As We Get Closer To Election Day I Fear For My Safety Even More. I’m Not One For Politics But Please,

:D

I heard the boop war has begun again…

Especially talk to me if something’s bothering you. Even if you need to vent without the intention of receiving advice I’d still love to hear you out regardless. Only if you feel comfortable doing so.

Be clingy with me. Always talk to me. Annoy me. Send me selfies. Tell me about your day. Come to me when you overthink. I really love those things.

Me. 100%.

Vent post, read it or don’t. I really don’t give a fuck anymore.

Don’t you have that feeling that you’re not enough for anyone? Online and irl?

I get that feeling a lot to the point my s*icidal thoughts are so bad I have to be watched over by irl family.

The feeling would get so strong to the point I just want to delete every social media app I have, erasing me from everyone’s life, the internet, everything. I’m so close to doing it to /vsrs.

I’m just a burden, a kid with problems, a kid with mental health issues, a kid who doesn’t deserve to be here or have anyone.

I’m depressed. Mentally unstable.

No one likes a depressed and mentally unstable person.

I’m just doing them a favor by erasing myself off the internet and their lives.

They should thank me.

Yes, I’m literally posting this at the eleventh hour of International Asexual Day. Move past it.

ANYWAY. Story time (also TW mentions of sex):

So, as a tween, and throughout my early teen years, guys in my class would talk about being attracted to girls in a “certain way”, and I never felt the same type of attractions they were feeling. Yes, I had been attracted to girls, but never attracted to them sexually. So, I’d hear the “dude, you must be gay” or “there must be something wrong with you” claims.

And some of the girls I had dated tried coercing me into having phone sex and some would feel me up in efforts to try and turn me on, and of course it would make me super uncomfortable and they would get mad at me for “ruining the mood”. I had stopped bringing up the fact that I disliked sex and tried to force myself to be okay with doing it someday. But the more and more I thought about the idea of having sex, and it being a necessity in a relationship, overwhelmed me and made me feel like something was wrong with me and that I’d never get into a relationship if I wasn’t sexually attracted to anybody.

Fast forward to 2021 and I discovered a lovely part of the LGBTQIA+ community called ✨the asexual community✨. There I discovered the definition of asexuality and it described me to a fuckin’ T. And it lifted a huge weight from shoulders. Just knowing that not only were my feelings valid, but there were others like me who weren’t sexually attracted to anybody, and I can live my life knowing sex doesn’t matter in a relationship and I can love people for their hearts and souls without ever feeling uncomfortable.

I’m proud to be me. I’m proud to be part of such a community. And I’m proud for how I love! 💜

Thank you, thank you for reading this! And happy International Asexuality Day!

Me, everytime I stretch upwards and my shirt lifts even slightly. I feel like I’m just asking for it- ^^”

uh oh

Hey friend! just saw your post. happy birthday!

Awe thank you so much!! This means a lot!!

Give me this right NOW ahefklgfljsks ;~; <3

I need more platonically affectionate ler-friends!!

imagine

what would you do if we were cuddling/p and i just like. Suddenly put my hands under ur shirt and tickle ur belly

lol that would be wild wouldn’t it

and ur trapped bc im holding you close but its ok bc you dont mind the tickles

so silly huh

also i tell you how adorable you are/p and give you a buncha kisses/p because you ARE adorable (bonus points if the kisses tickle too)

golly imagine that lol

I'm trying to prove to my friend that being LGBTQ+ isn't smth rare and there's a lot of us but some of us are still closeted

INTERACT IF UR LGBTQ+

LET'S SHOW OTHERS THAT THEY AREN'T ALONE

Allies interact too!

happa birthdayyy!!

Thank you, Kirb!!! <33 /p

I must have themmmm ;~;

I just need to be mercilessly tickled all over till my anxiety goes away