RELATIONGREY:

soap scum

(ione meraki 2024)

- j (x)

(For a friend who deactivated).

Don't pull off your skin,

It's not late to go and sleep.

Your eyes seem crushed,tired;

I don't want them to break me.

Don't go and dance alone

your ghost is chasing you home.

Pick your body up with middle finger out,

don't close the curtains, don't fall out.

When I listen to you my throat aches,

my fingers bleed, too cold to take;

Where's your home now?

What time is your NOW?

Open the door ,

wishing to see you

but your body is unstable.

Where are you?

Don't lose your soul!

Take another day, lay on!

-t.f.s.

“You scorpion woman, you have the devil's mouth

And you have scales for skin

And a snake's venom isn't as potent

As the deceitful sounds made from the hole in your painted on face

You're a tree bent by the wind”

We don't waste time in speech,

We do bleed in touch, angels of love..

And it is tough to know how much

Life spends your worth to live on.

Something seems to be found in loss.. we never know.

-t.f.s.

She was a careful soul

that no one really took

and her hands wanted more

than just happiness behind

a dark frame ;

incapable of speaking

she lets the waves

kiss her skin ,

and trap her inside her veins ;

till she feels colder ,

lower , damaged ,

till her eyes no longer flicker. .

-t.f.s.

[ 運命 . ]

"But when i die in peace,will i be remembered?

Will i be pushed away,when it's over?

Will i just be a ghost turned into dust from facing the enemy?

But i'm not gold..i'm not silver..i'm just destiny.

If i choose to fight,i choose to die.

If i choose to run,i choose to hide.

If i choose to lie,i choose the hate.

If i go away late,it'll never be the same.

I,Destiny,bring either victory or loss.

I choose to crawl every place on the Earth,without departing from my own path.

I choose to be what i came for.

I don't hesitate.

I don't wait.

I complete

what's incomplete.

I don't take breaks in the skies,i fly.

I am,i'll always be,reachable destiny."

-credits: me

My feelings are not just a phase,they are valid. My existence is a value, and It needs to be heard especially when people try to act awful and selfish on you. What's your goal? If you have one,then you're already going there. Because no one can stop you. And no one ever will. Tears are a privacy shelter from other faces and honestly beauty can be found in pieces. But i know,one day or one year I'll truly understand what made me feel to be unwanted/unrealized personality character from a movie that's never real.

-t.f.s.

Singing Nightmare.

nightmare is a singer

singing in the dark as

there is a following cry

in the corner of my own.

sirens appear as

hallucinations of deep fear,

crying is not gonna save us,

trap is going to break us,

no one is here to take us.

the fear we are waiting for

is near...

so closer,i can feel the cold air

making goosebumps on my skin,

telling me to prepare

no time for deadly stories,

fear soon is coming,

screams aren't helping

they only break the ceiling

wishes in this planet

don't come true,

death is all for you,

all for you,

don't waste it

don't taste it,

don't regret it,

hear it...nightmare comes,

it comes for you to

sing you a song.

REVEAL.

your luxury was worth that light my pleasure,

my imagination of you is all that matters,

the secret language for your body

took my will to hold on my sins,

forgetting all the darkness,you're

making me sick to reveal.

-t.f.s.