that I can’t quite put my finger on, and I don’t think “guilt” or “empathy” as it’s understood quite describe that.

Of course, I’m not sorry for being this way, but I almost wish I was.

yes actually that is a knife in my pocket i am not happy to see you at all.

pills never do anything but get me fucked up