being an mcr fan is like "man i have got to get weirder"
sometimes i go "wow i'm probably faking being queer and everyone can tell and they all hate me for invading their spaces :("
girl you're literally in a queer relationship stfu you are so gay for them
i want to [remembers suicide jokes are bad for your mental health] be in the middle of a gunfight, in the center of a restaurant
omg fanart of ME 😮
(i drew this. i just remembered i can repost my own stuff. i thought this would be silly. sorry 😔 i just like it a lot)
hiiiii this is a self portrait !!! basically just fanart of myself because contrary to some i do in fact love myself
me blabbing on about the process etc vv
anyway !! i really enjoyed playing around with this and trying to figure out proportions. i want to improve my artistic skills so my thought process was hmm. what face do i know best. and so concluded that drawing myself would be good to learn proportions :)
and i was right! not to toot my own horn but i learned a lot from this drawing and i love it a lot i think it's super cute
ALSO i liked drawing bubbles and adding colour and being silly. trying to slowly step out of my comfort zone and mess around with coloured pencils but i probably need to keep refining my normal pencil skills first
the drawing was loosely based on my pfp for my main blog (@lexieisyourno1fan) but i kinda deviated from it because i lowkey forgot to use it and i thought i looked a little different. it's close enough though so who cares. maybe i accidentally gave myself a little bit of a glow up
this blog is basically just me documenting my journey and hopefully you guys will see improvement (i say this as if people actually see this but ykwim lol!) but i will still post fanart along the way because that's most of what i want to draw atm :)
love you lots and take care i will shut up now!
internal conflict of do i do my makeup so that i look cool af or do i go basic and look pretty. i don't know which one feels more like me
photo evidence that i thought was really funny. my grandma said something about me in hysterics and beatlemania LMAO.
had the realisation that there'll probably be merch being sold too so that will be fun and definitely not ruin me
genuinely shaking crying and hyperventilating over panic! being at 2025 wwwyf
IS IT JUST BRENDON?? OR EVERYONE?? WHAT??? and i won't be able to go BECAUSE I LIVE IN ENGLAND. AARRGRGRHRGGH.
i am so happy though like i actually can't bretahe. A FEVER YOU CAN'T SWEAT OUT !!!!!!!
Uhh, more D-Lift Regretevator AU art
idk the context of this image but whenever i see it i think wow... i didn't know ryan ross did fnaf cosplays