Sleeep

Possibly venting here~

Seriously though, how do I get more "out there" I do what I think is my best, I upload as often as possible, well cept a tad before "lately" I'll admit, I'm easily discouraged, I don't know how to help myself apparently, been trying for ages, but it seems as useful as a ghost knocking on a window asking to be let in. What am I doing wrong, everyone around me is flying by in some sorta way, while I just kinda watch...like I'm running as fast and hard as I can while everyone elses light warps past me. (in general)

Don’t get me wrong, I appreciate every +Like I can get, but to be honest +likes don’t do shit for an artist. No one will look through your +likes except you. If you really like an artist give them some exposure, yknow? We work really hard and will appreciate any feedback we can get!!  

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From when it first forms to when it is is fully grown 8D

Bulking out to get proportions down, this is a lot bigger than it probably looks.

Sucks having zero friends, "cliques", "squads", etc. To where you consider seeing a person you know for less than a min. Hanging out with someone. Literally having no ability to do anything "normally" enjoyable in life...feeling bad because you know feeling bad makes others feel bad for not being there, which makes endless guilt on all sides possibly. My daily entertainment and feeling of purpose is Litterally me just sitting at my desk all day drawing or art-ing in general. Other than that....youtube and Steven Universe, sleep, avoidance.

I THINK I HAVE pneumonia, haven't been able to rest, keep coughing so hard I throw up and feel like a pool of liquid is at the bottom of my throat,it clears for two seconds if I clear it right...though everything hurts from the near constant coughing for one...why

I started this awhile ago but ended up working on something else so decided to finish it last night. 8D I'm not good at descriptions because I always end up thinking the same thing "I thought this would be cool to do idk"

I probably won't be uploading many drawings at all, or any in general (unless it's from a Sketchbook and/or has to do with sculpture concepts.) I'm not satisfied with my art, not with my speed mainly, or with how I go about things. I'm just going to be doing sculpts and stuff for awhile as it has been the past few months c: I won't lie, I feel highly discouraged when it comes to drawing, for many reasons. Oh, also my computer isn't doing so well (it's internal fan doesn't work as well as our USB fans died so I can't be on the computer longer than five minutes without heating up badly and freezing badly.)

w.i.p. Should I add a background to this?

I just wanted to post this, I love Veela and Resident Evil so when I seen this my eyes sparkled (like in the way you are weirdly happy tears form.) https://youtu.be/mnm794XbBAs