"Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me in a room. A rubber room. A rubber room with rats. And rats make me crazy…"
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I'm going to sleep now
Crap! Forgot to mention that these are my vent sonas... so if you see a post about them, it's definitely a vent.
I randomly had the time to do this... Why?
RHAAAAG!!
Right, considering the current state of corporate politics on this site, and that it seems that only those affected seem to be actively speaking on the matter, it is up to I, the only fucking cishet on tumblr, to drag this out to a wider audience.
We need to show these higher ups how much we truly value them.
THANK YOU! >_<
I absolutely hated and despised his old design so I changed it.
Honestly better if you ask me.
Ya'll when I put on my dad fit
inspired by: @_waltenpepper_ on tiktok
I'll remake this when I get my old phone back
I absolutely hated and despised his old design so I changed it.
Honestly better if you ask me.
I find it funny how throughout the 4 years of depression(idc if it's severe at this point), I have not killed myself yet. I've been called a devil, satan, greedy bastard, little shit, filly pig and more, was constantly being compared to my 12 year old cousin, been hit multiple times for forgetting to do my homework(they used a shoe or a thick wooden spoon), forgotten at some point and not once have I decided "Fuck this, bye world".
I literally got bitch slapped right in front of my classroom by my grandmother, some students were laughing at me and giving me nasty looks but I did decide to jump of the buildings?! If it wasn't for my friend, I would have been long gone.
I'm very much aware that someone is going through something worse that my situation but I just needed to write/type out my feelings
"Pride month is over"
WRONG! Your pride month is over! Me and all the other disabled queers are having pride month two: disability edition
*quietly devours you art*
*"First there was fire"*
*"Then there was smoke"*
*"Then the preacher man was hanging by a rope"*
*"And then they all fell to their knees"*
*"And begged that drifter, begged him please"*
*"As he raised his fist before he spoke..."*
RAAAAHHHHHHHHH
ITS FINALLY DONE
The eyes look different if you didn't noticed :D.
I DIDN'T DO THE BG BECAUSE I WAS LAZY AS HELL
Yes this is my oc Chain, but what he used to look like when he was working with Mesa :3
I FINALLY GOT THIS BITCH OUT IF MY BRAIN...HOLY SHIT, HIS KISSABLE MF KEEPS INVADING MY BRAIN
It's that... tubby custard?!
TUBBY CUSTARD!!!
Pink brilliance at its finest—Lake Retba, a vibrant pink symphony amidst the Cap Vert peninsula’s canvas.
are you autistic and gay?
lesbian and autistic perhaps?
an autistic pan or bisexual?
asexual and autistic?
trans or non binary and autistic?
any autistic member of the LGBTQ+ community?
well guess what...
you're fucken great and I love you
FUCKKKK
I have to change my account
Which means I have to leave this one
WHYYYYY!!!
Nvm, I'll make this into an alt account
Almost lost my account…
I think I might be going insane
I've been talking to myself more that usual, and even talking about random scenarios
Is it concerning?
So you know my OC Xander/Xavier right? So I'm making him into a Checkpoint OC and I'm deciding to and @ask-chain-and-glitch's oc to his lore
You are now adopted. Deal with it.
Xander: Umm… okay?
Use wisely ^w^
Just found out that most of my family members are homophobic and transphobic…
I'm screwed🙂
If they find out I'm a homosexual, they'll disown me
More silly DBZ memes >_<
Some unknown switch just turned on and now I just randomly drew Goku and Vegeta as memes… why
Btw this is how I draw them(the design)
So uhh… I kinda have a little problem
Remember the Rainbow Factory[WIP] That has Mesa in it?
Yeah… I don't have enough storage/space on my phone, which may delay it…
Don't worry! I'll finish it! [Even if it means I have to delete a few things]
Kill me seven times… please stop
Kill me once, shame on you. Kill me twice, how did you did that.
ZCJCHTIYRULYEYIYERJ
I'm currently making an edit using the song "Rainbow Factory". It's about Mesa!
Work in progress
Don't mind Gacha life Mesa, he's just… being himself
Might just change a few things
But what creature though🤔?…
So if my Checkpoint AU, Mesa is not referred to/known as "Mesa", he's referred to/known as "The Ancient". Odd villain name [I know] but hey, who cares? Nobody knows how he looks like
Only Steve and the Cosmic Princess know his real name and appearance.
But why only Steve and the Cosmic Princess? Why not Austin or Billy? Maybe Chris?!
Well… if Austin where to find out, they would have told everyone
AUSTIN: HEY EVERYONE! The Ancient's name is Me…
STEVE: MADE UP! Thanks Austin for telling us this information!
AUSTIN: But I wasn't gonna say that…
STEVE: Yes you were, now please leave and go play with Jellybean.
AUSTIN: Okay!
If Billy where to find out, he would threaten him, e.g:
BILLY: If you don't do [insert whatever], I'll tell the whole world your identity!
MESA: Why the hell is an 10 year old doing in DMs? Aren't you too young for Instagram?!
BILLY: Uhh…
If Chris where to find out… well, it would be bad is just that due to Mesa's physical appearance [My AU! Remember!]… He'll try and be "Mr. Smarty Pants" and explain why he looks like that.
CHRIS: The reason why his/her/whatever they are has black and white hair is because of Poliosis! The lack of pigment in his/hers/theirs hair turned it white, 50/50 of his hair lacks colour, that's why it's white! It's completely harmless though…
STEVE: (interrupting Chris) Chris… my wonderful boyfriend… can you shut up please🥺. My boyfriend is very self-aware about his condition and if he where to hear you comment about his hair, he'll dye it all black and I don't want that. Please stop your yapping session ^w^.
CHRIS: Well okay and… what do you mean "boyfriend"?!
STEVE: I'll discuss it later…
So you can imagine…
I shall shrink Mesa's final form
So if my Checkpoint AU, Mesa is not referred to/known as "Mesa", he's referred to/known as "The Ancient". Odd villain name [I know] but hey, who cares? Nobody knows how he looks like
Only Steve and the Cosmic Princess know his real name and appearance.
But why only Steve and the Cosmic Princess? Why not Austin or Billy? Maybe Chris?!
Well… if Austin where to find out, they would have told everyone
AUSTIN: HEY EVERYONE! The Ancient's name is Me…
STEVE: MADE UP! Thanks Austin for telling us this information!
AUSTIN: But I wasn't gonna say that…
STEVE: Yes you were, now please leave and go play with Jellybean.
AUSTIN: Okay!
If Billy where to find out, he would threaten him, e.g:
BILLY: If you don't do [insert whatever], I'll tell the whole world your identity!
MESA: Why the hell is an 10 year old doing in DMs? Aren't you too young for Instagram?!
BILLY: Uhh…
If Chris where to find out… well, it would be bad is just that due to Mesa's physical appearance [My AU! Remember!]… He'll try and be "Mr. Smarty Pants" and explain why he looks like that.
CHRIS: The reason why his/her/whatever they are has black and white hair is because of Poliosis! The lack of pigment in his/hers/theirs hair turned it white, 50/50 of his hair lacks colour, that's why it's white! It's completely harmless though…
STEVE: (interrupting Chris) Chris… my wonderful boyfriend… can you shut up please🥺. My boyfriend is very self-aware about his condition and if he where to hear you comment about his hair, he'll dye it all black and I don't want that. Please stop your yapping session ^w^.
CHRIS: Well okay and… what do you mean "boyfriend"?!
STEVE: I'll discuss it later…
So you can imagine…
You'd be surprised seeing the Beast form for Mesa.
Based on last year information, Mesa's Beast form would multiply his physical abilities.
His stamina, speed, strength, sight and height would be multiplied by 2×
So from what I think, he'd be 18ft!
And "apparently", his final form would be 55ft! That's taller than the Ender Dragon (22ft)
So if my Checkpoint AU, Mesa is not referred to/known as "Mesa", he's referred to/known as "The Ancient". Odd villain name [I know] but hey, who cares? Nobody knows how he looks like
Only Steve and the Cosmic Princess know his real name and appearance.
But why only Steve and the Cosmic Princess? Why not Austin or Billy? Maybe Chris?!
Well… if Austin where to find out, they would have told everyone
AUSTIN: HEY EVERYONE! The Ancient's name is Me…
STEVE: MADE UP! Thanks Austin for telling us this information!
AUSTIN: But I wasn't gonna say that…
STEVE: Yes you were, now please leave and go play with Jellybean.
AUSTIN: Okay!
If Billy where to find out, he would threaten him, e.g:
BILLY: If you don't do [insert whatever], I'll tell the whole world your identity!
MESA: Why the hell is an 10 year old doing in DMs? Aren't you too young for Instagram?!
BILLY: Uhh…
If Chris where to find out… well, it would be bad is just that due to Mesa's physical appearance [My AU! Remember!]… He'll try and be "Mr. Smarty Pants" and explain why he looks like that.
CHRIS: The reason why his/her/whatever they are has black and white hair is because of Poliosis! The lack of pigment in his/hers/theirs hair turned it white, 50/50 of his hair lacks colour, that's why it's white! It's completely harmless though…
STEVE: (interrupting Chris) Chris… my wonderful boyfriend… can you shut up please🥺. My boyfriend is very self-aware about his condition and if he where to hear you comment about his hair, he'll dye it all black and I don't want that. Please stop your yapping session ^w^.
CHRIS: Well okay and… what do you mean "boyfriend"?!
STEVE: I'll discuss it later…
So you can imagine…
Cheese
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I even took the time to edit their heights
I'm currently drawing The Cosmic Princess, Rocco, Mr. Peterson and more.
(Yes, I bothered to draw my AU Mesa in the Checkpoint art style.)
I think I might post it on #fan art
So if my Checkpoint AU, Mesa is not referred to/known as "Mesa", he's referred to/known as "The Ancient". Odd villain name [I know] but hey, who cares? Nobody knows how he looks like
Only Steve and the Cosmic Princess know his real name and appearance.
But why only Steve and the Cosmic Princess? Why not Austin or Billy? Maybe Chris?!
Well… if Austin where to find out, they would have told everyone
AUSTIN: HEY EVERYONE! The Ancient's name is Me…
STEVE: MADE UP! Thanks Austin for telling us this information!
AUSTIN: But I wasn't gonna say that…
STEVE: Yes you were, now please leave and go play with Jellybean.
AUSTIN: Okay!
If Billy where to find out, he would threaten him, e.g:
BILLY: If you don't do [insert whatever], I'll tell the whole world your identity!
MESA: Why the hell is an 10 year old doing in DMs? Aren't you too young for Instagram?!
BILLY: Uhh…
If Chris where to find out… well, it would be bad is just that due to Mesa's physical appearance [My AU! Remember!]… He'll try and be "Mr. Smarty Pants" and explain why he looks like that.
CHRIS: The reason why his/her/whatever they are has black and white hair is because of Poliosis! The lack of pigment in his/hers/theirs hair turned it white, 50/50 of his hair lacks colour, that's why it's white! It's completely harmless though…
STEVE: (interrupting Chris) Chris… my wonderful boyfriend… can you shut up please🥺. My boyfriend is very self-aware about his condition and if he where to hear you comment about his hair, he'll dye it all black and I don't want that. Please stop your yapping session ^w^.
CHRIS: Well okay and… what do you mean "boyfriend"?!
STEVE: I'll discuss it later…
So you can imagine…
Yummy
Cheese
🧀
I guess I'll join in with the bunch...
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