This Is How I’m Feeling Lately. Do You Ever Feel Like Someone Is Just With You Because They Don’t

This is how I’m feeling lately. Do you ever feel like someone is just with you because they don’t want to hurt your feelings if they left ? When the one you love with all your being doesn’t touch you like they are obsessed with you.

When I read this over I sound like an idiot. But I just want to feel wanted. I just want to be put first.

And as we get older the worse it gets. My mind instantly goes to .. You are getting fat. Your face doesn’t look the same. Your hair is ugly. There are so many beautiful women in the world he’s going to leave you for them.

I want to get out of this mindset so bad ! I just don’t know what to do. Whenever I bring up issues, they get shut down. We don’t talk about feelings in this house.

Fuckkkkkkkkkk