MR.ROBOT SEASON 4 (2019)

Hello, friend. God, that’s always been lame, hasn’t it? Sorry I never came up with a better name for you. Then again, I don’t even have a name. Just a guy trying to play God without permission. This whole time, I thought changing the world was something you did, an act you performed, something you fought for. I don’t know if that’s true anymore. What if changing the world was just about being here, by showing up no matter how many times we get told we don’t belong, by staying true even when we’re shamed into being false, by believing in ourselves even when we’re told we’re too different? And if we all held on to that, if we refuse to budge and fall in line, if we stood our ground for long enough, just maybe… The world can’t help but change around us. Even though we’ll be gone, it’s like Mr. Robot said. We’ll always be a part of Elliot Alderson. And we’ll be the best part, because we’re the part that always showed up. We’re the part that stayed. We’re the part that changed him. And who wouldn’t be proud of that?

Transgender Moods™

“i need [surgery/hormones/whatever] RIGHT GODDAMN NOW”

“o fuck i’m not ready for [surgery/hormones/whatever] it’s too scary”

Dysphoria™

Dysphoria²™, also known as Despair

But What If I’m Faking It

“time to relabel my sexuality again”

bonus level: “wait, am I straight?!?”

deep depression

But What If I’m Faking It, Round Two: Electric Boogaloo

that real good feel when you finally figure out a name/pronoun/decision and it feels right

immediately followed by: Doubt™

spending all your money on new clothes

the gradual increase in your wellbeing that you don’t even notice until you look back to where you were three years ago and just think wow

looking in the mirror and finally, finally seeing someone that looks like you.

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l-adystardust

5 years ago

If you heard of writer's block, get ready for reader's block. You want to read. You have time. You know what to read; how have a pile of books ready to be read. You cannot sit still and focus enough to do so or you can't even open the book.

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l-adystardust

5 years ago

Mr Robot Meme → 4/5 Characters → Trenton “Have You Ever Considered Which Part Of Our Scheme

mr robot meme → 4/5 characters → trenton “Have you ever considered which part of our scheme motivates you?”

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l-adystardust

5 years ago

As Much As There Is A Part Of You In Me, There Is A Part Of Me In You.

As much as there is a part of you in me, there is a part of me in you.

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l-adystardust

5 years ago

executive dysfunction be like *wants to do something* *doesnt do it* *feels bad* *wants to do something* *doesnt do it* *feels bad* *wants to do something* *doesnt do it* *feels ba

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l-adystardust

5 years ago

$l-adystardust - ¯\_(ツ)_/¯$