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*spends all of my time alone* perfect! but why am i crazy

the kinda shit i'm spewing after an all consuming nervous breakdown

The most ethereal experience is listening to music after having a meltdown - but in particular taking them off, and the freeing silence afterwards. You’re having a breakdown about something, mind racing, sobbing, on the verge of a panic attack, running around the house like a madwoman, head pounding so hard you can’t even think; just that state of absolute chaos and despair and horrible exhilaration. And then you find your headphones. And you sit down. And you put them on, prepare yourself, and begin to play that song. You know the one. The one you always reach for after moments like these. The one that makes you feel like you’re levitating out of your seat, the one that makes you forget you’re confined to mortal restraints. The one that feels like sinking into a hug after eons of isolation. And when that first note hits, you know it all too well, and you can feel your heart sighing in release, hear the calming hum of “you’ll be okay.” You sit there, eyes closed, outside your body, for the few minutes that the song plays. And when it’s over, you open your eyes slowly, and considerately, and the tears have stopped, and the only noise is the buzzing aftertaste of the experience. You take off the headphones. Hesitantly. Slowly. And for the first time in weeks, you can breathe. For the first time in weeks, your mind is at rest.

my mice staring at the shadowy figure twitching, sobbing and cackling in front if a large glowing box at 3AM:

(i’m rereading crimson rivers)

“what kind of things did you do?”

and it’s regulus listing all the horrible things he’s done since getting the mark to killing the dark lord

“only my husband knew that / so i guess that makes him you”

and it’s james still accepting him despite despite despite because he did it to keep them safe and made his way back to him in the end

Sirius: James’ eyes are brown, right?

Regulus: No. They’re hazel with flecks of brown and gold when the light hits them just right.

Sirius: And when was the last time he smiled?

Regulus: Yesterday morning at 11:30 a.m. when he laughed at something Remus said.

Sirius: What about his favorite animal?

Regulus: Red pandas, because they’re really cute and soft even though them being endangered makes him sad.

Sirius: Uh-huh. And when’s my birthday?

Regulus:

Sirius: When’s my birthday, Regulus.

the james potter inside me takes over a little more with every post

James Potter is the type of person to like a tiktok and then unlike it after reading the comments

Some marauders doodles! Reg with the bunny hat is my fav 🫠

James Potter is a stand outside your window with a boombox kinda guy. I don't make the rules

He'd stand outside a window of his own house because that's Regulus' room.

hold on babygirl dont die there will be a new freaky little character for you get insanely obsessed with